#cindysjournal

[10:03PM] Hi guys, as you have heard from Robin, I'm on a hiatus but I'll still be doing my journals and checking up from time to time. Anyways, today was probably the most tiring omg. I swear I slept in like half of my classes. cry. I just woke up, showered, and ate. I think I have issues omfg. Who the hell takes a nap from 4PM to 8PM omg. I'm starting to think I'm malfunctioning. pls is this just me. 

[9:51PM] wow sometimes i swear i am so slow, so i'm skyping with my friend and we're watching how to bake this thing. and i just realized there's a dog there and i was like 'why is there a dog there? won't fud get dirty omg' and my friend was like 'dude, it's called cookingwithdog' PLS I AM SO SLOW. -HEADDESK-

[11:50PM] Today started out pretty rough but w/e I'm over it. Then I went shopping with my cousin. I didn't particularly buy anything, in fact the reason why I had to come along with her was to return that infinity scarf I bought the other day. And like I said, I'm very picky when it comes to things and I was pretty mad when I was told to return it. My mom is pretty superstitious and she said it's bad to buy a white scarf (or cloth in general I guess?) on a new year (Chinese new year). Meaning, it's a sign of death and apparently bad luck and and hardship. lol. pls. And because my dad is old, she doesn't want you know.. to jinx it. I'm pretty hard headed and in the stir of the moment I sort of just didn't care. But of course, my dad took care of me since I was little, even if I was an ungrateful brat, he had to. So I thought to myself, "what on earth am I doing. omg. I'm probably the most selfish daughter a parent can have." So I just sucked it up and returned it, and I while I was there, I saw a really nice wallet. My cousin said there wasn't really any harm in buying a wallet because it would mean good luck (money wise, ya feel?). So I just went for it. :D then we got food and i was happy. :DDDDDD so yea. lol. do i suk r wat. 

[10:02PM] wow I just cleaned out my saved urls and I feel really.. light? idek. Tomorrow I have to go to the temple really early and i don't want to. I've been sleep deprived this past week and I just want to catch up on my sleep. sigh. And tbh, what am I gonna do there? Just sit and observe everyone? I can't even 'pray' because everything will be in Vietnamese and I can't read. It's so boring, I literally just sit there for hours. If I wanted to, I'd rather be in school than there. I'm not super religious so.. I really don't find it interesting or fun in any way. But, if you are religious, good for you. You have something or someone(?) to rely on. I guess, this is all just assumption based on what I've seen and heard from religious people. :I And if I did have a choice, I'd want to enjoy what my mom enjoys. If I remember right, my parents met when they volunteered at a temple in Vietnam. 

[11:34PM] today was probably the longest day ever. can't wait til this weekend sigh. and guys, i think i plan to take a break from tumblr soon. I'm trying to look for someone to blogsit for me. :I Hopefully I find one soon lol.