#ck existing

I don't want to talk to people but especially her I've just barely accepted what happened and now idk what to do when I see her "treat her like anyone else" I have my friends that I talk to and I barely acknowledge anyone else but my friends are talking to her and mmmmmm I don't like this and there are too many small kids so I don't get a break

I'm not a baby I'm well into the double digits I don't need to go sleep with my parents I shouldn't go sleep with my parents could this bed be any louder

what's the difference between paranoia and anxiety I don't want to call it paranoia if it's not but this feels funny

ok imma shut up and curl into a ball and ignore the creaky noises that I don't like hearing at 3am chase isn't cool enough to rewarm him yet :(

I should probably run inside and grab my ginger candy but idk where it is so ig we're just going to deal with carsickness

yes this was the best time for the basement to spring a leak right before we were supposed to leave for an at least 8 hour car trip mhm best time