#classicbilly

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I miss you terribly

I'm running

Damned if I do ya, damned if I don't

I know I made you happy and I just wanted to do that for you one more time

What is keeping me from letting go and why is it so hard? every option takes out the same amount of dignity and respect and wellness. It is never fair to follow your heart that follows someone walking away from you but is doing so what it means to be a strong person? Biting the bullet, not for yourself, but for the sake of someone else is selfless but there's a line between selflessness and foolishness. I have played the fool one too many times, each time hoping it'd be the last but I guess that is what it means to give of yourself. Servitude is always appreciated but never respected. I wish there was a way but I guess there isn't a will. The respect in me leaks out of my dick but I'm stuck grinding between human nature and raw emotion. It just never ends.

My apitite is gone but I'm still hungry for you