#churntheocean

honestly like beyond being frustrating as hell.... it’s just lowkey heartbreaking in a sense because damn like all these years of friendship and in the end everything just fizzles out in the most anticlimactic way............ i almost wish i had a big dramatic blowout instead of the nausea that is trying 2 reach out 2 someone u honestly don’t even want 2 hangout with anymore because u feel guilty that u don’t wanna hang out w them anymore...... 

- go for the neutral crop top printed skirt combo (but like cool and chic)

- ok not ready for the crop top then sleek black turtleneck contrasting skirt in a textured fabric (bonus bright purse 2 give a splash of color and quirk and je ne seis quoi)

- super wide leg trousers silky slightly baggy blouse in the same color. contrasting color jacket on top (not quite a blazer but something blazer adjacent)

- all black. statement necklace RED LIP. can never go wrong.  (the Claudia Approved™ skirt version)

- 2 much black (is that even a question) add a floral/printed jacket and or bright shoe or both (this is more on the casual side but instead of leather leggings i’d go for ponte/knit skinnies) (and a more fitted jacket) (but i like the cobalt pumps they…. /work/)

Rules: In a text post, list ten books that have stayed with you in some way. Don’t take but a few minutes, and don’t think too hard — they don’t have to be the “right” or “great” works, just the ones that have touched you. Tag [ten] friends, including me, so I’ll see your list. Make sure you let your friends know you’ve tagged them.

tagged by churntheocean

1. the harry potter series by j.k. rowling

2. the artemis fowl series by eoin colfer

3. the mysterious benedict society by trenton e. stewart

4. the hobbit (and the lord of the rings, but mostly the hobbit) by j.r.r. tolkien

5. the magic tree house series by mary pope osborn (i owe these books so much they are literally the reason i fell in love with reading)

6. dune by frank herbert

7. middlesex by jeffery eugenides

8. ender's game by a homophobic douchebag

9. alice in wonderland by lewis carol

Hey guys,

A friend of mine, the lovely churntheocean, is an exchange student in Chile, and recently the city she is studying in was severely affected by a fire. One of the schools impacted, an all girls school, receives very little money from the government so churntheocean and her peers are trying to raise money to support them. If you guys could spread the word, and perhaps donate a little bit yourself, I would be extremely appreciative. Here's a link to more details if you want to help out:

http://churntheocean.tumblr.com/post/82954267211/through-fire-and-flames-viva-chile

thank you honey! i hope you did, too ^_^

you are so adorable, you just look you're made of energy and bright, lovely things. Your eyes are so pretty and your dimples are so cute! I think your smile might be the happiest smile i've ever seen, and your facial structure is so so lovely, you're so pretty!

ahh, this theme is so simple and lovely. i love the little ink drawing at the top, and the way the posts are laid out. Personally i love black and white colour schemes so i think this one is so nice ^^

2. If I can't do that for some reason, I like to burrow under a bunch of blankets and pretended I was buried alive.

3. I'm nearly 21 and I still can't believe I don't have magic powers like wtf is this shit.

4. I've gone from "I'll just wear the same outfit as yesterday, it's passable" to "I bet I can set a record for going the most days just rolling out of bed and going back to sleep with no change in between"

rules:

-always post the rules

-answer the questions of the person who tagged you and write 11 new ones

-tag 11 new people and link them to the post (I might not have that many friends so I have 5)

-let them know you’ve tagged them

*Questions you guys will answer*

1. Favorite type of music? Probably rock, I lean towards the 60s-80s, but I've grown increasingly fond of more modern music. Also, showtunes. Just all of them.

2. Favorite movie or top three? (It’s so hard to pick just one sometimes) Yeah, like three is easy. The Harry Potter movies, Addams Family movies, and because we know I can't pick lets say almost everything in the scifi/fantasy genre.

3. One place you would love to live? New Zealand, from what I hear.

4. Favorite Animal? I like most, but as for pets I've always had dogs.

5. Movies or musicals? Musical movies?

6. Favorite subject? Not in school...but I'm fond of psychology, history and literature.

7. If you could live in a fictional universe, which one would you live in? To be greedy, I think I'd like to live in the Inkheart universe (presuming I had their powers) because then I could read myself in and out of any book I chose. Is that cheating?

8. Favorite food? All food.

9. Favorite book? Again with the favorite these questions are so hard. Of course Harry Potter is up there but I'm quite fond of Inkheart, and Warm Bodies, and Peter Pan.

10. One activity you would love to do but have never tried? Motorcycle jousting.

11. One skill you would like to have? Telekinesis. Unless that's really more of an ability, so if that's not in the cards then counting cards.

I'm tagging:

1. nimbusmist

2. churntheocean

3. ohmygodwhatamidoingwithmylife (or shhhhhspoilers)

4. becausemelissasbored

5. laylaferrari You guys need to tell me:

1. Whatever your favorite franchise is, do you like it best as a book, movie, show, etc?

2. Since most of you know me, what is something you've liked that I cooked?

3. Dub or Sub?

4. Worst Adam Sandler movie?

5. Your pets?

6. Do you like poetry? If you do, give us the name of your favorite poem.

7. Do you speak/read another language?

8. What is your most time-consuming fandom?

9. Do you cosplay?

10. My feet really fucking itch.

I really don’t know what to say… But it will pass and you’re gonna be okay in a little while. *Big big hugs*

meltingwithyoureyes answered: 

Hang in there buddy, that shit’s gonna end and you’ll feel better again.

theincredibleotterwoman said: 

I know how difficult situations like this can get. Find a safe spot, just a little place in your room/wherever you are and take a few minutes to breathe. Hopefully that will ease the feeling at least a little bit. Otherwise my inbox is always open <3

siriussilly said: 

What always helps me when I’ve been there is remembering that it’ll pass. Whether you’re suffocating or void of feeling, it’ll always pass. Til it does put on your favorite songs, curl into bed and decide not to move, whatever it takes. -hugs-

crunchywhale answered: 

*hugs* if you sit quietly and try to feel/hear your own heartbeat, your brain focuses on your body and it helps calm you down :)

churntheocean answered: 

I know exactly how it feels to be on that edge :/ And in all honesty, I don’t really know how to fix it. But talking helps. So I’m here :)

phantomsvixen008 answered: 

I know how those days can be. Sometimes when I’m like that it helps to just do what you’d do if you were having a full blown attack. *HUGS*

Wow, I honestly wasn't expecting such an impassioned response - thank you all so, so much. It means the world just to know I'm not going through this alone, and that other people have experienced similar things.  Thank you, from the bottom of my heart. The advice you've all given is really wonderful, and I'll definitely try things out when I need to.