Jun 30
Last weekend one of my partners asked me if I had seen/heard of some youtuber (I forget who Dx ). They showed me their screen and pointed at a dude w/ big chest/arms and tattoos (like the "I'm a tough guy" type tattoos)
My immediate gut response was "oh, I don't really watch masc dudes, guess I never clicked on one of his vids, or YouTube never even recommended him".
Partner: "you lesbian"
Me: "SHUSH. But yeah I mean, I don't really like being around super masc guys, they make me uncomfy? Like you know how I feel about masculinity."
Partner: "that's the most lesbian thing I've heard you say"
#given that I've always been really close and comfy with lesbians#cis and trans...#yeah should probs consider that label for myself x3#haahahha xD#I initially denied it#I love dick too much and like softer men#but my partner reminded me#'yeah but you're still a girl who likes girls'#me!#personal#just random thoughts in the tub at 6am lol#tummy hurty - I woke up at 4:30 and have been here soothing my tummy with the hot water#dither ilu#hehehe#so far my sexuality isn't changing#aside from opening up about liking girls a lot more#that's just being open/honest though I already knew that one myself#but who knows xD#but I still do like boys and dick haha#I've described myself as bi/pan for a while now#gender is all made up and I just think people of all kinds are attractive
