#cibandz

looked in the mirror as i finish up my makeup. Today is the the day i get to go shopping with my bestfriend La La. She going to help with this show called Teen Dream. Its bout how me and some other teens going hard bout what they really love. My name is Ciara Harris. I really love dancing and singing. After my mom and father got a divorce 7 months ago, dancing and singing as been on my mind. Both of my parents don’t like the fact that I choose to do music but they support me ever step of the way. I don’t have all day to talk because I have to finish packing. I quickly grab my car keys and purse. I run out the house. There go my pretty baby. My daddy got this jeep when I was 16. I got in and strap up. I started the car up before pulling out my drive way. I started to get a phone Call.

“Hello mother, I’m driving,” I yell as I put her on the speaker phone.

“Okay I got a question. Did you say you want the purple suitcases or the pink? I’m here at Wal-Mart,” I love my mother to death.

“I want the pink one,” I said.

“Okay, where are you going?”

“To meet with La La. She going to help me with the clothes and makeup,”

“Okay baby I see you back at the house," My mom said. We both disconnected the ends. I finally i made it to the mall. I turn the car off and got out. I slowly made my way to front of the mall.

“LA LA!” I yell as i seen my bestfriend. She is a little older then me but she always there when i need her.

“Hey ci. It been forever,” We hugged each other.

“I know but we have a day to spend. I love you shoes. I dont even have them,” I said looking at her outfit

“Thanks and i guess mickey mouse is okay,” she point at me shoes

“Lol, the rest are packed in the suitcase,” We slowly made our way inside.

“Okay, So tell me bout this lame ass show?”

“Its bout how us teens who chasing their dream. Everyone is going to need each in the house some way, some how. I thinks it 8 or 9 of us,” She nodded.

“Okay, i got to 3 styles for you that will get you started. First is a tomboy. You know, snapbacks, sneakers, chains. The whole 9 yards,” I nodded as i her tell the styles, “The other one is a red carpet look. You those 6 inches heels get to see the daylight for first time. And last one is like a party or club sexy. You know short dress and some thongs. You might can get a man,” I laugh hard. She is so crazy.

“Okay i guess, So clothes first,” She nodded as walked in the first store. We start shopping. I really enjoyed having fun with my friend. She had me going crazy by going to all these stores. I was hungry so went to get to some food. Once we order we sat down and start eating.

“You i’m miss you right. I hope you dont be playing with those little hoes Nay,” We both hear the girl from the next table. I just kept eating my food. Next thing you know he stood up and start yelling.

“I DONT GIVE A FUCK YOU AND YOUR BABY DADDY. TO BE HONEST I DONT GIVE FUCK ABOUT THOSE KIDS. THEY ARE NOT MINE. SO GET THE FUCK OUT OF MY FACE BEFORE YOUR ASS GO MISSING,” He yell loud that everyone eyes was on him as he made his way to the main floor. She follow behind him with a carseat. She thirty is all i can say. That was my time to go. Me and  La La left. I pull all the bags in the car. Slowly drove home. I’m super happy bout tomorrow. When i pull up outside of me and my mom house i seen 3 vans outside. I got out and ready inside. I seen my mom inside watching T.V. As some dudes setting up some things.

“Hello Ciara, I’m Keith from MTV. I’m here to get your finally hours home with your mother. So Just act we are not here,” I didnt not know what to say but i just nodded. I looked over at my mom and she have a smile on her face

I walked over to her and sat down.

“My beautiful baby girl is moving to LA. I’m miss you so much,”She moved some hair out of my face.

“I know but i be okay. I’m 18 and i think i know what im doing,”

“Yea but lets go over somethings. No sex unless you are ready. Dont let nobody press to have sex with them. No babies. I dont wont to be a grandma yet. Not a lot of drinking. I know you are going to be drinking. Please dont be out there going crazy. I dont wont to see you gone to jail. Do you understand me?” Thats the reason why i love my mom. She knows how to keep me safe.

“Yes ma’am. I promise i follow your rules,” I hug her and kissed her checks.

“Okay, Go get washed up for dinner. Since this be the last one in a long time,” I smirk a little before handing upstairs. I keep forgetting bout these people behind me. I took the pages i had and started packing them away. Once i was done I went to the bathroom and washes my hands. I went back downstairs to eat

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“Okay Mia your next. Since your boyfriend is not here, You to choose one of us girls to make out with for ten mins. If you dont do what you are told, you have to give everyone $5,” Me and couple of my friends was playing ‘Bring that ass or pay this ass’. They came up with game less then 30 mins ago. When i say they crazy then they are crazy. I’m staying with a friend since she have to go to LA tomorrow we thought we go together.

“Um, lets see. I know i’m not bout to make out with My sister. Bre is not into girls. I’m not bout to kiss Nyemiah or ci. So here goes yall damn $5,” We all laugh as gave us our money.

“Okay now Ci. We know you leaving in a few hours. So, you have to put your virgin pussy on facebook So the whole world now how it look,” I choke on my drink.

“Here all my money because i’m not bout to do that. What down there is for my eyes and the man i’m give it too. I’m sorry girls,” I said as i push my money on the table.

“You must got a baby daddy that’s waiting for u in LA?”Bre Ask me. I can tell i’m in the hot seat right now. All eyes was on me

“No but i plan on giving to someone i really love,” I took a sip of my water.

“Are you going to day someone in the house?”

“No,” i quickly said.

All eyes are on me,”Look ci, I love and all but you have to stop being scared. Just find the right boy to love you,” Bre said. I nodded. She right but i cant trust boys now today. I fucking love myself but i going on 19 and i’m lonely. I might need to find a man while i’m in LA.