#cleverwxrds

Yeah that’s one problem she doesn’t realize time zones play a role.. *nods* I get it.. And she’d kill me for this but I like watching her thread it. And don’t feel too bad even when she had friends who she say everyday in school who gave her their time she still just… Probably the problems being as insanely disordered and different as she is.. And that sucks. I’ll just go ahead and say this if she reads through my posting *i doubt it* she really adores the thread and gets a bit of a smile when you’re online. She also well has a tendency to read reblogs so.. Yeah that probably’s something for her to work on she’d be less wounded if she didn’t absorb everything as well..  Like it is really weird but she will feel somebody’s depression even if she’s away from her computer… So yeah that kinda is a crippling effect. ..

You obviously don’t know Katie then… She once cut off all her life for a week. Besides she’s got a weakness for tumblr I’m sure in like 2 or so she’ll have recovered or well something.. But Dean’s working with me as a team as she’s gone so don’t worry threads will live on. Just she swapped me for her. 

I’ve never heard of that store..  And to be honest I’d want to attempt it with a group of people if it was daytime… But alone? Nope not gonna even buy one. Besides people have warned me against it… I even swore a super serious oath to not buy one at one point.. And with no money and even if I had some it’s not on my list of splurges. And if you get it you should like wrap it up and drop it on someone’s doorstep for Christmas.  Then again I’m a plotting person who’d give creepy dolls to people I hate..

Aw I got one from one of the cuter and only threads I have going on… And from an amazing person.

Get some sleep it’s only 11:30ish Friday night my time so don’t worry totally a different timezone people still have time to raid my inbox and that though so far there’s only been the anon and you. I’ve got till Sunday to make up my mind or change it. I would’ve thought of tomorrow but it’s the farewell to my little cousins and my uncle who loves me even when I’m so damn rude to him. Just like usual letting people down and they forgive me. Like this last summer he called for my birthday and I didn’t want to talk on the phone. And when talking with him sounded like an uninterested brat. And so I guess that’s why I never got my birthday present from him in the mail. The man who babysat me when I was really little. Who’s nicknamed me. And treats me like his own flesh and blood. Who’s always teasing me and saying I should visit. Who when I was little dragged me out of a bookstore but bought the stuff I’d been looking at for my birthday a few days later. And just I couldn’t do it not tomorrow not before they leave. It’d break my heart too badly. So I’m waiting till they’re out of town back home miles away. Because with their 3 little girls and a few months old baby boy it’d be wiser to let them return home before I did it. So they don’t have to try to explain why I wasn’t able to say goodbye. And besides I’ve got a lot of websites and stuff to post goodbyes on and stuff still which means sometime Sunday morning if I don’t back out of it. And I’ve also got to pick what method would work teh best for me..

Do you feel like a man when you push her around. Do you feel better when she falls to the ground. I'll tell you my friend one day this world's gonna end.