#cind replies

hello! so the main reason i have touken and touka kirishima on my blacklist is bc people in my system have had very traumatic experiences with both of those things. we have an ayato fictive who in his canon and in this life has had to deal with toukas hurting him repeatedly. for him seeing touka is just a reminder of those bad times and he’d rather never see her again so to avoid that we just blacklist her. for touken its bc its.. just. well in canon its a really bad and unhealthy relationship honestly, the way it’s written and handled is just not good. we also have a kaneki fictive in system and she has some severe trauma related to that (and touka too) as well and seeing touken causes her to have bad panic attacks.

i wouldn’t say tokyo ghoul is like.. very problematic. but it definitely has its flaws. the anime and the original manga are fine (aside from the anime just being a poor adaptation there’s nothing really wrong with it) and i actually loved the original manga! but after certain events in tokyo ghoul:re (stuff kinda started to get bad after kanae died but they went to absolute shit after torso and mutsuki stuff) it’s uhh yeah it’s kind of problematic i’d say. ishida forces a romance out of nowhere on the readers (not even a healthy one) and just kind of shits on all of his trans characters (he killed kanae off and then turned mutsuki into some yandere who’s obsessed with haise and wants to kill him. and he also had kanae and mutsuki suddenly decide they weren’t trans anymore) and its just really bad.

i really need to read and watch karneval i think i will start tomorrow if i’m not too tired!! (btw ilu too)

5. have you found anyone from your canon?

i have my kaneki and ayato from my hide canon and my baam from my khun canon!! i’m very happy to have them all again

6. who do you want to find?

oh gosh so many people... 

i really want to find dazai and akutagawa from my atsushi canon. 

touko, bianca, cheren, touya, lillie, reshiram and zorua from my n canon.

temari and kankuro from my gaara canon.

deidara and the rest of the akatsuki from my sasori canon.

my brothers, especially totty and jyushi, from my ichimatsu canon.

those are the people that i miss the most and would like to find the most tbh ;;

11. favorite memory/moment?

i’ve talked about this memory before i think but it’s just.. it rlly is my favorite memory so i can’t help but not talk about it. 

i was back in unova after having been gone for a long time, during the events of bw2, and i was at dragonspiral tower with reshiram and zorua, kind of reminiscing and stuff. i remember reshiram telling me that someone was coming, and zorua ran to see who it was. neither of them really thought it was anyone threatening so i just continued to sit and look out over the top of the tower. zorua got my attention a few seconds later and i got up to look and it was touko and we both just kind of... stood there staring at each other for a while. zorua came running back over to me and after a few seconds touko ran over too and hugged me and started crying into my shoulder. i hugged back and also started crying. we pulled away after a while and then she punched me for leaving her and told me not to do it again. idk it was just.... it was a nice moment, seeing her again and stuff. tbh i kind of thought she was going to kill me for having left

anyway oops this ended up kind of really long

13. who from your canon do you ship yourself with?

answered here!

since you didn’t specify what kintype i’m just gonna use whichever one i think of first for each question!

1. a song that reminds you of your canon

human by ellie goulding reminds me of my n canon a lot and gives me a lot of n feels

4. would you go back? why/why not?

hm it depends on which canon...

for my beth canon; i would go back. i miss my sister and dad and the rest of the group so much and i want to be with them all again

for my n canon; also yes. i miss touko and bianca and all of my other friends. i miss reshiram and zorua a lot too. it was such an amazing world too, and there was still so much that i wanted to do. honestly i’d give anything to go back there

for my hide canon; no. that world was awful and i really don’t want to go back. i’d consider going back to my human au canon but not my main canon

(idk why i picked those three shrug emojis i just felt it)

8. were you in love?

i was in most canons! the only canons that i wasn’t in love in were hagita, hanamiya, makishima, beth, hisomu, ichimatsu, naptsablook and roman. every other canon i had i was Definitely in love

13. who from your canon do you ship yourself with?

pokemon: n x touko

tokyo ghoul: hide x kaneki x ayato 

i’m just gonna list those two bc i’ve been going back and forth between n and hide shifts and i’m too lazy to list everyone

14. everyday object that reminds you of canon

um idk tbh!!

15. most annoying headcanon about you

hmm probably headcanons that ship hanamiya and imayoshi. i hated imayoshi and never would’ve dated him and i don’t like seeing ship art of us either