#chrmemes

yul stares for a second before getting up and leaving the room.

there’s no way in hell he’s answering that, he thinks as he walks down the hallway.

of all the people in the world it had to be those three. and now that he’s actually thinking about it, he grimaces in annoyance at the seed of thought being planted in his head.

because if really came down to it… he would ultimately choose to marry @jamiechr despite the fact that he would get his ass kicked by hyerin, bang @chrhyerin and then get his ass kicked again and block @alexchr before getting his ass kicked one last time.

yul laughs awkwardly before rolling his shoulders back.

“um, funny story. considering this was just recently too.” yul cheekily states before explaining himself. “so there was one time, i was working overtime. by the time i remembered i was supposed to pick up shia from preschool, it was already 5pm.”

he scrunches his nose in slight embarrassment at the story. “obviously, i get out of the office as soon as i can to her school but by the time i get there it’s already closed and no one is there. i call her teacher multiple times but no one picks up.”

“at that point, i’m about to have a breakdown and can barely remind myself to call the police because i’m thinking about all these things that could’ve happened to shia and wondering why her teacher didn’t call me,” yul laughs lightly as pulls out his phone and begins browsing through it.

“and just as i’m about to report shia as missing, i receive a text from jamie of a picture of shia.”

yul immediately brightens at this question. it’s an easy one.

“taking shia to the zoo. it’s a great way to spend time with her and she’s always most happy going to the zoo to visit @chrhaneul while learning new things about fish.” he chuckles while thinking about how shia will always bring her new sticker packs to show off to haneul.

“of course, it does make me concerned that she might ask for an aquarium like the one at the zoo… but i guess that’s something for another day,” yul shrugs lightheartedly.

yul doesn’t hesitate to answer.

“my biggest regret is the amount of love i had for shia’s mother.”

it’s a hard pill to swallow, but it’s one yul has finally accepted. it’s never something he’s personally voiced out to anyone, but saying it now out loud like this. it just puts a lot more things into perspective for him.

“of course, i don’t regret what loving her lead me too. i don’t and will never regret having shia in my life. but some people just take too much without holding themselves accountable for their actions. in that process, people lose more than they think.”

yul ponders the question for a minute. two…. and then three.

“that’s a really good question.” yul comments before adding. “i honestly don’t know.”

there’s a whole monologue he’s going through his head asking about what kind of things he really would want to do. what kind of things did he do when he had time? three years may not seem like a long time for some people… but three years raising a baby by yourself and never really having time for yourself made a big impact in the person you became.

of course, this was all stuff yul had realized himself recently now that shia was busy in school.

“i don’t think it’s much of a hobby but if i had more time on my hands i would probably just go out alone. with shia, there’s always a curfew so i don’t get to spend as much time enjoying the night events. of course, i’d probably miss shia a lot too so it’s not too much of a big deal.” yul smiles softly.