#ci readings

Hi! I'm so glad I was able to be a part of your journey. That really means a lot to me, since I really started this blog to help others through the journey too. I'd absolutely be honored to do a reading for you again!

Since you asked about three people (including yourself) and had a more specific question, the questions I've asked my deck may be slightly different from the ones I used to do. I will let you know the question and the card and offer my interpretation, but if you feel any of my comments aren't right then you should feel free to research the card itself and see if an alternate meaning speaks more to you!

What was the tone of your relationship between the three of you?: Daughter of Wands: free spirit, visionary. Between the three of you, there weren't many feelings of hindering each other or tying each other down. Perhaps you all shared a common goal and worked towards it together.

The tone between you and Dazai?: Strength: patience, courage, mastery of emotions. Your bond with Dazai was pretty strong, as the name of this card suggests. "mastery of emotions" I think could hint at maybe the beginning of your relationship being a little rocky but as time went on, learning more how to interact with each other.

The tone between you and Fyodor?: ten of Wands: burden, victim mentality. I'm not sure which one of you this card would speak to, but something definitely happened between you. One of you may feel like you owed a debt to the other and have to repay them back, or maybe one felt like a burden to the other in a self-deprecating way.

What parts of your past informed these relationships?: Son of pentacles: loyal, determined. The age of the character of this card "son" implies some part of your past influenced your interactions with them, though not childhood. Perhaps teenage years or even young adult depending on when you knew them. Whatever happened at this point dealt with and maybe taught you these characteristics (loyalty and determination) and you brought them to the relationship.

Is there anything further you should know?: Three of pentacles. Teamwork and determination. Despite everything you three worked together in some fashion and accomplished some goals together. The mountain on this card implies strength and age, speaking to a strong bond and one that ran for a long time.

Of course. If the reading seems weird to you, it might be conflicting information from another Chara, so I’ll try to be as detailed with my interpretation as possible. I used The Wild Unknown to answer this question, with a few supplementary meanings from Dreaming Way.

Positive thing you brought to the relationship: Two of Cups, connection, love. this doesn’t necessarily mean that you relationship with him was romantic, but it was definitely deep, and the bond you two shared was definitely strong because of these elements that you brought in.

Underlying issue you had with Sans: Mother of Wands, attractive, vibrant. Sans’ personality perhaps bothered you a little bit, or maybe who was attracted to him because of it. It’s unclear whether there are any connotations of jealousy, but the art for this card features a snake, so there’s a possibility there.

How you felt about him: Nine of Swords, nightmares, anguish. There’s a possibility that the feelings mentioned above might have caused some sort of pain for you, or he might have done something that hurt you. It’s unclear what the severity of the card’s significance is to me, or if it’s even relevant to the above results.

What kept you bonded/together: The Moon, fantasy and fears, mystery, unclear, feeling blue. The major arcana cards hold a lot of significance in any context, so whatever kept you two together, though perhaps unclear to both you and me, it was very important. I have the feeling that this card is more directed towards the unknown feeling rather than offering any hints into the circumstances of what happened.

How Sans felt about you: Seven of Swords, secrecy, self interest. I have the feeling that Sans’ true feelings for you were hidden for what perhaps he felt was his own good, more than any type of animosity for you. Whatever you may remember him feeling towards you might very well be the opposite.

Underlying issue Sans had with you: Four of Cups, selfishness, greed. It’s possible that the above feelings ended up bleeding into your relationship, or he might have seen these things in you and not liked them, leading to him hiding his feelings.

Positive thing he brought into the relationship: The Empress, creation, friendly, encouraging, assisting and taking care of others. Another major arcana card, signifying that he had an ultimately overwhelming positive effect. He might have had a more nurturing attitude towards you, or maybe a “motherly” relationship, but this all depends on your canon, of course. The above listed traits are all warm attributes that are all incredibly positive things.