#chrissy core

‘a pathological people pleaser, who only wanted you to see her.’

hexa octo whatever

i don't know what i can tell you, mega yin and mega yang, more salty taste, the value in that is it's inherent risk, people who don't feel the need to lie all the time, super ego's r us, lots of images to process, watching myself type this, i don't always only write in the morning, tight clothes, chaffed areas, balm melting as your finger gouges the center of the pot, hard plastic, electrically generated sounds, it's that thing, pulsing frequencies, jam on bagel, what does that mean, what do they want?, i don't understand, levels of imagery, layered metaphor, compersion commune, glands and the fluids they excrete, we like that, we like to see what our bodies can do, a lifetime spent trying to control it, the manufacturing of shelter, cow needs cover, you are a form of instrument, get used to it, omg that tastes good, amplifying rhythms and the edges on when they lose coherence, looking in on the edges that separate one form the next, stepping back and it appearing unified, hexa octo whatever, nothing is right or wrong, discomfort is imbued with information for self correction, some people have to be willing to destroy aspects of them selves to model for others their ability to endure beyond the constraints of what the felt they needed to survive at one point, the stretching feeling, holding these gifts looks like sharing, more cream, talented practitioners operate within ethical guidelines, it may only look good on paper, the room lit right up with the stream coming from within my mouth, repeating phrase, nothing does everything, we can put it in my obituary, i don't want to pretend that anymore, one to many relationship, keep the copper mirror polished, twisted up and down knotted threads, your self worth dependent on your ability to contribute to a false economy?, what it feels like to be the river and the dam, a life spent hiding from nothing except your own self exposure back on your self,  if you don't know how to navigate the terrain then you need to learn or work with others who do, my left arm extended outward with an open palm, it comes to you faster than you can run from it, don't worry, feel what way anymore?, disrupted narratives seen as opportunities, overflowing cup in hands, opening at the top of your head, gold entering through the heart, map the binaries until you realize they are spinning and plotting them is like holding your breath, decisions are creative,

binary mandala

projection as a medium, quite rich, it came from upstairs, daily powerlessness meditation, powerlessnessness, brown power, piles of paper, i'll say that again, never not here blvd, it might ask for you to pay attention to it in subtle ways, what was that? things i might have said, something i recorded, i already uploaded that, bargains to get what we want, feed the feed, you like it, my status, none of that imagery seems accessible anymore, one sec i have to re-boot, i predicted that, things in advance are behind, watching you rub your nipples, forms of binarism, who else is going to say it?, every thought mapping every thought, you never know when it will come, those sounds are from the 90's, lifer babies, only me, kill pages, let friends be friends, some sentences just hurt, the neuro-chemical hits you get from reading that, i already clicked on it, of course it evolves and changes, things to do when serving time, mercury in gemini, it's constancy seemed dumb, there is no such thing as duplication, at a certain angle this is impossible but i am encountering it, different forms of colour, the word forms, everything is nothing but diversity, we mean what was meant, proving telepathy, remotely induced intimacy, the things that make things, the word things, false walls, how much storage my brain has, who do i think i am brand, those images stimulate, it pipes itself in, seemed so alive, writing all kinds of prayers, strong as jello, it all passes through that wire apparently