#childofthetimelooping

She doesn’t know whow to place herself most of the time in this chaotic mess of genes she is. A few call her ‘hybrid’, others all her ‘abomination’, and then there is the word ‘bastard child’. It doesn’t hurt the last words as much as one could think, she knows her genes are difficult to put her into a place. Most of the time, she prefers to act like she is nothing like a human because it is convenient and in that way, there is no hurt. Yet calling herself from the other side is not possible either, she is not like her aunts or uncles. She wants to stay by Kaworu’s side even if she has to deal with all the conflicted opinions from his siblings.

Both species are so similar and different, but she is the result of what is not possible to describe. She is like stuck in the middle, neihter human neither angel. In first place, she looks too different in her albino appearance to pass of as a weak, ill lilin child. And then, she doesn’t have an eldritch form to compare with her uncles or aunts —Kaworu doesn’t either but his soul makes up for it— She is a child that doesn’t know where she belongs in exactitude. ‘Hybrid’ doesn’t sound accurate, either. Does she even act like child of her present age? Her soul is more or less old but she is not sure. No one can give exact answers to make her feel less confused.

 The definition though of human and monster had been skewed viciously by the years of combat and watching those that where deemed human become the most savage of beasts, but, hadn't it always been that way? even as a tiny child he knew the destruction some beings could possess. It was a skewed view though, never knowing what is man and what is foe but wasn't that the repeating pattern in the huntsman's life? confusion only came when he learned of beings that possibly where more humanistic then the species itself.

 Teal hues glimmered at the giggle as he speaks about more gentler things, "The summers are lovely, we forget about all everything for a few seconds and enjoy the warmth. During your next visit, I'll show you a place that makes you think you can touch the sky but at night, the stars always shine so bright" pausing for a second, a mixture of an exasperated breath and laugh left his mouth as he shook his head"for a second, you forget you are behind these walls" thinking though of the previous conversation more he bit his lip down.