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Pluto in 12H:

You might want to do some self-reflection, I feel like with Pluto in 12H for me, it has to come from inner peace with myself first

It’s kinda weird to say this, but most of the problem I have with it is feeling things and admitting to myself that intense emotional expression is ok and a normal part of life. As I go through them (usually alone, in bed, thinking about what I’ve done in the past/who I am) I get better and better with re-affirming myself and being ok with change/things that are out of my control now.

Self-acceptance is hard, but only through learning to grow and accept that things are just phrases in your life. Have a beginning, experience, ending/closure to it. And is something that you cannot ultimately control (and only do your best during those situation) will you feel more at ease and have a clearer vision of how to accept it in the future.

Basically, it helps ‘clear the minds eyes’ towards future possibilities of Pluto in 12H not dragging you down in the future. Instead of letting it twirl you like a roller coaster all the time– try to be more open-hearted and understanding, and to do that you’ll have to try some self-acceptance.

I do this through words of affirmation, like ‘its ok’ or ‘its alright’ or ‘that’s ok’ or ‘that’s alright’

Sometimes its a lil more than that, like ‘this happened, but it made you grow from it.’ or ‘what did you learn from this? what can you use in the future?’

It’s self-regeneration, but also transformative. It’s asking you to take control and find peace with yourself. Only through finding peace with your inner core will you be more focused on actually learning/accepting Pluto’s lessons.

Find strength in yourself that is not attached to your ego/core self, and learn how to take lessons that will be good for you (external lessons).

Basically, if you can put yourself in a ‘Namjoon Mood’ with his introspection/retrospection sometimes— you’ll be better adapted to change/shift with your Pluto in 12H too (imo)

At least for me, I feel like there’s a lot now that I can look forward to instead of guarding myself/fearing. There are problems I can identify with my own Moon because it’s opposition to Pluto. I feel like the aspect it makes to other things on your chart, will get clearer for you to pick out and see the good/bad you can cut/edit out as well – as you grow more into your Pluto.

Ahh also, don’t use Pluto demotivate you. Use your ‘physically demotivated’ time productively. Let yourself ask hard hitting questions about you, and let yourself get frustrated. Only by confronting a ‘wall’ and actually ‘touching it’ somewhat— you will get steps closer to learning how to take it apart brick by brick as well

EDIT: AH one of the thing I found really helpful, was imagining it as like a summer camp. I imagine like an old counseling teacher lady who maybe have seen/talked to me around, she has her own life. Her own things to think about and do (like an old professor who’s constantly writing their next piece of work/thesis).

Although the interactions might’ve been awkward/flustering to me, it made her smile and she feels delighted. It’s a small moment in her life, a memory that ends along with the summer camp and she’ll move on. But it’s associated to the memory of that camp– and maybe it can be good for others, even if you’re embarrassed/constantly agonizing over it yourself. 

(Also for ref my Pluto is in Scorpio)