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I believe in you.
I had a dream where Chika finally meets her idol. Iâd cry too.
I just updated my masterpost of fics so everything should be there now:
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I have decided to compile both my Emitsun-Anchan --> Honoka-Chika sketches from todayâs niconama in one post!
im still not over it tbh
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A Name In The Wind (8/?)
Hereâs the next chapter of A Name In The Wind, hope you guys enjoy! Warning(s): A rule for this chapter is if itâs a HonoEli scene itâs most likely NSFW. As in mildly explicit.Â
Chika stared after Riko long after she disappeared from sight. It wasnât going to be the same without her there, even if she wasnât going to be gone for long. She recalled her discussion with Riko about her leaving as she stared ahead, as if waiting for her friend to return. âIâll be waiting, I wonât go anywhere. Weâll all be waiting for you, I promise.â She was relieved that she had been the one to have that discussion with Riko. She wouldnât have wanted it to come from anyone else. She wrapped her arms around herself, almost able to feel Rikoâs warmth clinging to her. She wondered how sheâd never noticed that before. Just how warm Riko was. Everything about her was warm and comforting. âI love you.â Her thoughts shifted briefly to Maki who had reminded her of Riko. She felt nothing short of guilty for hurting her but she wasnât going to do the same with Riko. Not that it was the same thing, given her attraction to Maki and Makiâs attraction to her.
âHey, where did you go?â A voice that was unmistakably Kananâs sounded and a moment later, Chika felt her hair being gently ruffled. âYou was talking to you.â
âHuh? She was?â Chika looked up in surprise, finding You and Kanan had returned to her side. âAh, sorry. I just got distracted. Itâs odd to see Riko-chan goâŚâ âYeah, itâs just the three of us again, huh?â Kanan lightly pinched Chikaâs cheeks, causing the girl to whine and duck away from her. Chika ducked behind You, using her as a shield. âWhat are you doing?â âHuh? I used to do that when we were younger.â Kanan said, tilting her head in confusion. âYeah, when I was five! Iâm not a kid anymore!â Chika said, her voice slightly higher than usual. Kanan raised an eyebrow. âIâve noticed.â âEeh?!â âGeez, youâre acting so distant suddenly.â Kanan complained, crossing her arms in front of her chest. âJust a couple of days ago you couldnât stop clinging to me. Sleeping with your head in my lap, on my shoulder, holding my handâŚâ âChecking you out.â You piped up, her tone a bit accusatory. âWhat?!â Chika exclaimed in disbelief. âItâs true. You stared at my boobs for five full minutes on Youâs boat. I donât think you even blinked.â Kanan pointed out matter of factly. âI guess itâs nice to be appreciated, even if itâs suddenâŚâ âI did not do that!â Chika yelled only to remember they were in the middle of a train station. âYouâre my childhood friend, practically my sister! It would be weird. If I was going to check anyone out it would be You-chan or...well maybe not You-chan because sheâs my childhood friend too but...Riko-chan! O-Or um...Hanamaru-chan? No wait, that would be weird...just Riko-chan then.â She cursed Honokaâs attraction toward athletic girls. It was a real problem when that described both of her childhood friends. âOf course just Riko-chan.â You muttered with a roll of her eyes. She cleared her throat and spoke louder this time. âYou really were checking her out though.â âMaybe Iâm just...jealous of her boobs!â Chika suggested desperately. âDid you even think of that?!â Both You and Kanan looked skeptically down at Chikaâs chest. It was unlikely. âNo, you looked like you wanted to touch them.â Kanan disagreed. âLike the look Mari gets when sheâŚâ âAah, no more talking!â Chika exclaimed, feeling a headache coming on. âFine! Yes, youâre attractive. If I want to check you out, I will. Youâre both attractive, that doesnât mean I like you like that!â Noticing that Chikaâs face was bright red, You decided to take pity on her. âOkay, letâs drop it. Letâs catch up with the others, Chika-chan.â --- Honoka gasped softly against Eliâs lips as the girlâs hand slid under her shirt, fingers splaying over her stomach. She couldnât get enough of her touch, of the taste of her lips. Over the past few days Eli had gotten bolder and bolder, stealing kisses in the student council room when she was meant to be helping Honoka with paperwork, pulling her into a deep kiss before dance practice. Her hands were wandering too, travelling over Honokaâs butt and thighs. It was intoxicating, the way Eli touched her so intimately. They were in the student council room now, the door locked so that nobody else could get in. Eli had Honoka lightly pinned to the wall next to the door to make sure they were out of view. The moment theyâd stepped inside, Eli had kissed her, gently pushing her back against the wall. Honoka had to admit that it was hot when Eli took control of her. More often than not, the third year was still somewhat tentative in her actions. Eliâs lips trailed to her neck, her right hand sliding to the back of Honokaâs thigh as her leg pressed up between the second yearâs thighs. Honoka hissed softly, her head falling back against the wall.. âEli-senpaiâŚâ âMmm?â Eli gave a questioning hum, lightly nipping at Honokaâs neck. She could feel Honoka subtly grinding against her leg. Honoka reached out, playing with the top button of Eliâs shirt. Her bow and blazer had been discarded a few minutes ago. âCan I unbutton this?â Eli paused for a split second, surprised by the question. âSure. Why?â âBecause I want to see you.â Honoka murmured, lifting her other hand and making short work of the buttons. When it was unbuttoned, she darily pushed it off Eliâs shoulders, letting it fall to the floor. Eli hissed at the cool air hitting her skin. She felt herself being turned and pushed to the wall, her legs lifted by Honokaâs firm hands. She let out a squeak of surprise and clutched Honoka tightly, instinctively wrapping her legs around her waist. âH-Honoka, wait. Iâm too heavy.â âNo, youâre not.â Honokaâs lips moved to Eliâs chest and she smattered kisses across the soft skin there, her hips pressing insistently against Eli. Neither of them noticed any noise outside of the door until it opened suddenly and they both heard Nozomiâs voice. âI told you I could pick the lock, Umi-cha...holyâŚâ âWhat? Nozomi, donât close theâŚâ The door slammed shut and  Honoka was completely still for a moment, letting what had just happened wash over her. She dropped Eli after a moment, quickly backing away. âOh noâŚâ Eli bent to grab her shirt from the floor and quick pull it back on. She buttoned it up, watching Honoka in concern. âI donât think Umi saw anything.â âI hope not.â Honoka said quietly. Eli was about to ask why she would care if Umi knew what they were doing if Umi already knew they were going on dates together when Honoka opened the door. Nozomi was standing there, blocking the door to keep Umi from entering. âHey, Umi-chan.â Honoka greeted, running her hands over her hair to neaten it. âWas there something you needed?â âI wanted to see if you needed any help with your work. I know you havenât been feeling veryâŚâ She wavered, not sure how to describe Honokaâs odd moods. âI just wanted to know if you needed help.â âNo, Iâm all done.â Honoka answered brightly. She was ahead actually, now that she had Eliâs help. âOh. Then do you want to walk home together?â Umi asked hopefully. âKotori already left but she said I should ask you.â âUmâŚâ Honoka glanced uncertainly at Eli who averted her eyes. âSure.â Umi noticed the look between the two of them and realized they must have had plans. âDo you want to walk with us, Eli?â Eli looked up in surprise, having not expected the invite. âIf you donât mind.â Umi shrugged her shoulders. Sheâd wanted to walk with Honoka but they were her friends so she wouldnât say no to them. âWhat about you, NozomiâŚ?â âNo thanks. Iâll walk home with Nicocchi if I can find her.â Nozomi said with a laugh. âThis is one threesome Iâm not interested in getting in the middle of.â âNozomi!â Eli exclaimed, her eyes widening. Nozomi walked over to Eli and took her hand, tugging her a couple of feet away. âElichi, you need to be more careful. You're lucky that Iâm the one who saw you.â Eli sighed in response. âI didnât expect anyone to pick the lock!â âWell she needed to get in, how was I meant to know you two were getting it on in here?â Nozomi asked, raising an eyebrow. âItâs not a bedroom you know.â Eli growled under her breath. âI know. And just so you know weâre not even having sex so...it wasnât like that.â âSure.â Nozomi said sarcastically. âIf you get off itâs still sex.â âNozomi!â âWell Iâm gonna find the ball of anger that is Nicocchi. Have fun you...three. Good luck, Umi-chan.â âHuh?â Umi stared after Nozomi as she walked out of the room laughing to herself. âGood luck with what?â âN-Nothing.â Honoka said with a blush. âLetâs just go.â Eli walked over to Honoka and took her hand, tugging her toward the door. Umi followed, frowning in confusion at their joined hands. --- It was only when Honoka reached the front door to Homuraâs that it sank in that Umi was still with her. She had been so absorbed in their conversation that she hadnât noticed. She was confused though, now that she had. âDo you want to come in, Umi-chan?â âAh, no. I shouldnât.â Umi said with a shake of her head as she stepped back. Her gaze fell once more to Honokaâs hand, clutching Eliâs. âI have some things I need to do. I promised Kotori we would talk.â âDidnât she leave you at school though?â Honoka asked in confusion. âAh, she texted me.â Umi said, thinking quickly. She breathed a sigh of relief as Honoka nodded, seemingly accepting that. âDo you need to talk, Umi-chan?â Honoka asked outright, deciding that being subtle hadnât worked for her so far. âI feel like thereâs something youâre not telling meâŚâ âEh?â Umiâs eyes widened in surprise. She looked quickly to Eli who was watching Honoka closely. âNo, Iâm um...Iâm fine. I canât right now.â âBecause Eli-senpai is here?â Honoka let go of Eliâs hand and stepped closer to Umi. âCome upstairs, we can talk in private. You know you can tell me anything, Umi-chan. I know I havenât...been myself lately but if thereâs something bothering you I want to know.â âOf course I know that.â Umi stepped forward and hugged Honoka tightly, meeting Eliâs eyes over Honokaâs shoulder. The blonde looked confused, she noticed. As Honokaâs arms came around her, Umi allowed herself to linger in the embrace for a moment before she drew away. âIf I need to talk to you, I will. I promise. I just have to go and help Kotori with something.â âOkay. Call me later?â Honoka requested quietly. She watched as Umi smiled and nodded in agreement before she wandered off. She felt Eli come up behind her, not touching her but standing close. âI hate this. I know thereâs something sheâs not telling me.â âYeah. Maybe itâs private.â Eli guessed as she watched Umiâs retreating back. âI mean...it didnât seem like you told her about us even though you mentioned her on our dateâŚâ âBut thatâs different!â Honoka protested hurriedly. âWeâre not...dating or anything so we donât need to tell anyone, right?â âHuh? But you said we are.â Eli said in confusion. âWe donât have to be a couple but we can try it out, remember? We can still date.â âI donât know what the difference is.â Honoka admitted, turning to Eli once Umi was out of sight. âBut I donât think weâre...doing that officially. Weâre justâŚâ âFriends with benefits?â Eli interrupted, looking disgusted at the thought. âWeâre just friends who fool around, right? Making out and stuff?â Honoka nodded silently and watched as Eliâs shoulders slumped. âI canât give you anything else right now, Eli-senpaiâŚâ âYou said we were just testing it out, seeing how you feel about it.â Eli took a deep breath. âI like you, Honoka. Do you like me? Not just physically. I think thatâs what it comes down to...â âI do.â Honoka said quietly. âBut I canât date you. Or be with you, I just...need this right now. I need us to be simple and...I need you to not get too attached.â âAttached? Are...are you kidding me?!â Eli exclaimed in shock. âI didnât mean it like that!â Honoka said loudly in frustration, taking a step back. âI donât know whatâs wrong with me! Iâm attracted to you but Iâm attracted to Umi-chan too! And a girl who looks like you too! And a redhead I know. And I like you and Umi-chan and Kanan-chan and Riko-chan because youâre all my friends so I-I donât know how I feel or who I want! How am I supposed to KNOW?! This is all new to me and I donât know what Iâm doing, Eli-senpai! I donât want to hurt you or Umi-chan like I hurt Maki-chan...â âHey, calm down.â Eli stepped forward and took Honoka into her arms. âNo labels, okay? Not with us. We can just...be us. Doing what we want with each other.â She pressed her lips to the top of Honokaâs head, feeling her nod against her shoulder. âLetâs go upstairs. Itâs freezing.â Honoka nodded again and let Eli pull away and take her hand, leading her upstairs to her room. When they got there, Honoka numbly sat down on the bed while Eli paused in front of her. âHey um..who are Kanan and Riko?â Eli asked curiously, remembering Honoka mentioning them. âDo I know them?â âNo.â Eli sat down on the edge of the bed and let herself fall onto her back. âCan you tell me about them? Or is that too weird?â âMaybeâŚâ Honoka couldnât resist moving to Eli, lying on her side next to her. She lay her head on Eliâs shoulder, pressing close to her. âKanan-chan is like...she looks like you and Umi-chan, kind of. Sheâs um...fit like you but she has Umi-chanâs hair. She has a big sister vibe and she loves the water. She works at a shack and sheâs so caring. Sheâs always looking out for me. You would like her, I think.â Eli offered a small smile. âAnd Riko?â âRiko is just...sheâs really pretty. She has red hair, darker than Maki-chanâs but she reminds me of Umi-chan too. She has her eyes and I feel safe with her, like...she would support me no matter what. Just like Umi-chan. She gets embarrassed almost as much as Umi-chan too.â Honoka admitted, a slight blush to her cheeks. âShe plays the piano too, like Maki-chan. And sheâs so passionate about her music. I really like that about her.â âAnd Umi-chan?â âUmi-chan is...my best friend. You know how she is, I donât need to tell you that. I just...I love her. Thatâs all.â Eli hummed, playing with the ends of Honokaâs hair. âHonoka, are you sure you donât like Umi the most? You talk about her a lotâŚâ âSorry.â Honoka mumbled, earning herself a gentle smile from Eli. âIâm just confused.â Eli hummed softly but fell silent. âUh...do you mind if I ask you something? You donât have to answer if you donât want to.â âIâve never kissed anyone but Eli-senpai. If thatâs what you want to know.â Honoka felt Eli relax, that alone telling her she had been right in her assumption. âI was wondering about that.â Eli murmured. She pressed her forehead to Honokaâs temple and lightly nuzzled her cheek. âWhat about Nozomi? Do you think sheâs attractive?â âNozomi-chanâs super hot.â Honoka said, turning slightly toward Eli. âAnd sheâs so kind too. She helps me a lot. But I donât like her in that way.â âBut sheâs your favorite, huh?â âFavorite?â Honoka echoed in confusion. âI mean youâre always going to herâŚâ Eli said warily. âWhenever youâre worried about something. Whenever something is wrong you always talk to Nozomi instead of anyone else.â Honoka reached up, brushing Eliâs hair back from her face. âEli-senpai is my favorite.â She leaned in slowly, giving Eli time to pull away before she kissed her softly. âYou didnât ask me to talk about you. When you went through the list.â âWhy would I?â Eli whispered back. âI know about me. But if you want toâŚâ âYouâre bold.â Honoka murmured, still so close that Eli could feel her breath on her lips. âI like that you took action when you wanted me. And youâre so hot. Sometimes Iâm just...so tempted to take you.â She brushed her lips lightly against Eliâs, noticing the girl was holding her breath. âTo do what it says on the internet, to sink my fingers deep inside of you and make you feel goodâŚâ âYou do?â Eli finally released the breath she was holding, a familiar warmth forming in her lower stomach. âMmm.â Honoka kissed Eli once more but pulled back before the blonde could deepen the kiss. âI like you...sexually. And maybe romantically. But I love you as my friend and I think thatâs more important.â âWell I love you in every way.â Eli said with a confidence Honoka wished she had. If she knew for sure how she felt about Eli everything would be a lot easier. âSo my first time is yours. When you want it. As you said, it should be with someone Iâm in love withâŚâ Honoka swallowed thickly. âIn love with? I thought you just liked me.â Eli gave a slight nod of her head. âI was lying about that.â Honoka sighed and looked down at the sheets below them. âIâm sorryâŚâ Eli shrugged. âItâs not as if itâs your fault. You didnât do anything besides be yourself. Maybe itâs my fault.â Honoka bit her lip and let her eyes drift over Eliâs form. âSo you do want me to touch you?â Eli gave a hesitant nod. âNot if you donât want to though.â âWe could do...other stuff. We donât need to go all the way.â Honoka said tentatively. Her confidence was lifted by the hopeful look on Eliâs face. âTake your shirt off. A-And your bra. Please.â Eli shyly looked away. âYou can do it for me if you want.â Honokaâs eyes briefly widened before she nodded quickly. With shaky hands, she reached out and unbuttoned Eliâs shirt, helping her out of it. She swallowed thickly, taking a moment to look Eli over, taking in the sight of soft, supple looking skin before her eyes lingered on her chest. She pressed closer, her arms going around Eliâs torso so she could get her hands to the clip. âIs this okayâŚ?â She waited for a nod before she unclipped the bra and carefully helped Eli out of it. âShitâŚâ Honoka breathed, her eyes wide with wonder as Eliâs bra fell from her hands. Eli cracked a smile when Honoka just continued to stare. âI donât know what to think about that reaction.â âSorry, youâre just umâŚâ Honoka shook her head and looked back up into Eliâs eyes. âYouâre reallyâŚâ Eli raised an eyebrow as Honokaâs cheeks flushed slightly, her gaze drifting back to her chest. âReallyâŚ?â âI-I donât know. Hot. Not hot, youâreâŚâ Honoka struggled to find the right word, strong enough to express how she felt. âBeautiful. YeahâŚâ âYouâre sweet.â Eli smiled, a blush crawling up her cheeks. âIâm just being honest.â Honoka said with a shrug. Eli was way out of her league, she knew that. âUm...can you lie down?â âSure.â Eli trustingly lay down on her back and waited. After a few seconds, Honoka threw a leg over her and situated herself so she was straddling her stomach. Eli felt her breath hitch in her chest as Honokaâs fingers skimmed lightly over her stomach, pausing near her breasts. âYouâre allowed to touch.â She said before Honoka had a chance to ask if she could. âWhatever you want.â Honoka smiled briefly before she leaned down and pressed a light kiss between Eliâs breasts. Looking up, she found that Eliâs eyes had fluttered shut. Experimentally she cupped Eliâs right breast in her hand, squeezing lightly while she trailed kisses over the other until she could take a hardening nub into her mouth, her tongue flicking against it. She remembered reading somewhere that it was a good idea to pay attention to that area. Eli gasped softly, her hand moving to the back of Honokaâs head, resting there lightly as Honoka nipped and sucked at her skin. âYeah. T-Thatâs good, Honoka. Just like that.â She whispered, sliding her fingers into Honokaâs hair. Honoka drew her mouth away for just a moment and Eli hissed at the cool air. âTell me what to do, Eli-senpai.â âUhâŚâ Eli blanked out for a moment as Honokaâs mouth returned to her breast. âI-I donât want you to. I know youâre not ready b-but what if I touch myself? Iâm so turned on, HonokaâŚâ Honoka stilled completely for a moment before lifting her head. âItâll just be under my skirt. It wonât be...you wonât see anything.â Eli hastened to reassure her, her cheeks flaming red. âPlease?â âAlright.â Honoka whispered with a slight nod. âDo you want me to move?â Eli shook her head as her own hand travelled down. âJust lift up a bit.â She waited until Honoka had lifted herself on her knees before she slipped her arm under her and let her hand wander under her own skirt. Honoka watched Eli for a moment, taking in the way her eyes closed and her lips parted in a silent gasp. She could feel the wrist pressed against the inside of her thigh moving subtly, Eliâs hips moving slightly too. âHow does it feel?â âGood.â Eli moaned softly, forcing her eyes open so she could look at Honoka. âIt would be better if it was your fingers though. Can you uh...go back to what you were doing?â âAs long as you tell me what youâre doing.â Honoka paused until Eli hastily nodded in agreement before she went back to what sheâd been doing, her lips capturing Eliâs nipple once more. Eli hissed at the feeling and pushed her hand into her underwear. Remembering her agreement, she took a deep breath. âIâm...Iâm just rubbing myself right nowâŚâ âHmm?â Honoka looked up at Eli, meeting her blue eyes. Eli nervously licked her lips. She wasnât used to this and she wasnât sure she could manage dirty talk. âIâm...uhâŚâ Honoka smiled slightly against Eliâs breast, enamoured by how much of a bumbling mess the blonde suddenly was. âItâs okay, you donât have to say anything. Just keep going.â Eli took a slow breath and then shifted her hand, slipping two fingers inside of herself. âHonoka, will you...do something for me?â Honoka looked up with innocently questioning eyes. âTake your panties off.â Doubt niggled at the back of Honokaâs mind but she didnât want to say no, she was too caught up in the moment. She moved off of Eli and slid her panties off, tossing them aside before she moved back on top of the blonde. She hovered over her self-consciously. âUm...what now?â âGrind against my arm.â Eli ordered, seemingly forgetting about how embarrassing the situation was. âI wonât see you, Iâll just feel you.â She noticed a flicker of hesitation on Honokaâs face. âCome on, itâll just be like doing it yourself. Youâre just using my body to make yourself feel good. You want to feel good, right?â The way Eli was looking at her through half-lidded eyes, her hand moving at a lazy pace between her legs was more than enough to convince Honoka that she needed to say yes. âSo...like this?â Honoka hesitantly lowered herself down until she could feel Eliâs arm against her. She gasped at the same time as Eli did. âAh, that feelsâŚâ âGood?â Eli guessed shakily, moving her hand a little bit faster, her hips jerking slightly. âGod, youâre so wet.â âH-Hey!â Honoka exclaimed flushed with embarrassment. âWeâre even now.â Eli remarked with a soft smirk. Honoka wanted to wipe the smug look off Eliâs face but she couldnât bring herself to try. Her hips were moving on their own, Eliâs arm acting as the perfect thing to grind against. She leaned forward slightly, gripping the blankets beneath the blonde for stability. âWaitâŚâ Eli lifted her free hand and used it to quickly pull Honokaâs untied ribbon completely off before she unfastened the top three buttons of her shirt. âThatâs betterâŚâ Honoka felt Eliâs free hand grasp her shoulder, keeping her pushed slightly back and keeping her stabilized. She was grateful for the support. Even now her knees were trembling beneath her. She whimpered as Eliâs wrist pressed up against her. She squeezed her eyes shut and bit her lip, focusing on the movement of her hips against the blonde. âFuck.â Eli swore, planting her feet against the bed to steady herself as she quickened the speed of her fingers. âYouâre so hot, Honoka. Just keep going. Just like that.â Honokaâs eyes opened for a moment, briefly meeting Eliâs before they closed again and Honoka doubled her efforts, moaning unashamedly as she continued to grind down against Eliâs arm. âEli-senpai, I think IâmâŚâ âItâs okay.â Eliâs grip on Honokaâs shoulder tightened and she focused on her face. âJust go with it.â With one last push of her hips, Honoka felt a rush of pleasure, her hips jerking as if of their own accord against Eliâs wrist. Eli watched in awe as Honoka threw her head back slightly, her lip still tucked between her teeth. The sight was enough to get her to follow Honoka to climax and she moaned loudly as it hit her, her hips jerking up against her fingers. She kept her eyes on Honoka as pleasure washed over her in waves before finally stopping. She slumped down and let Honoka fall forward on top of her. Honoka tucked her face into Eliâs neck, breathing heavily. âThat wasâŚâ âHot.â Eli finished, lightly rubbing Honokaâs back. âThis is as far as we can go though. We canât go past third base.â âHmm?â Honoka didnât bother to lift her head. âSo this still doesnât count as sex?â Eli shook her head. âItâs not sex unless my fingers are inside of you. And weâre definitely not doing that until youâre ready. Just think of this as...mutual masturbation.â Honoka wasnât sure she was inclined to agree. She moved off Eli, lying on her side next to her instead. âThatâs the first time Iâve everâŚâ âWell I must be good.â Eli grinned as she grabbed some blankets and tugged them over them. âDo you do it a lot?â Honoka asked curiously. She sighed in relief, feeling Eliâs warmth press against her back, an arm going around her waist. âA lot more than I did.â Eli gently kissed Honokaâs cheek. âNow that we have this no labels thing going on. Itâs hard not to.â Honoka smiled at hearing that. She liked that it was so easy with Eli. She reached down and took Eliâs hand, drawing it to her chest. âI really like you, Eli-senpai. As someone I do this kind of thing with. But I love you too, as my friend. I love you and I like you.â Eli chuckled softly against Honokaâs back. âWell I love you and I love you.â She felt Honoka tremble in her arms with silent laughter. âYou really are new to this, huh? Itâs so adorable.â
âWell so are you!â Honoka pointed out hurriedly. âYou said I was your first kiss.â Eli gave a soft hum of agreement. She couldnât argue with that. âI just mean that youâre new to even being interested. Youâre pretty dense. Even more than Nico.â Honoka sighed loudly and loosened her grip on Eliâs arm enough that the blonde could draw it away without trying. âHonoka?â Eli spoke warily. She was worried when Honoka didnât answer. âHey, Iâm only kidding. Iâm not trying to offend you. I think itâs cute, really. You donât have to be upset about being...innocent. I knew that already, remember? Honoka?â âI know.â Honoka mumbled. âAnd I know youâre not with me because Iâm good at things like that. You really like me so it doesnât matter, right?â âYou are good at things like that.â Eli kissed just behind Honokaâs ear. âBut itâs not the reason I love you. Youâre a catch, Honoka. Really.â Honoka turned over suddenly and crawled atop Eli, lightly pinning her hands to the bed at either side of her head. âIâm not as innocent as you think I am, Senpai.â âYou arenât, huh?â Eli smirked up at Honoka. âMaybe you can show me sometime. How...not innocent you are.â âMaybe I will.â Honoka said, raising an eyebrow. Her lips turned up slightly as Eli shifted her hands, entwining their fingers but didnât fight against the way they were pinned to the bed. She pressed herself close to the blonde and leaned down, kissing at her neck. Eli inhaled sharply at the feeling, her eyes fluttering shut as she focused on the feeling of Honokaâs warmth against her. A sudden twinge at her neck had her gasping softly as the girl sucked lightly at her neck. âThere.â Honoka announced huskily as she drew back to assess her work. âNow itâs obvious youâre taken.â âTaken.â Eli muttered with a slight shake of her head. âDoes that mean youâre taken too? Even though weâre not official.â Honoka thought about that for a moment before breaking into a smile. âYes, I am. For now, I am.â --- Kanan wasnât all that surprised to find Chika sitting on the beach, her knees drawn to her chest. Chika had been going to the beach to think for years. Almost as long as Kanan had known her. She slowed down her run, slightly out of breath as she approached the girl. She was slightly uncomfortable, her swimsuit still wet and clinging to her skin but it was nothing she wasnât used to. âHey.â She greeted Chika, plopping down next to her on the sand. âYou look deep in thought.â âNot really.â Chika answered with a small smile as she turned to look at Kanan. âIâm just worried about You-chan. Sheâs seemed kind of upset. I guess Iâve been acting kind of weird lately too, huh?â Kanan raised an eyebrow. âThatâs an understatement.â She shifted closer to Chika when the girl frowned, their arms brushing together but she didnât say anything. âIâm sorry Iâve been avoiding you.â Chika said softly as she shifted, crossing her legs beneath her. âI guess Iâve been...distant lately? But itâs not you, I even freak out when Ruby-chan touches me. Ruby-chan!â Kanan felt her lips turn up slightly at Chikaâs comment. It was hard to believe that anyone would find Ruby intimidating. âYouâre not saying anything.â Chika sighed, her shoulders slumping slightly when Kanan made no effort to respond. âIâm just hoping youâll tell me whatâs bothering you.â Kanan said quietly. âI think I know but I would like it if you would tell me.â âKn-KnowâŚ?â Chika stuttered, a shiver running down her spine. Kanan couldnât know. It wasnât possible. She gave a slightly nervous laugh. âJust how weird was I a couple of days ago?â âYou were cuter.â Kanan moved closer. Chika swallowed thickly. This wasnât good. That wasnât a tone she was used to hearing from Kanan. âIâm usually right about these things so Iâm going to take my chancesâŚâ Kanan lifted her hand and placed it lightly on Chikaâs cheek, turning her face toward her. âK-Kanan-chanâŚâ Kanan shushed Chika gently and slowly leaned in. She lingered close to her for a split second before she decided to follow her instincts and kissed her softly. She felt Chika freeze but she hadnât expected her to respond right away. A moment later she felt hands plant themselves on her shoulders as Chika moved and felt herself being pushed away. She opened her eyes, looking at Chika in surprise. âW-What was that?!â Chika exclaimed, her eyes wide. âWhy would youâŚ? Y-Youâre like my sister!â âHuh? I thought that was...what you wanted?â Kanan felt her stomach drop. âI thought that was why you had been acting so off lately and youâve been looking at me differently so I-I thought you wanted it. You gave me signs! Iâm confusedâŚâ âYouâre not the only one whoâs confused!â Chika exclaimed loudly. She groaned and buried her face in her hands. âI hate this!â âWow, that kind of hurts, ChikaâŚâ Kanan said teasingly. âI-Iâm sorry! It wasnât bad, I-I kind of liked it. A little bit.â Chika said, hurrying to reassure Kanan. She didnât want her to get the wrong idea and think she hated her or anything. âI meanâŚâ Kanan smirked. âI thought I reminded you of Mito-san?â Chika yelped and placed her hands over her ears. âBad images, bad images!â Kanan chuckled under her breath, relieved that Chika didnât seem angry with her at least. âWhy donât you ever call me Kanan-onee-chan if you think of me like that?â âWhat?â Chika looked up at Kanan, her brow furrowed in confusion. âI mean...even when we were younger you always called me Kanan or Kanan-chan.â Kanan said with a shrug of her shoulders. âSo I was wondering when you started thinking of me like that.â âI-I donât know.â Chika stuttered, shaking her head. âI guess...I always have. I donât call you Onee-chan or anything but Iâve always thought of you as being closer than a friend. Because I know weâll always be together. I mean...not in that way. I know youâll never leave me.â âBut you can say the same thing about You, canât you?â Kanan asked expectantly. âAnd you donât think of her as your sister.â âI-I donât reallyâŚâ Chika stared down at her crossed legs for a moment, her brow furrowed before she looked up at Kanan again. âCan you kiss me again?â âEeeh?!â Kanan exclaimed, her eyes wide with surprise. âPlease?â Chika asked hopefully, reaching out to take Kananâs hand. âItâll really help me.â Kanan sighed in response but finally gave a nod of agreement. She waited until Chika had closed her eyes before she leaned in and kissed her again. This time Chika responded to the kiss, her hand moving to Kananâs shoulder as she rose up slightly to meet her. Kananâs arm went around Chikaâs waist and she drew her closer, keeping them balanced with her right hand on the ground. Chika was surprised when she felt Kananâs tongue against her lips but she parted them anyway, figuring she needed this to get the full experience. She couldn't deny that it was pleasant, from the feeling of Kananâs lips and tongue against hers to the feeling of the older girl holding her close. She drew away slowly, taking a gulp of much needed air. âWell?â Kanan asked, loosening her hold on Chika. âUhâŚâ Chika thought for a moment before shaking her head. âNo. I mean...it was nice. But I didnât feel like it was going anywhere really. I-I mean usually with this kind of thing you want more, right? You want to kiss more or do other stuff...right? I was just kind of nervous the whole time, worrying about what you would do...â âMaybe if we try something else.â Kanan moved to her knees and straddled Chikaâs lap, ignoring her cry of surprise. She grasped the girlâs hands and moved them to her hips. âUsually it would be more intimate but thereâs nobody around. See how you feel taking the lead.â âT-Taking the lead?â Chika stuttered nervously. âJust for practice, right? And I can do what I want?â âWithin reason.â Kanan said with a light laugh. âRight.â Chika took a deep breath and leaned up, carefully pressing her lips to Kananâs. She closed her eyes, feeling Kanan tentatively respond but it was clear she was letting her take the lead. She kissed her harder, her grip on Kanan tightening as she focused on how it felt. It didnât really feel like it had with Maki. She drew away and nervously turned her attention to Kananâs neck, kissing there. She couldnât deny how satisfying the sharp inhalation she heard was so she nipped lightly at the skin there. She paused after, her grip loosening. âI-I donât think this is workingâŚâ âMaybe not for youâŚâ âSorry.â Chika let go of Kanan and felt her move off her lap, settling down next to her. âI definitely donât think of you like that.â âRight.â Kanan leaned back on her hands, thinking. âSo why do you keep giving me mixed signals?â Chika sighed irritably. âWould you believe me if I told you I keep switching with someone elseâs...spirit and they like you in that way?â Kanan was silent for a long moment. âThat would make sense actually.â âEh?!â Chika exclaimed loudly. âAre you serious?!â âWell there are times when you donât seem like yourself.â Kanan reasoned thoughtfully. âWhat kind of spirit is it? A spirit from the ocean?â âWhat? No!â Chika said, shaking her head. âItâs um...this is going to sound crazy. You know Honoka from Muse, right? My idol? Sheâs...the person I keep switching with.â âSo youâre telling me a famous idol...likes me?â Kanan sounded smug about that and Chika rolled her eyes in response. âSheâs in the past. Back when sheâs in her second year of high school so sheâs not that famous yet.â âOh. I think I...need to process this.â Kanan said quietly, feeling an oncoming headache. âShe only likes you because you remind her of Ayase Eli?â Chika added, hoping to make it feel less weird for Kanan. âWow, thanksâŚâ Kanan muttered with a roll of her eyes. âSorry. Iâm just being honest.â Chika said sheepishly. âBut it does seem like youâre her typeâŚâ âShut up, Chika.â Kanan sighed, leaning her head back. âSo who was your first kiss? I can tell it wasnât me so who was it?â âUh...Nishikino Maki.â Chika answered sheepishly, her cheeks turning red. âWhoa, you got one of the hot ones.â Kanan said in surprise. âIsnât she the pianist too? Riko would be so jealous if you told her you made out with her. You did make out, right?â âYeah, I guess...well once. I didnât really tell Honoka-chan about that though so donât mention it to her if youâŚâ Chika trailed off, shaking her head. âShe just thinks I kissed Maki-chan. But that was the first time so...yeah. I donât know what Iâm doing. I donât think Iâm ready for any of this with anyone.â Kanan nodded, a little reassured by that at least. She fell silent, her chest tightening as she felt Chika lean into her side. âI donât know what to do.â Chika mumbled, staring out at the sea. âItâll be okay.â Kanan said softly, though she wasnât sure she could promise that. From what Chika described it was obvious they were in over their heads. TBC
A Name In The Wind (9/?)
Hereâs the next chapter of ANITW, hope you guys enjoy.Â
Just a heads up, the next few chapters will be very relationship based because I want to flesh them out a bit and to be honest, Iâm not in a hurry to get straight to the point and finish the fic. I would rather write a LOT of stuff that I want to write, that I feel people would like reading and that I feel fits in here - such as confusion between Chika and Honoka about Honokaâs relationship with Eli, side ships like KotoMaki etc - than brush all that aside to get right to the point. If that makes sense?
Warning: If itâs a HonoEli scene, itâs gonna be explicit so if you donât wanna read that maybe just skip?
Eli wasnât sure what had changed but for the next week or so it was like Honoka had gone back to normal. There were no longer days when she would act distant or cold toward her, aside from keeping a respectable amount of distance when they were at school. The only thing that really concerned Eli was that when Umi and Maki were in the vicinity, Honoka acted a little more aloof around her. As if they were friends rather than anything else. It was confusing, given the fact that Honoka had once said sheâd spoken openly to Umi about going on a date with her. There was also the fact that whatever had happened between Honoka and Maki was over. Thatâs what Honoka had told her. When they were around Nozomi Honoka was completely different. She was completely open about their relationship, even going so far as to kiss her in front of Nozomi. Obviously it was the case that she didnât care what people thought so it puzzled Eli as to why Honoka cared so much about Umi and Maki finding out.
That was nothing compared to now though, when Honoka had Eli pinned to the wall up on the roof, around the corner so that nobody could see what they were doing. It was risky but Honoka didnât seem to care. She had Eliâs hands trapped to the wall at either side of her head and she was kissing her deeply, pressing their bodies flush together, her knee rising up between Eliâs legs to press against her.Â
âH-Honoka, waitâŚâ Eli turned her head slightly though Honoka wasnât discouraged and began to kiss her way down to her neck instead. âWe could get caught.â âNo, we wonât.â Honoka mumbled, kissing and sucking lightly at Eliâs skin. âWho could blame me anyway, youâre soâŚâ Eli gasped in surprise as Honokaâs hands travelled down, over her ass to the backs of her thighs. She bit her lip as she looked at the skin on display. They were in their training outfits so Honoka was wearing her off the shoulder display. Eli couldnât help but think about exploring the expanse of skin with her mouth. âH-Honoka, come on. Youâre driving me crazyâŚâ âMmm?â Honoka hummed innocently, pressing closer to Eli. Eliâs eyes slid shut as Honokaâs lips roamed over her throat and upper chest. Her hand slid around from Eliâs back to her front and she pressed her fingers between Eliâs legs, rubbing insistently. Eli bit down on her lower lip to supress a moan. âHonokaâŚâ âIt wonât count if itâs over your shorts, right?â Honoka whispered, recalling what Eli had said about that. âOr your panties.â Eli whimpered despite herself as Honokaâs touch became firmer and more confident with every swipe. Unwittingly she began to grind her hips forward into the touch. In the back of her mind she worried about what would happen if someone caught them but the pleasure she was receiving far outweighed any niggling concerns. âYouâre so hot, SenpaiâŚâ Honoka whispered huskily, dragging her free hand up and under Eliâs shirt to make contact with warm skin. âI canât keep my hands off you, youâre soâŚâ âFuck.â Eli whimpered as Honoka trailed off and bit down on her neck. Her arms went around Honokaâs shoulders for stability and she pulled her close just as she heard the door open around the corner. Quickly, Honoka pulled away from her and righted herself, smoothing her hair down. âHonoka?â Makiâs voice called as Eli straightened herself up on trembling legs. She quickly swiped her fingers over her neck as if to feel if she had any marks. âHuh, Iâm sure she was hereâŚâ Honoka shot Eli a look of regret before she walked around the corner. âHey, Maki-chan. Whatâs going on?â Maki did a double take as Honoka appeared, seemingly from out of nowhere. âHey, what were youâŚâ She trailed off for a moment as Eli followed Honoka out from around the corner. âDoing?â âN-Nothing?â Honoka stuttered uncertainly. Maki raised an eyebrow at the two of them but she was kept from speaking by the door opening behind her. Out of the corner of her eye she saw Kotori walk out and a hand came to rest on her shoulder a moment later. âYou okay, Maki-chan?â Maki nodded. âYeah, letâs um...stretch, Kotori.â Kotori frowned at Honoka as Maki walked a short distance away. Both Honoka and Eli were blushing and wouldnât look at each other. That, combined with the mark on Eliâs neck and the way her shirt was pushed up a little made it clear what they had been doing. âYou two need to be more careful. To think the former and current student council presidents are this reckless.â Honoka watched as Kotori walked over to Maki who was playing with her hat. When Maki saw Kotori approaching she bent to touch her feet and Honokaâs brow furrowed as Kotoriâs hand came to rest lightly on Makiâs back. âDid something happen between those two? At least Maki-chan has stopped pining after me.â âYouâre just noticing? Theyâve been dating for two weeks now.â Eli said, raising an eyebrow. âHey, Iâm getting better!â Honoka pouted, drawing a soft laugh from Eli. âMaybe thatâs because youâve been with me.â Eli said, stepping closer to Honoka. She reached out, brushing her fingers against the back of Honokaâs hand. âYouâre starting to see the cues better.â Honoka nodded and looked up in time to see Maki blush at the touch. The redhead straightened up to full height and playfully ruffled Kotoriâs hair. Kotori blushed too before she grabbed Makiâs hat, putting it on her own head and stepping back with a laugh at the incredulous look on Makiâs face. âAnd she says weâre not subtle.â Honoka said thoughtfully. Eli cleared her throat. âTheyâre allowed to be obvious, Honoka. Theyâre dating.â âAh right, sorry.â Honoka said awkwardly. âUm, are you stillâŚâ She trailed off, watching Maki pull Kotori rather uncharacteristically into a hug. âUmâŚâ âHey lovebirds, enough of that.â Nozomi quipped as she stepped out onto the roof. Maki flushed with embarrassment and quickly stepped away from Kotori who was still wearing her hat, giggling softly into her hand. Eli turned her attention to Honoka. âWhat were you going to ask?â âOh, I was asking if you were still coming over to my house after practice.â Honoka answered hopefully as she looked up at Eli. âMaybe we could relax and watch a movie or something. No funny stuff, I promise.â âHmm?â Eli stepped a bit closer so she was close enough for Honoka to feel her breath. âWhat if I like that kind of stuff?â âAh, umâŚâ Honoka spluttered nervously, unsure of what to say as she felt her cheeks warm. She vaguely heard Eli laugh at her and huffed under her breath. She was just trying to think of something to say when Eli pressed close to her, her chest pressing against her arm, causing all rational thought to fade. âUmi-chan!â Honoka snapped back to reality at Kotoriâs loud exclamation. Quickly, she pulled away from Eli and turned to the doorway to greet Umi who had emerged onto the roof with Nico. âHey, Umi-chan!â âH-Hey.â Umi replied with a small smile as she looked over at Honoka. She seemed torn as to whether or not to approach her but finally changed direction, pacing over to Kotori and Maki. Eli frowned and crossed her arms in front of her chest. That always happened when Umi showed up, it seemed. Nozomi sighed while Nico groaned, rolling her eyes at Honoka. âEh? Umi-chan, wait for me!â Eli looked away as Honoka bound over to Umi, Kotori and Maki. Feeling a hand come to rest on her shoulder she looked up only to be greeted by a sympathetic look from Nozomi. ---- Kotori sighed contentedly to herself as she ran her fingers through her sleeping girlfriendâs hair. Or at least she assumed that Maki was sleeping. âWow.â Maki mumbled, startling Kotori slightly. âYouâre good.â Kotori smirked at the comment. âWhy thank you, youâre still the better kisser though. I could kiss you all day and not get bored.â Makiâs lips turned up slightly. âI love you.â âHuh?!â âA-Ah, I uhâŚâ Maki felt her cheeks flood with warmth and quickly pulled the blankets over her head so that she wouldnât have to look at Kotori and Kotori couldnât see that she was blushing either. It was embarrassing, to say something like that. Even if she meant it. âNo hiding!â Kotori exclaimed with a warm smile as she prodded the Maki shaped lump under the blankets. âMy face is a tomato!â Maki pouted. Nevertheless she slid the blankets down so that only down to her nose was visible. Kotori couldnât help but chuckle at Makiâs messy hair. âTell me again.â
âI love you.â Maki repeated her words from a moment ago, forcing her voice to remain steady. âI love you.â Kotori beamed at the answer. âYou finally said itâŚâ âShut upâŚâ Maki mumbled, resisting the urge to dive back under the blankets. âI love you too, Maki-chan.â Kotori shifted closer, giving Maki a quick, gentle kiss. âYou goof.â Maki closed her eyes again as Kotori lay down next to her, curling an arm around her waist. âWas there a reason you were so playful with me during practice today? Not that Iâm complaining! I love that side of you, I just...wondered why.â âI needed to give Honoka-chan a clue. One that wasnât too subtle but wasnât obvious.â Kotori answered softly. âShe still looks at you like...that sometimes. I guess I just wanted her to know itâs not okay.â âYour touch is distractingâŚâ âYou should be glad I had enough self-control not to go under your shirt. Especially when you stretched and it rode upâŚâ Kotori mused, biting her lip at the thought. Maki scoffed softly. âThat would have been terrible for my hormones.â âI know.â Kotori turned her head slightly, kissing Makiâs shoulder. âSo you and HonokaâŚâ âAre over.â Maki said quickly. âIt was just a fling. I-I think I was just projecting my feelings for you onto her because I didnât think weâd ever...feel the same way. And I guess I liked the attention.â âIâm the one you told about the fling though.â Kotori reasoned quietly. âI really wasnât looking for this to happen, I really did just want to comfort you about that. I know Honoka-chan messed with your feelings.â âI know.â Maki said softly. âIâm glad it turned out this way though. Iâm glad you finally asked me out. I thought I was reading the signals wrong, like I did with Honoka.â âHonoka-chan is being an ass right now.â Kotori said, a bit sharply. She felt Maki shift to look at her and looked up to see concern in Makiâs eyes. âSorry, Maki-chan. Itâs just...Umi-chan is in love with Honoka-chan. She has been for a long time now so it really pissed me off when the two of youâŚâ âSorry.â Maki said softly. âItâs not your fault, you didnât know.â Kotori said quickly. She wasnât blaming Maki by any means. âI just feel like...Honoka-chan is oblivious but she canât not know, you know? And now Umi-chan thinks Honoka-chan likes Eli-chan.â âUm...she does.â Kotori gritted her teeth. âI know.â âI mean Iâm not dumb.â Maki continued quietly, thinking back to what had happened on the roof. âThey were making out on the roof before we went out. They couldnât have been more obvious about it.â Kotori released an angry breath. âHonoka-chan is so dense sometimes. I just think...I like Eli-chan but I just think Umi-chan would be better for Honoka-chan. Theyâve been friends for years and she knows Honoka-chan better than anyone.â âBut is she attracted to her?â Maki asked pointedly. Kotori sighed. âHonoka-chan gives mixed signals about everything.â âNot with Eli. She obviously wants to be near her all of the time. She even seems to get jealous when Nozomi teases Eli.â Maki pointed out quietly. She hesitated to continue when Kotori merely glared at the ceiling. âSor-â âDonât say that word.â Kotori interjected quickly. âIâm just upset. Iâm supposed to be Umi-chanâs right hand...woman and I failed miserably. I just hate that sheâs so upset all of the time, especially when she sees those two together.â âMaybe you should help her find someone else.â Maki suggested with a slight shrug of her shoulders. âMaybe even someone in Muse.â âLike who?â Kotori scoffed. âHanayo-chan?â âI was thinking NicoâŚâ âNico-chan?â Kotori echoed in surprise. âNozomi-chan would be better with Nico-chan. Hanayo-chan wouldnât work with Umi-chan and neither would Rin-chan soâŚâ âMaybe someone outside of Muse then?â Maki asked thoughtfully. âWhatâs Umiâs type? Honoka?â âI guess.â Kotori said helplessly. âIâm not sure weâll find someone similar to Honoka-chan though.â âThereâs a girl in the music club Umi might be interested in butâŚâ Maki trailed off, thinking about that. âWhat does she look like?â Kotori asked softly, adjusting herself in Makiâs light embrace. âUm...she has light pink hair and green eyes.â Maki said, her brow furrowing. âOh and sheâs really good at singing. I think Umi would like her. Sheâs wild though, really wild. I think sheâs a front girl for a band. She carries a guitar around all the time. We even played together once. She has a tattoo on her back of a treble clef.â Kotori grimaced. âWhatâs her name?â âSakamoto Emi.â Maki answered. âBut I think people called her Kuroneko. Because she had black hair before she dyed it. Her band is called Haruka Kakumei, but thatâs all I know.â âShe sounds...edgy.â Kotori said carefully. âOr at least like she wants to be. Umi doesnât really go for âedgyâ as a rule. You know I said like Honoka-chan, right? Not the opposite of her?â       Maki pouted. âSheâs not really edgy, sheâs more more...rock than the rest of us. She has her own style. You should hear her sing, sheâs amazing.â âAmazing, huh?â Kotori raised an eyebrow. âHow amazing?â âSheâsâŚâ Maki trailed off at the look on Kotoriâs face. âCome on, donât be like that. Itâs not...like that. I donât like her. I mean sheâs hot butâŚâ Kotori scoffed slightly and sat up, running her fingers through her hair. âI donât think sheâs Umiâs type at all. Itâs fine though, Iâll see what I can do. Besides Umi probably needs a bit of time, I donât want to rush her into anything.â Makiâs brow furrowed in confusion. âBut you were just sayingâŚâ âI changed my mind.â Kotori cut in with a shake of her head. âI donât think this girl is right for Umi-chan.â Maki huffed out a sigh. âJust hear me out. Sheâs determined. Sweet and bubbly. She did the same thing Honoka did to me. Clapping when I was composing one of our songs. Constantly annoying me.â Kotori frowned. âIt seems like Honoka and this girl have a lot in common when it comes to you.â âWait, what?â Maki watched as Kotori slid out of bed. She scrambled across the bed before Kotori could move away, lightly grabbing her wrist. âWhat do you mean by that?â âJust that you seem to have a type.â Kotori tugged lightly at her wrist but Maki wouldnât let go. She sighed heavily. âMaki-chan, I need to shower.â âWe need to talk.â Maki argued, shaking her head. âAre you seriously jealous of her?â Kotori looked away, biting her lip. âI guess it must have really hurt you when I was with Honoka, huh?â Maki murmured, noticing the pained look that crossed Kotoriâs face. âYou werenât just mad at Honoka because of Umi. I didnât really know completely how I felt about you but you knew how you felt about me so...â Kotori hesitated and then gave a slight nod. âIâm not like them. Iâm not...your type.â âThereâs only one person whoâs my type and thatâs you.â Maki disagreed. She moved to her knees and reached up, tugging Kotori down into a tight embrace. âTrust me. Iâm not looking at anyone but you now.â Kotori took a shuddering breath and nodded against Makiâs shoulder. ---- There was a soft thump as Eliâs back met the mattress beneath her. Her shirt was open to show the blue bra she was wearing as well as a slight sheen of sweat to her skin as Honoka kissed and nipped at her collarbone. Her skirt was unzipped too, hanging from her hips slightly. Honoka fumbled for Eliâs right hand for a moment, finally managing to lace their fingers together and pin her hand to the pillow near Eliâs head. Eli gasped softly as Honoka sucked sharply at her skin. It stung slightly as Honokaâs teeth raked over her skin. For some reason it seemed like Honoka really liked to mark her. Honoka pulled back, straddling Eliâs waist and tugged at her tie with one hand to loosen it. Quickly, Eli reached up to help her take it off, tossing it to the side. Before Honoka could say anything, Eli seized the collar of Honokaâs shirt and dragged her down into a deep, needy kiss. Honokaâs hand slid between them, her fingers brushing against Eliâs panties. It was getting more and more tempting to just touch her. Like Eli wanted. That much was made obvious by the way Eli whimpered and arched into her touch. Honoka nipped at Eliâs lip and pulled back a bit, kissing her jaw instead. âYou like that, huh?â Eli nodded quickly, unable to form words as Honokaâs fingers rubbed slowly. She hissed as a bit more pressure was applied. âEli-senpaiâŚâ âHonoka, please just touch me.â Honoka tensed for a split second at the breathy plea. âIs it okay if itâs justâŚâ Eli nodded without hearing the question. âPlease.â Honoka took a slow breath before she focused her attention on her fingers. She didnât know if she was doing it right but Eliâs soft whimpers and groans gave her the impression that she was. âHonoka.â Eli reached down at took Honokaâs hand. She slowly guided it under her panties and resituated Honokaâs fingers using her own. âPlease.â Honoka was stunned by how warm and wet Eli felt. She swallowed convulsively for a moment, trying to force her brain back into gear again. Finally she reaffirmed herself and began to lightly rub, focusing on the softness under her fingertips. Eli withdrew her own hand, her eyes sliding shut as she arched her hips into Honokaâs touch. âJust like that, Honoka.â She whispered, her voice dripping with lust. Honoka briefly looked up at Eliâs face before she ducked her head down, kissing and licking at the blondeâs breasts. She couldnât get enough of her. Of her taste and her smell, not to mention the subtle movement of Eliâs hips against her hand. Vaguely she wondered if Eli was used to this, if she had touched herself in the same way. Honoka hadnât done that before, not really. But she could imagine Eli doing it. She growled at the mental images and pressed harder, her fingers moving faster. Enough to draw out a long moan from Eli. Eli clamped her hand over her mouth, mindful of the fact that Yukiho was in her room next door. She didnât think Honokaâs parents would be able to hear them but Yukiho might. She focused intently on Honokaâs fingers. The girl was inexperienced but it didnât feel like it. She wasnât clumsy in the way that she touched her, which was odd on itâs own. Eli had imagined Honoka as a little clumsy but she was completely focused instead. Honoka paused suddenly and looked up at Eli. âEli-senpai, c-can I umâŚâ She pushed her fingers forward and Eli gasped, understanding what Honoka meant. Or at least she thought she did. âI-Inside? Yeah, if y-you wantâŚâ Honoka looked confused for a moment. âThatâs not what I meant. But that too. If you donât mind me t-taking yourâŚâ Eli quickly shook her head. âItâs fine, itâs yours.â Honoka smiled warmly up at Eli before she drew her hand away, much to the blondeâs disappointment. Hurriedly, she shuffled back and removed Eliâs skirt and panties before stilling. âDonât stare.â Eli blushed. âS-Sorry. I canât help it, Iâve never umâŚyou shave?â Honoka trailed off with a shake of her head. She gently nudged Eliâs thighs apart and ran her fingers lightly over Eliâs core again. âThis is...really hot. Youâre really hot.â Eli was sure her face was bright red. She hadnât imagined how embarrassing it would be to have someone look at her so intimately. Even if it was just Honoka. âYeah?â âYeah.â Honoka breathed out. âS-So I can um...put my fingersâŚ?â âYes!â Eli cried out, a bit louder than sheâd intended. âJ-Just please stop talking, Honoka.â Honoka stared at Eli for a moment before she broke into a grin. âIs Eli-senpai embarrassed?â Eli growled and grabbed Honoka by the shirt, tugging her close to her. âJust shut up and fuck me.â She demanded, pushing Honokaâs shirt off as well as she could Thankfully, Honoka helped her, tossing it to the side. Honoka leaned down and kissed Eli again, gently pressing her finger into her. Unable to focus, she drew her lips away from Eliâs, her brow furrowing slightly as she pressed harder. Her finger entered with ease and she felt Eli grasp at her back. âAnother.â Eli whispered demandingly. Honoka nodded and withdrew her hand only to try to press into Eli with two fingers this time. It was a tight fit and she had to use more force. Hearing Eli wince, she stopped abruptly. âSenpai?â âI-Itâs okay.â Eli said, sounding a bit pained. She gently rubbed Honokaâs back. âKeep going. Iâm okay.â Honoka seemed to hesitate for a moment and Eli pressed her lips gently to her shoulder, hoping to calm her. Finally, Honoka began to press her fingers forward again and Eli gritted her teeth at the subtle ache of something being pressed into her. To distract herself, she allowed her hands to roam over Honokaâs back, down her hips to her skirt. âYou can go faster, you know. It doesnât hurt as much now.â There was a beat of silence during which Honoka didnât move. âIs something wrong?â âI-I donât want to hurt you at all.â Honoka confessed in a shaky whisper. She shifted, pressing her forehead to Eliâs. âAre you sure this is okay?â âYeah.â Eli said back. âThe faster you move, the more pleasure Iâll feel. Itâs okay.â âIf Eli-senpai says soâŚâ Honoka kissed Eli, a fleeting, tender kiss before she began to move her fingers, slowly at first and then a bit faster. Eli groaned as Honoka sped up, every subtle movement sending a thrill of pleasure coursing through her. She grasped onto Honokaâs back, her nails digging into soft skin as she parted her legs slightly to give Honoka more room. As Honoka seemed to lose her inhibitions and began to thrust her fingers forward at a faster pace, Eli had to bite down on her lip to hold back her voice. It felt strange, to be filled in such a way. She had never really touched herself like that. But it felt beyond amazing when it was Honoka doing it. âFuck, HonokaâŚâ Eli whimpered, her nails raking down Honokaâs back. Honoka went back to sucking and biting at Eliâs collarbone as she pushed her fingers deeper. Her wrist was getting a bit sore from the odd angle but she didnât care about that. Not when Eli was writhing beneath her, soft moans and whimpers spilling from her lips despite her best efforts to keep herself quiet. âH-Honoka, I-Iâm gonnaâŚâ Eli gasped loudly and arched her back, her hips jerking against Honokaâs hand as she squeezed her eyes shut. She slumped back down onto the bed, breathing heavily. Honoka drew her fingers back as carefully as she could before she moved off Eli to lie down next to her. Curiously, she slipped her fingers into her mouth and sucked, her eyes widening slightly at the taste. It was a bit salty. But good. Looking at Eli who was sweaty and panting, she couldnât help but wonder what it would be like to use her mouth on her directly. She quickly pulled the blankets over them and pressed close to Eli, wrapping an arm around her waist. âWas that okay?â Eli gave a laugh of disbelief. âThat was more than okay. Youâre amazing.â âI-I donât know about that.â Honoka pressed her lips gently to Eliâs temple. âI love you, Eli-senpai. Iâm...sorry if I hurt you.â âItâs okay.â Eli mumbled, closing her eyes. She tried to ignore the warmth that spread through her chest at Honokaâs declaration of love. âLetâs just sleep for a bit, okay?â âOkay.â Honoka whispered back, closing her own eyes. Soon enough, she drifted off to sleep herself. ---- When Honoka woke up it took her a moment to realize that she wasnât in her own bed with Eli. She was certainly in a bed and she could feel someone next to her. When she opened her eyes and turned to the left though she was surprised to see blue hair splayed across the pillow next to her. âEeeh?!â She sat up abruptly and realized with a sinking feeling that Chika would be waking up in her body. âKanan-chan...oh no. Oh my god, she better not screw with my relationship.â Kanan pushed herself into a sitting position and tilted her head. âHonoka, right?â âWha...WHAT?!â Honoka scrambled up from the bed in alarm. âH-How did youâŚ?â âChika told me.â Kanan explained slowly. She watched as Honoka looked down at herself. âDonât worry, she was just sleeping over. You certainly werenât talking about Chikaâs relationships, right?â âW-WaitâŚâ Honoka held up a hand to stop Kanan. âSo you know? H-How do you know? Why did Chika-chan tell you?â âBecause I messed up. I kissed her.â Kanan explained sheepishly. She patted the bed next to her, silently suggesting Honoka sit down. Honoka did so, a bit reluctantly. âThough now that I think about it, I think Iâm more attracted to you.â âHuh?â Honoka stared at Kanan, unable to quite process that. âW-WhyâŚ?â Kanan shrugged her shoulders in response. âI donât know, I just...feel that way. Youâre not Chika obviously soâŚâ She shifted closer to Honoka, resting her hand lightly on her knee. âYouâre attracted to me, right? You made that obvious on the boat.â âUhâŚâ Honoka wasnât sure what to say. The way Kanan looked at her was similar to the way Eli looked at her. She remembered Eli, half undressed and disheveled underneath her. She wished sheâd gotten to wake up next to Eli instead. Kanan chuckled and reached out to get her watch from the bedside table. âChika has put your mind into the gutter alright. You were thinking about Ayase, huh?â Honoka sighed. âDonât tease me, Iâm not in the mood.â Kanan wasnât about to be dissuaded. âSo is she your girlfriend?â âI donât think so.â Honoka answered quietly though when she considered the fact that Chika might be touching Eli, she felt white hot anger prickle at her skin. âHow do you expect me to be in a relationship with everything thatâs happening with Chika-chan? Iâll be lucky if Eli is still speaking to me when I get backâŚâ âHopefully Chikaâs behaving as you. She must be used to it by now, right?â Kanan asked with a shrug of her shoulders. She somehow felt like she was missing something. âI doubt it. Chika-chan is terrible with Eli-senpai.â Honoka muttered, lying down with a sigh. She stared up at the ceiling, frowning. âHopefully Nozomi-chan is keeping her on a tight leash. Knowing Eli-senpai, she would have told Nozomi-chan about last night. She tells her everything.â It was clear that Honoka was talking out loud, trying to calm herself but Kanan was curious. She reached across to pick up the glass of water on her nightstand. âWhat happened last night?â Honoka looked over, a cautious look on her face. She thought about it for a moment then answered. âI took her virginity.â Kanan was glad sheâd swallowed the water in her mouth, otherwise she probably would have spat it out in shock. âW-What?!â Honoka blushed at Kananâs evident shock. âShe wanted it, I was...I made sure she was sure about it first obviously.â âHuhâŚâ Kanan mused thoughtfully. Despite herself, unwanted images filled her mind. âThatâs kind of hot.â Honoka groaned and covered her eyes with her arm. Why couldnât anything just be simple? ---- Chika woke to the familiar feeling that she wasnât in her own bed. That much wasnât unexpected, considering she had fallen asleep at Kananâs house but even without opening her eyes she could tell that wasnât where she was. She felt a breeze on her chest, like she wasnât wearing a shirt. Slowly, she opened her eyes and looked down, a sharp gasp escaping her lips when she noticed she actually wasnât wearing a shirt. She noticed Eli lying next to her and something worrying occurred to her. She threw off the blankets and almost breathed a sigh of relief when she noticed she was still wearing a skirt. Her relief was short lived though when she noticed Eli on the other hand, was not wearing a skirt. Or panties. She yelped in surprise and clamped one hand quickly over her eyes. She definitely hadnât needed to see any of that. Quickly, she scrambled off the bed and grabbed her shirt off the floor. She tugged it on, not bothering to button it. Vaguely hearing Eli stir behind her she took off to the bathroom, grabbing her bag on the way. âWhy does this always happen?â She mumbled as she locked the door behind her. She went through her bag, emerging with Honokaâs cell phone. âI need to call Nozomi. Damn it, Iâm not ready for thisâŚâ She quickly called Nozomiâs number, not pausing to really reflect on the fact that Nozomi wouldnât really understand the situation. âHonoka-chan? Itâs seven in the morning, why are youâŚ?â âChika.â Chika interrupted. There was a moment of silence on the other end of the line before Nozomi spoke again. âOh fuck, what did you do?â âI didnât do anything!â Chika exclaimed loudly only to quieten after a moment. âThey did! I had to wake up to this! Are they together? Why did this even happen?!â She heard Nozomi curse again though she didnât quite catch what she was saying. âNozomi-chan!â âYeah, yeah. Iâm here. I know.â Nozomi seemed to take a deep breath. âListen, youâre not going to screw this up, Chika-chan. Honoka-chan will be so pissed if you do anything to hurt Elichi. And I will be too. You just have to keep your cool and go along with it. ItâsâŚâ âWhat do you want me to do? Sleep with her?!â Chika hissed, more than a little upset and frustrated by the situation. âI mean if you have toâŚâ âNozomi!â Chika resisted the urge to throw the phone in her hand against the wall. Usually she wasnât the type of person to get annoyed so easily but Nozomi wasnât taking her seriously and the situation was infuriating. Not to mention the fact that she was annoyed at Honokaâs thoughtlessness. Honoka could have at least told Eli to leave before she fell asleep, in case this exact situation happened. âItâs too early for thisâŚâ Nozomi mumbled. She sighed heavily before she replied. âYou donât have to sleep with her. Just get your ass back in there, kiss her good morning andâŚâ âIâm not kissing her.â âChika-chan!â Nozomi exclaimed, feeling a headache coming on. âYouâre really not making this easy. If it was anyone else you wouldnât have a problem kissing them, would you? Youâve kissed Maki-chan before, Iâm sure you would kiss Umi-chan. Kotori-chan too probably.â âI donât make her kiss people she doesnât want to kiss when sheâs in my body!â Chika pointed out hurriedly. âI only kissed Maki-chan because I want to a-and now I know why I kissed Maki-chan, I donât want to kiss anyone besidesâŚâ Chika trailed off and Nozomi sighed, assuming she was going to say she only wanted to kiss Maki. This was a mess. âChika, listen. Iâm going to be honest with you.â She paused briefly, hearing a hum of acknowledgement from Chika. âElichi is in love with Honoka-chan. And Honoka-chan really likes her, okay? I know that most of us are just idols to you, you donât even spend much time with Elichi so itâs not like you know her. Not really.â Chika clutched the phone tightly, waiting for Nozomi to continue as she paused. âSo I canât expect you to care about her or how she feels.â Nozomi finally continued, her voice soft. It calmed Chika a little bit at least. âI know this is a really...crappy situation. And Iâm sorry you canât be with the person you like. Maybe because of whatever Honoka is doing, I donât know. I know youâre pissed at her for whatever sheâs screwing up in your life. Like you almost screwed up her relationship with Maki-chan. But I think you care about her deep down. And weâre friends too, right? So if youâre not going to do this for Elichi or for Honoka, do it for me. Please. I donât want Elichi to get hurt. Sheâs a good person. You would really like her if you got to know her.â Chika wasnât sure what to say to that. It stung that Nozomi was pleading with her. She didnât want to upset Nozomi, of all people. âI-Iâm sorry, Nozomi-chan. I have to go.â âChika, wait!â Nozomi exclaimed quickly. There was a beat of silence. âIâm coming over, okay? All you have to do is keep calm until I get there.â âOkay.â Chika said quietly. She hung up without another word. âItâll be okay.â She mumbled to herself as she sat down on the edge of the bathtub. âAll you have to do is hide out in here until Nozomi gets here. Hopefully Eli-chan sleeps late. You canât mess anything up in here.â True to her luck, not even twenty minutes later there was a light knock at the door, followed by Eliâs voice. âHonoka? Are you okay?â âShit.â Chika breathed out. She sat up straighter and called back to Eli. âI-Iâm fine, Iâm just washing up. Iâll only be a couple of minutes.â âCan I come in?â The door handle turned and Chika felt her chest seize with panic before she remembered it was locked. âIâm worried. Youâve been in there for at least fifteen minutes already.â âYeah, I um...just felt a bit sick?â Chika attempted, cringing at how unbelievable it sounded after. She took a deep breath to brace herself before she went to the door, unlocking it. âHey.â Eli said softly, a tentative smile tugging at her lips. âUmâŚâ Chika took a moment to look at Eli. The girl was wearing her hair down for a change. Chika assumed it was because she had just woken up. With her hands nervously clasped in front of her, Eli looked nothing short of shy. Vulnerable even. Chika was glad to see the blonde was wearing shorts now. Honokaâs, it seemed. âHey.â âUmâŚâ Eli fidgeted with her hands, trying not to look at Honokaâs chest, given that her shirt was open. âAbout last night, do you...regret it? Iâm sorry if I was pushy o-or something. I just feel like youâre different this morning so maybe I did something wrong.â Chika swallowed thickly. In that moment Eli looked nothing like Ayase Eli, the cool, confident idol. She looked hesitant, worried and guilty. âNo, youâre fine. You...you didnât do anything wrong. I donât regret it.â Eli bit her lip as she looked over Honokaâs shoulder. âIs that why youâve been hiding out in the bathroom?â She noticed the look of surprise on Honokaâs face and continued quickly. âUm...I woke up when you got up. I was waiting for you to come back to bed but...Honoka, if I did something wrong I want to know. I know youâre not...there yet but I love you. I love you so much and I donât want to hurt you orâŚâ Chika closed the distance between them and wrapped her arms around Eli, hugging her tightly. It hurt to hear the hurt tone of Eliâs voice. It hurt more knowing it was her fault. She took a shuddering breath. Her chest ached and she wondered whether the feeling was hers alone or whether Honokaâs body was reacting on itâs own. âI donât regret anything. I wanted it, I wanted you. I really like you, Eli-chan. I...I want this, I promise.â âEli-chan?â Eli echoed uncertainly. Chika cursed herself for the slip. Of course she would do that if she was focusing on something else. âAh, um...just trying it out. If weâre going to be sleeping together, it might be weird for me to call you Senpai, right? Or I could um...just call you Eli.â Eli blushed at the proposition. She wondered if that meant Honoka was getting closer to being in a more mature relationship with her. She drew back slightly to look into Honokaâs eyes. âJust Eli?â Chika wished she could rewind the past thirty seconds. âS-Sure. I-If youâre okay with that?â âUmâŚâ Eli smiled sheepishly and rubbed the back of her neck. âWell I guess it would be weird if you called me Eli-senpai forever. Especially if you eventually agree to date me.â âWeâre not dating?!â Eli blinked at Honoka. âUh...no? Remember, you said it was because youâre attracted to more people than just me. Umi, Riko and Kanan, right? So you donât know if this is really...something you want to commit to.â Chika twitched. So Honoka really was attracted to Kanan. The mention of Riko had a sickening jealousy forming in her stomach though. âW-We should be dating! You and me, weâre...we work well together, donât we? So we should. If you want to.â
Eli gaped at Honoka, shocked by the admission. âUm...o-of course I do. I mean yes. Iâll date you.â She beamed at Honoka and leaned in to kiss her only for her to stop her with a hand on her chest. âOh, no kissing though. I havenât brushed my teeth yet.â Chika explained quickly. âFine, fine.â Eli smiled softly and stepped forward, leaning in to kiss Honokaâs forehead. âEli?â Chika reached up and grasped the front of Eliâs shirt as the blonde tried to pull away from her. âYou donât mind if I keep calling you Eli-senpai for a while, right?â âNo.â Eli laughed softly. âI donât mind.â ---- Honoka was beyond relieved when she woke up in her own bed. Unfortunately Eli wasnât next to her. She had been hoping to see her before school. A quick glance at her alarm clock let her know that it was still early though. Her alarm wouldnât even be going off for another hour. Fuelled by her urgency she got dressed into her school uniform as quickly as she could before she grabbed her bag and phone and bound downstairs. Her parents were awake, having had to open the shop up but Honoka barely paused to say goodbye before she was out of the door, rushing off down the street. Having not been to Eliâs house all that often, she got lost several times on the way but stumbled upon a local bakery where she bought some bread for herself, taking advantage of the fact that Umi wasnât there to scold her, and a chocolate pastry she figured Eli would like. Finally after almost an hour she found herself standing outside of Eliâs house. She sent a quick text to Umi and Kotori, telling them to go on ahead without her because she was going to school early before she resigned herself to waiting. Resigning herself to waiting because she didnât want to intrude on Eliâs morning, she passed the time by eating the bread sheâd bought while she read over Chikaâs message about her day yesterday and replying to Kotoriâs confused texts. Thankfully it seemed it was normal for Eli to leave the house early too as she emerged after about ten minutes. âGood morning, Eli-senpai!â Honoka exclaimed as Eli paused to stare at her in surprise. She went to meet the blonde, kissing her briefly without thought. Arisa, who was behind Eli, gaped at the two of them. âH-Honoka, what are you doing here?â Eli stuttered in surprise. âAnd why are you...kissing me?â âI canât kiss my beautiful girlfriend good morning?â Honoka pouted. She glanced over Arisaâs shoulder. âHi Arisa-chan.â âH-Hi.â Arisa said, still a bit shellshocked by what sheâd seen. âI-I have to go ahead to school! Bye Onee-chan!â âUm...bye.â Eli watched as Arisa hurried on ahead, probably to meet Yukiho so they could talk about sheâd just seen. âWe are...dating now, right?â Honoka checked uncertainly. That was what Chika had said in her message but she had expected more of a reaction from Eli. âI thought that was what you wanted?â âI do! Of course I do!â Eli finally seemed to realize what was going on. âIâm sorry, itâs just really early and I wasnât expecting you to be here.â âWell I wanted to walk to school with you.â Honoka said with a slight shrug. âHere, I got you something too. Itâs chocolate.â âThank you.â Eli smiled as Honoka pushed a paper bag into her hands. âLetâs go then.â Honoka nodded and they started walking down the street together, a slight spring in their step. âDoes this mean I can hold your hand whenever I want?â Honoka checked hopefully. âOf course.â Eli smiled as Honoka immediately took her hand, lacing their fingers together. She gave a slight squeeze back, feeling more content than she had in some time. TBC.
A Name In The Wind (7/?)
Hope you guys enjoy this chapter! Warning(s): Swearing, sexual scenes. M rated.Â
Honoka closed her eyes, basking in the soothing sensation of Eliâs fingers drifting through her hair. Sheâd left it completely down after her shower, something Eli had seemed somewhat concerned over for some reason. Sheâd calmed after a while though, under Honokaâs gentle reassurances. Honoka was slightly worried that her hair might still be wet. Her head was in Eliâs lap as they lay on the bed together, Eli propped up against the pillows behind her. She couldnât bring herself to say anything though. She let out a soft groan of satisfaction as Eliâs nails scraped lightly over her scalp. âThatâs niceâŚâ She mumbled tiredly. âYou were amazing two days agoâŚâ Eli murmured, equally relaxed. Sheâd been spending more time with Honoka over the past couple of days and she felt like things were getting back to normal. Honokaâs lips turned up. âWe all did well.â âYeah, well your solo gave me chills.â Eli countered fondly.
Honoka opened her eyes and looked up, catching sight of full lips above her. She quickly looked away, blushing. With Maki, kissing her had been nice but awkward. It was like she was acting on Chikaâs feelings rather than her own but with Eli she actually wanted to kiss her. âU-Umi-chan said that too. She said she could really feel the message I was giving. Well I guess we all did write it soâŚâ
âYou looked at me a couple of times, even during your solo.â Eli remarked softly, recalling Honokaâs eyes meeting her own. âWell you said I could and senpai looked pretty in her outfit.â Honoka said sheepishly. âYou think Iâm pretty?â Eli smirked, catching Honoka a bit off guard. âWell Iâm not blindâŚâ Honoka said, slightly baffled. âYouâre the prettiest girl in Muse. Alongside Umi-chan. Why else would I want to kiss you?â Eli gave a soft laugh in response. âThatâs a good point, I guess.â âC-Can I kiss you now?â Honoka asked nervously. Theyâd only kissed once more since that day before performing Snow Halation. âPlease, Eli-senpai?â âHow could I say no to you?â Eli murmured, giving a slight nod of her head. âCome here.â Honoka brightened at being given permission and sat up, turning toward Eli. She took a deep breath before she slowly leaned in, bracing herself with her hands on Eliâs shoulders. Mustering up all the courage she had, she pressed her lips to Eliâs, noticing the blondeâs eyes flutter shut just before she did so. She closed her own eyes, feeling Eli kiss her back, a hand moving to the small of her back. It was simple and fairly chaste but it sent shudders down her spine, her lips tingling. She wondered if this was what people meant by fireworks when they described kissing. âI wish you could have been my first kiss.â She whispered against Eliâs lips, her hand sliding to the back of the third yearâs neck. Eliâs heart skipped a beat at the sentiment. âYou were mine.â She answered before she kissed Honoka again, drawing her closer to her. âMmm waitâŚâ Honoka turned her head, drawing away from the kiss. âI wanna be another first. I want you to be my first something.â âHmm?â Eli mumbled, trailing her lips to Honokaâs neck. âFirst date?â âMaki-chan alreadyâŚâ Honoka gasped as Eli nipped at her neck. âOuch, Eli-senpaiâŚâ âSorry, Iâll make it betterâŚâ Eli grasped Honokaâs hips and guided her onto her lap, her mouth never leaving her neck. She sucked firmly at the soft skin there, earning a soft whimper from Honoka. âFirst..girlfriend?â âE-Eli-senpai, you know I canât.â Honoka said, tensing slightly. âYou canât blame a girl for trying.â Eli muttered, nipping gently at Honokaâs neck again. âThere. First hickey. First make out too...is there any other firsts you want me to fulfill?â Honoka lightly swatted Eliâs arm. âNo, no, no. Iâm not ready forâŚâ She trailed off, hearing Eli try to suppress a laugh. âStop teasing me!â âYouâre so cute when youâre flustered thoughâŚâ Eli pressed an innocent kiss to Honokaâs cheek. âFirst movie date?â She chuckled when Honoka rolled her eyes. âFirst bath together?â âWhat?! No!â Honoka exclaimed quickly, her face turning red at the thought. âI canât let you see me naked, itâs...itâs too soon.â Eliâs brow furrowed in confusion. âWeâve taken baths before, inâŚâ âWith the OTHERS!â Honoka interrupted, certain her face was on fire at that point. âA-And steam! Thereâs steam.â âI could make it pretty steamy.â Eli said flirtatiously though she tried to be serious when Honoka pouted at her. âOkay, Iâm sorry. But thereâs no need to feel embarrassed. I wouldnât be embarrassed with you.â âBecause you look like THAT!â Honoka gestured toward Eli. âWhat do you have to be embarrassed about?â âOkay, okay. Iâm sorry.â Eli wrapped her arms around Honoka and drew her closer. âBut for the record you donât have anything to be embarrassed about either. I see you as the sexiest in the group, even though youâre so innocentâŚâ âEli-senpaiâŚâ Honoka groaned and buried her face in Eliâs shoulder. âStop teasing.â
âIâm not teasing, Iâm serious. I really think youâre beautiful, Honoka.â Eli answered with a slight shake of her head. âI can barely take my eyes off you sometimes.â Honoka blushed in response, her heart fluttering in her chest. âWhat else? Do you like about meâŚâ Eli thought about that for a moment. âYouâre...impulsive, dense, headstrong, stubborn...really stubborn. Youâre inspiring, warm, kind, cute when youâre flustered and youâre someone whoâs very dear to me.â Honoka bit her lip. She couldnât deny that she liked that. She liked it a lot. âSo you think Iâm more than just...physically attractive?â âYouâre both.â Eli drew Honoka close to her and lightly nuzzled her neck. Honoka sighed at the feeling of Eliâs lips brushing against her neck. She really could get used to kissing. âC-Can we kiss again?â Eli smiled softly and drew back a bit. âYouâre insatiable, you know that?â Honoka pouted. âI just like kissing youâŚâ âSure. But you donât have to ask me.â Eli said quietly, intently meeting Honokaâs eyes. âJust take what you want.â Honoka took a deep breath before she cupped Eliâs face in her hands and leaned in. She kissed her deeply, her tongue quickly slipping past willingly parted lips as she pressed closer to the girl beneath her. She supposed she had Chika to blame for this. If it werenât for Chika she wouldnât have started noticing any kind of attraction to her friends. She could have just innocently carried on but here she was unable to get enough of kissing the blonde. Every brush of Eliâs lips against her own, every gentle caress of her tongue and firm pressure of her hands felt explosive and Honoka found that she never wanted to stop. She tore her lips from Eliâs and acting purely out of instinct, kissed her way down to the girlâs neck. Eliâs skin was soft and warm under her lips. As she sucked gently over Eliâs pulsepoint her heart raced at the wanton moan that escaped the blonde. Wanting to hear more, she nipped at the blondeâs ear and slid her hand under her shirt, her fingers brushing against the soft skin of Eliâs stomach and sides. âH-Honoka, what are youâŚ?â âYou said to take what I want.â Honoka answered quietly. Just because she didnât want Eli to touch her didnât mean she didnât want to do the same. She slowed down with her touches though, drawing back to place a light kiss to Eliâs lips. She kissed her repeatedly, just swift, light kisses until Eli giggled softly and her hand went to the back of Honokaâs head to hold her there. The next kiss lingered innocently for a moment until Eli allowed Honoka to pull away. âWill you go out with me?â Eli asked hopefully, brushing Honokaâs hair back from her face. âLike on a date? Maybe to a movie and I can buy you dinner after.â âNot a romance.â Honoka warned, moving off of Eliâs lap. She lay back down, resting her head in the other girlâs lap again. âA romcom?â Eli asked, raising an eyebrow. âThatâs better. I hate drama.â Honoka mumbled, closing her eyes. Eli lightly brushed her hand over Honokaâs head. âSleepy?â âMmmhm.â Honoka hummed before her eyes flew open. âI-I mean no! Iâm not...tired.â Eli smiled as she watched Honoka struggling not to yawn. âYour uniformâs here so maybe if you call your parents youâŚâ âNo!â Honoka sat bolt upright, startling Eli. âI-I canât stay over. Itâs...a school night, you know?â She laughed nervously and slid off the bed. âI canât ever sleep over if this keeps happeningâŚâ It was obvious that Honoka was muttering to herself rather than her but Eli tilted her head in confusion. âWhat do you mean?â âNothing, Iâm just...nothing.â Honoka desperately wanted to agree to staying over. She bit her lip as she looked to the bed. Spending the night with Eli, the blonde pressed close to her back with her arm around her waist was more than tempting. Eli misunderstood the look. âIs it because itâs me?â âNo, of course not!â Honoka exclaimed quickly. âWould you believe itâs just me? I want to tell you but itâs complicated. And you wouldnât believe me anyway.â âYes, I would.â Eli said confidently. She moved to her knees and crawled to the edge of the bed, grasping Honokaâs hands. âIs it about our...whatever this is weâre doing? Because if youâre worried Iâm going to pressure you this is all new to me too. I told you, you were my first kiss. You have even more experience than me.â Honoka shook her head. âItâs complicated.â Eliâs shoulders slumped in defeat. âIs it something...spiritual? Thatâs what Nozomi said when I asked.â Honoka gritted her teeth. She was going to kill Nozomi. It was bad enough that sheâd had to tell her the truth and now Eli might figure it out. âEli-senpaiâŚâ She trailed off as Eli looked at her with worry. âI really like you.â Eli visibly brightened at the comment and Honoka winced slightly as she continued. âBut I donât know how Iâll...feel tomorrow. Iâm too unpredictable right now.â âI donât understand.â Eli said honestly. She leaned down, pressing her lips to Honokaâs left hand. âI want you to stay but if you canât itâs okay. If you go home maybe you could call me and we can stay on the phone until we fall asleep, hmm?â Honoka nodded and kissed Eli once more before she stepped away from her. âWeâll still go on our date. Iâll remind myself.â She picked up her bag from the floor and walked to the door. She looked over her shoulder, finding Eli looking at her with a sad smile. âGoodnight, Eli-senpai.â âGoodnight.â Eli echoed as Honoka opened the door and left. She sighed and lay down on her back. She wished she knew what was going on. Maybe if she did she could help. --- âAgain?â Chika groaned as she once more woke up in a bed that wasnât her own. It seemed like it was only two days ago when it had last happened. She stretched across the bed, grabbing Honokaâs cellphone to check the time. âWait...Saturday?! I thought this only happened on weekdays. Damn it, I had plans with Riko-chan and You-chan!â She buried her face back in her pillow for a few minutes, refusing to get up but quickly realized that she would have to. She pushed herself into a sitting position and noticing a note on the bedside table, picked it up to read it. âMovie date with Eli. Oh come on, she got pissed at me when I did this. Oh god itâs going to be like dating Kanan-chan and sheâs like a third sisterâŚso thatâs her type, huh? I guess it makes senseâŚâ She sighed listlessly and rolled her eyes. She had to do this even if she didnât want to. For Honoka. She was sure that the girl would have ended up liking Umi or Maki but maybe she had always liked Eli. âI wonder how Nozomi-chan feels about thisâŚâ She mused to herself as she slipped off the bed to change for the day. âOkay, what should I wear? Something warm because itâs still snowing. But still something cute, I guess.â She went about getting dressed, trying to talk herself into giving the date a chance. It wasnât as though she had a choice but it should have been Honoka there, not her. She automatically went for a pair of shorts but stopped herself before she had a chance to grab them. She was going on a date, she couldnât be that casual. Sighing to herself, she continued to look through the wardrobe, trying to find something more formal to wear. She wished she was in her own body. If she was she could have just had a casual day out with Riko and You. --- âSo you really asked her.â Nozomi said as she perched on the end of Eliâs bed, watching her frantically digging through her closet for something to wear. âDoes this mean the two of you areâŚ?â âItâs complicated.â Eli answered with a shrug of her shoulders. âShe doesnât want to make it official right now so weâre just...going on dates and stuff.â Nozomi nodded in understanding. It made sense that Honoka didnât want to commit to anything. âSo youâre taking steps with her.â âYes.â Eli answered resolutely. âHonoka need some time and Iâm willing to be patient with her. She seems to be going through a lot at the minute.â âYeah, I bet.â Nozomi mumbled as she continued to watch Eli search for something to wear. Her phone vibrated next to her and she picked it up, noticing a text from Honoka. On closer inspection though, she found it was actually from Chika. She sighed to herself. It was going to be a busy day. She winced as she read through Chikaâs questions. What does Eli like, should she wear something cute, even a request for her to spy on them to make sure Chika didnât say something that wasnât like Honoka. âElichiâŚâ Nozomi looked up from her phone. âI think I read that itâs going to rain today. Maybe it would be a good idea to postpone your date until tomorrow.â âNo, itâs fine. Iâll take a jacket if I need to.â Eli paused for a moment and Nozomi hoped she was thinking about her suggestion. âIt would be nice to kiss Honoka in the rain, like in the moviesâŚâ Nozomi groaned at the answer and quickly sent a text back to Chika, warning her that Eli and Honoka had been kissing a lot recently so she shouldnât freak out if Eli kisses her. It wasnât more than a few seconds before she received a text back. âNo kissingâ, it read, âIâll go on the date but no kissing. Itâll be like kissing my sister!â âElichi, Iâll be right back.â Nozomi said with a small smile as she got to her feet. âI just have to call...Umi-chan.â She didnât wait for Eliâs inevitable expression of confusion before she hurried from the room, calling âHonokaâ on the way. âHe-â âChika-chan, Iâm not kidding. If you screw this up, if you break her heart, I will stop helping you.â Nozomi warned, her voice firm but quiet in case Eli overheard. âYou canât act out of character on this date. Elichi kept telling me how cute it is that Honoka keeps asking if she can kiss her again. She wants to kiss Elichi.â âIâm not doing that.â Chika said firmly. âI donât make her kiss my friends! And...donât you think itâs a little weird that youâre trying to pressure me into this?â âYou kissed Maki-chan.â âMaki-chan is really cute thoughâŚâ Chika mused to herself. âAnd I wanted to kiss her! This is completely different.â âHow am I pressuring you if this is what Honoka wants? Itâs her body.â Nozomi pointed out, leaning against the wall. âChika-chan, you canât be selfish. You said you want to help Honoka-chan.â âIâm trying, Nozomi-chan!â Chika exclaimed, clearly exasperated. âBut you donât understand. I canât kiss Eli-chan because I donât LIKE her!â âCHIKA-CHAN!â âI-I donât mean like that. I mean romantically. She reminds me of Kanan-chan a bit and Iâve known Kanan-chan since I was really young!â Nozomi was about to respond but she was interrupted by Eli opening the door to her bedroom. âIs everything okay?â Eli asked in concern. âI heard you yelling. Whoâs Chika?â âAh, nobody! Donât worry about it, Elichi. Iâll be right there.â Nozomi forced a bright smile but she was sure Eli didnât believe it for a second. Nevertheless, the blonde went back to her room. âChika-chan, please! Do it for me. I donât want to see Elichi get hurt. Sheâs...like my version of your Riko-chan. You wouldnât want to see her hurt, would you?â Chika was silent for a moment before she sighed. âFine! But Iâm not letting her use tongue and Iâm definitely not going to her house after.â âPlease just try to make it seem like you like her.â Nozomi muttered, rubbing her temples. âI know this is awkward for you but Elichi really likes Honoka. Do you know how she would feel if Honoka-chan acted cold to her on their date?â âI get it, Nozomi-chan.â Chika said quietly, defeat audible in her tone. âIâll talk to you later.â Nozomi was about to say something else but Chika hung up before she could. Eli looked up as Nozomi entered the room again. There was a smile on her best friendâs face but she looked sad too. âWhatâs wrong? You look upset.â âNothing at all. Just thinking about what you should wear.â Nozomi said, forcing a bright tone to her voice. âCome on, I know the perfect dress.â Eli looked at Nozomi in disbelief. âNozomiâŚâ âItâs fine, Elichi!â Nozomi walked over to Eli and placed her hands on her arms. âItâs just...remember I told you about Honoka-chan having a problem? Itâs one of those days. So donât be so forceful or overly eager, okay?â âI-I wasnât going toâŚâ Eli said quietly. âMaybe I shouldnât kiss her again on the date then. But I donât want her to see it as a friendship thing. But maybe if sheâs not feeling up to it we could cancel.â âNo, donât cancel!â Nozomi said quickly. âThis is your day with Honoka-chan. Donât let it go to waste. Itâll be fine, trust me. Being around you can only help. Youâre her âEli-senpaiâ, remembe r?â Eli blushed at Nozomiâs teasing. âIf you think itâll help Iâll do whatever I can to take her mind off it.â Nozomi breathed a sigh of relief at Eliâs agreement. She knew that Honoka would be crushed to find out their date had to be called off when she got back. --- Honoka stared out at the rippling water as the boat glided effortlessly over it. Apparently Chika had had plans with You and Riko today which hadnât even involved the boat. When You had noticed how angry and upset Chika seemed to be she had suggested that they all go out on the boat because the waves were calming. They werenât especially working to calm her though. She was frustrated beyond belief. She should have been with Eli on their date but she was stuck in a body that wasnât her own. Again. Lost in her own thoughts she didnât notice any abnormal movement in the water until a familiar girl with blue hair emerged in front of her. âChika?â Honoka jumped, yelping in surprise at the unexpected arrival. âAhh, Kanan-chan!â You exclaimed, looking up from the wheel. She watched as Riko went to Chikaâs side, laying a gentle, soothing hand on her shoulder. âI wasnât expecting you guys to come near the shack.â Kanan said before she swam to the back of the boat and climbed aboard. Honoka watched, her mouth slightly agape as Kanan unzipped her wetsuit. Her eyes unwittingly travelled down, over the swell of the girlâs breasts. âDamnâŚâ âChika-chan, are you checking me out again?â Kanan asked, raising an expectant eyebrow. âN-No!â Honoka said hurriedly, her cheeks aflame with embarrassment at being caught. âSorry, uh...I like your bikini.â âThanks?â âHehehe, boy itâs hotâŚâ Honoka muttered, waving a hand in front of her face. âChika-chan.â You said disapprovingly. It was bad enough that Chika flirted with Riko so openly when she was there but now she was doing the same with Kanan while both she and Riko were present. Honoka shrugged listlessly and went to sit back where she had been earlier, looking out at the water. She wasnât sure what You was annoyed for but it reminded her of when Kotori was annoyed with her. A few minutes passed before someone sat down next to her. Honoka glanced over, finding it was Kanan, with a towel around her shoulders. âIâm not checking you out.â Kanan cracked a smile at that. âYou told me youâre upset about something.â âNot really. Just woke up on the wrong side of the bed, I guess.â Honoka said with a shrug of her shoulders. âYou put your hair into a side ponytail again.â Kanan remarked thoughtfully. Sheâd noticed Chika doing that a few times over the past weeks. âIt was hot.â âThatâs true.â Kanan mused with a sigh. âIt sucks that it doesnât get cold enough for snow around hereâŚâ Honoka nodded vaguely. âSo do you want to tell me whatâs bothering you?â Kanan asked, well aware it wasnât something as simple as what Chika had said. âMaybe I can help.â âItâs nothing. Just personal stuff.â Honoka said with a forced smile. It was hardly Kananâs fault that she couldnât do what she wanted to do. It wasnât Rikoâs or Youâs either. It wasnât even Chikaâs. âHuh, so you donât trust your childhood friend?â Kanan asked, only half serious. âIâm hurt, Chika. I thought you knew you could tell me anything.â âN-No, itâs not that I donât trust you. Itâs just that I donât know how to explain. You wouldnât even believe me if I told youâŚâ âIâm sure thatâs not true.â Kanan turned slightly so that she was facing Chika directly. âTry me. Come on, Chika.â She pinched Chikaâs cheek, causing her to wince. âYou can tell me.â âKanan-chaaaan.â Honoka whined pitifully. There was no way she could tell her what was going on. âIâm kidding.â Kanan let go and gently caressed Chikaâs cheek instead. She noticed her lean into it and her brow furrowed for a moment. âYou really canât tell me whatâs wrong though?â âI canât.â Honoka whispered in response. She wished she could. She needed to talk to someone else about what was happening. Someone other than Nozomi. Eli came to mind and her chest ached. She wished she could tell her. You growled under her breath and turned the boat a little harder than she should have, accidentally throwing everyone off balance. Riko fell to her knees while Kanan fell forward on top of Chika. âAh, s-sorry!â Kanan quickly leaned up, having fallen face first into Chikaâs chest. âSorry, Chika.â her face was red with embarrassment but she couldnât help but notice that Chika had grown. Mari would have had plenty of fun pointing that out. âAre you okay?â âY-Yeah.â Honoka stuttered, her face flushed. It didnât escape her notice that Kanan was still leaning over her, so close she could feel the girlâs breath on her face. Finally Kanan drew away and Honoka breathed a sigh of relief. âUh...you okay?â Kanan asked awkwardly as she watched Chika sit back up. âGood.â Chika said with a slight nod of her head. â...Good.â Kanan said, getting to her feet. She glanced around, finding Riko was on her feet, rubbing her hip. âYou okay, Riko?â âFine.â Riko answered with a nod. Kanan looked back to Chika, noticing she was still in the same position. She took a deep breath. It had been a while since Chika had clung to her like she seemed to be doing now. Like when they were younger. She had been used to it back then. Even Dia had done it. Chika and Dia were such cry babies back then, she recalled fondly. She crouched down and reached over, ruffling Chikaâs hair. It was nice to be needed in that way. âHey calm down, itâs not like You is going to throw us overboard.â She chuckled. Honoka gave a nervous laugh in response. Kanan was alarmingly similar to Eli, the one person Honoka had wanted to spend her day with. âIf you want to tell me about whatâs bothering you, you know where to find me.â Kanan said softly, leaning close so You and Riko wouldnât hear. âAh yeah, thanksâŚâ Honoka shuffled back, her face red with embarrassment. Kanan giggled at Chikaâs odd behavior and winked at her before she stood up and turned, walking to You to see what she was having trouble with. Honokaâs eyes dipped to Kananâs rear and she swallowed thickly. That was just as nice as Eliâs too. âChika-chan.â Riko said disapprovingly, causing Honoka to look up quickly. âYou really are checking Kanan-chan outâŚâ âSorry.â Honoka mumbled, glancing down at the deck beneath her. She didnât know what was wrong with her. Ever since sheâd started making out with Eli she couldnât get the blonde out of her head. Not since the very first kiss in fact. Deciding it couldnât make it any worse, she decided to explain. âItâs not Kanan-chan. She just looks like someone I like. You canât tell anyone though. Youâre the only person Iâve told.â Riko felt a confusing mix of surprised, disappointed and elated. Disappointed that Chika liked someone and elated that Chika seemed to trust her. âDo I know them?â âAh, no. You donât know them.â Honoka answered with a sheepish shake of her head. She felt bad for making a mess for Chika to clean up, in a way, but she supposed this was better than Riko thinking she liked Kanan. âShe has a figure like Kanan-chan but sheâs blonde. I havenât seen her in a little while so uhâŚâ Riko thought about that for a moment as she went to sit next to Chika. âSo kind of like Ayase Eli?â âWell yeah, she does look like her.â Honoka answered awkwardly. âI hadnât really thought about it like that before but I guess youâre right.â âSo...are you dating her?â Riko asked carefully. âOr do you just like her?â âI just like her!â Honoka exclaimed quickly, figuring it best to deviate from the truth a bit. âHeh, itâs not like sheâd look twice at me, right? I mean...â She winced at the way that sounded. She didnât mean Chika, she meant herself. Her own body. Riko looked oddly affronted by the comment. âWhy not? I think sheâd be lucky to date someone like you.â âYouâre sweet, Riko-chanâŚâ Honoka said softly, her mind drifting as she looked back out at the water. She couldnât help but wonder why Eli had kissed her to begin with. She made a mental note to ask the blonde when she got back. --- Chika hurried through the crowd of people milling around the busy street, intent on finding the blonde she was looking for. She was already ten minutes late for their date and she got the impression she wasnât going to find Eli anytime soon. âWhy couldnât we have just switched tomorrow?â She muttered irritably to herself, narrowly avoiding bumping into a child in her path. âOf COURSE it had to be today. I had plans too, damn it.â She finally spotted Eli across the street and took off running toward her. Nozomi would be furious if she thought Chika had stood Eli up. Eliâs eyes met hers and the blonde brightened at the sight of her. âHey, sorry Iâm late!â Chika said, a bit breathless. She looked Eli up and down, noticing the girlâs hair was down. That was rare in itself, she thought. It must mean that the date was serious. âUm, you lookâŚâ She tried to imagine what she would say to Maki if she was in Eliâs position instead. âPretty. Really pretty, I-I meanâŚâ It hadnât been much of a compliment but Eli seemed happy with it at least. âThank you, Honoka.â Eli said softly, a smile tugging at her lips. âYou look amazing.â She reached out, lightly touching Chikaâs arm. âShould we go? We have a little while until the movie starts.â âYeah, IâŚâ Chika trailed off as her phone chimed with a text. âOh, sorry. Iâll just be a minute.â She took the phone out of her pocket and found a text from Nozomi. âIâm watching you. Show some enthusiasm!â Chika swallowed thickly and glanced around but she didnât see Nozomi anywhere. Quickly she responded that she was trying and put her phone away. âAre you alright?â Eli asked, noticing how nervous Honoka seemed. âI found a cute cafe nearby. Itâs Italian. Do you want to go?â âSure.â Chika answered with a slight nod. She began to follow Eli down the street, the feeling of someoneâs eyes on her. Indeed a couple of seconds later she received another text from Nozomi. âCome on, at least hold her hand!â Chika sighed and grabbed Eliâs hand, feeling the blondeâs pace slow for a couple of seconds in surprise. She seemed to compose herself quickly, lightly tangling their fingers together as she adjusted her grip. Chika exhaled in relief as she followed Eli to a small cafe. She zoned out for a moment, thinking of You and Riko as Eli guided her to a table. Letting go of her hand, the blonde pulled out a chair for her and Chika blushed in embarrassment. She mumbled her thanks and sat down though as Eli sat down opposite her. She cursed under her breath as she received another text. She quickly checked it, not noticing Eli glance at her in confusion. âGod youâre so awkward! TALK TO HER!â She was about to type out a reply when she received another message. âEli likes chocolate. All of us in Muse know that so order her a chocolate cake or something. Honoka likes strawberry shortcake.â Chika bit her lip as she typed out her reply. âWhat do I even talk about?â She glanced up, finding Eli looking through the menu in her hands. She received another text less than twenty seconds later. âAnything. Talk about our performance, her graduation that's coming, Muse. How did you get Maki if youâre this awkward?!â Nozomi replied. âPretend sheâs Maki. Talk about music, or how the student council is going. Youâre really bad at acting!â Chika groaned in response and put her phone on silent, placing it on the table. âAre you okay?â Eli asked, looking up in concern. She smiled nervously and nodded to Honokaâs phone. âWhoever youâre texting must be uh...interesting?â She cringed at how odd that sounded. She was sure her voice was tinged with jealousy too. âOh, uh...U-Umi-chan!â Chika exclaimed without thinking. âI was just telling her h-how our date is going.â âYou told her?â Eli asked in surprise. She smiled bashfully and looked down at the table. âI didnât think youâd want to tell people.â Chika gave a nervous laugh. âW-Well Iâm on a date with the prettiest girl in Muse, why wouldnât I want people to know?â Across the room, Nozomi sighed to herself. âYou should have said Kotori-chanâŚâ Though she supposed that Kotori would just be upset at the idea of Honoka going on a date with Eli. Kotori had made it clear that she was completely supportive of Umiâs feelings for Honoka. Eli blushed at the compliment. âI think youâre the prettiest girl in Muse.â She argued. Nozomi rolled her eyes. Had the real Honoka been there she was sure this would have been a back and forth between the two of them. They were sickly sweet, really. But she was happy when Eli was happy. Chika blushed but she was saved from answering by the waitress appearing at the table. She ordered what Nozomi had instructed her to though ordering for Eli felt a bit awkward. Eli didnât seem to mind though. âS-So our performance was a success, huh?â Eli nodded in response. âIt was. Iâm really glad we got to perform the song. We all worked so hard on it, especially you and Nozomi.â âNozomi-chan?â Chika asked curiously. âIt was her idea.â Eli explained âTo you know, thread all of Muse together.â âOh. Thatâs pretty adorable.â Chika whispered to herself. She remembered Nozomi talking to them about it but she hadnât fully understood the third yearâs motives. Now that she did though she couldnât help but feel more admiration toward Nozomi than she had before. âNozomi-chan is um...different to how she seems sometimes, hmm? I mean she can be sentimental sometimes. Itâs kind of cute.â Eli smiled to herself and nodded her head. âYeah, it is. She keeps that side hidden a lot but itâs one of the things I like most about her.â Chika heard her phone vibrate but pointedly ignored it. âBut you have a sentimental side too.â Eli added, itching to reach across the table and take Honokaâs hand. She remembered what Nozomi had said about not being so forward though. About following Honokaâs lead. âYou carry so much. You even got yourself sick because you wanted to show all of us you were strong. That we could make it to Love Live. I hate seeing you force yourself to do things for others. In fact...thatâs kind of what it feels like youâre doing right now. For me.â âNo! No, I want to be here with Eli-senpai! You didnât force me at all, I wanted this!â Chikaâs eyes widened as she looked down to see her hand in Eliâs. It was as if Honokaâs body and voice was reacting on itâs own. âReally?â Eli looked up at her with hope in her eyes. âYes!â Chika forced herself to say. She didnât want to but it was obviously what Honoka wanted. âI want to be here with Eli-senpai.â Eli relaxed into a soft smile and Chika felt herself relax too. She settled back down into her seat, realizing she was leaning across the table. Nozomi breathed a sigh of relief. It seemed Chika was finally getting used to the date. She could only hope that the girl wouldnât screw up anymore. --- Honoka stirred to a slight discomfort in her back though her head was resting against something warm.  She vaguely remembered being on Youâs boat, her head resting on Kananâs shoulder. Her eyes shot open in alarm, the momentary thought that she was still there even after falling asleep occurring to her. She bolted upright, the sudden movement startling Eli. âHonoka? Are you okay?â Honoka wasnât sure sheâd ever been more relieved to see Eli than she was in that moment. âY-Yeah, Iâm fine.â She stuttered, feeling her heart rate slow down. As she looked into soft blue eyes, their plans for their date came to mind and she looked out of the train window, her heart plummeting when she noticed the setting sun. Her eyes prickled with tears of frustration. She had missed everything. Her gaze shifted back to Eli and she looked Eli over, a lump forming in her throat. She swallowed it back quickly. âHey...you look really pretty today. Did I tell you that yet?â âY-Yeah, you did when we met up. Why?â Eli asked with a slight blush. âBecause I want to make sure you know how I feel about you and you donât get the wrong idea.â Honoka answered simply. âAnd right now Iâm dying to kiss you soâŚâ âYes.â Eli said quickly without waiting for Honoka to finish her sentence. She turned in her seat and gentle gripped Honokaâs chin before she leaned in and kissed her softly, her eyes flitting shut. She hadnât had the chance to do so yet but sheâd been hoping the opportunity would arise once she took Honoka back to her house. Feeling Honokaâs arm go around to her back and draw her closer, she allowed herself to linger innocently for a moment before she drew away again. When Honoka drew away, she took a shuddering breath. âCan we go somewhere else? Somewhere I think is still romantic even if it is cold?â Eli raised an eyebrow. She hadnât failed to notice that Honoka was still holding onto her. âWhere?â âThe beach.â Honoka answered warily, almost certain Eli would say no. Indeed the blonde looked immediately sceptical of the idea. âPlease? I donât want our date to be over yet, I feel likeâŚâ She paused, biting her lip. She couldnât tell Eli that she had missed the whole thing. âWe can do so much more. We can go to the beach for a little while then you can come back to my house and we can cuddle. You...you can stay over!â Eli was surprised to hear that. âAre you sure youâre not tired of me yet?â âOf course not. I want to be with you all night.â Honoka said seriously, grasping Eliâs hand. âI want to wake up with you tomorrow morning. I want you to be the first thing I see and feel when I wake up tomorrow. Please?â Eli noticed the hint of lingering sadness in Honokaâs eyes. âOkay.â She leaned in slowly, giving Honoka ample time to pull away before she kissed her again, just fleetingly. âLetâs go to the beach then.â
--- Eli shivered as she drew her coat closed around her. It was as cold as she had thought it would be though on a positive note, that meant there was nobody else on the beach. It was more romantic this way, she decided. The sky was clear of clouds and there was a full moon out, lighting their way. She snuck a glance at Honoka, finding the girl to be deep in thought. âYouâve seemed distracted today.â She said softly, causing Honoka to look up. âIâm not complaining, I just want to know if thereâs something on your mind.â âYou are.â Honoka said honestly, thinking back to when sheâd been with Kanan, Riko and You. Eli looked surprised then touched. âIâm not...just saying that. Iâve been thinking about you all day.â Eli blinked in surprise. âYou have?â Honoka nodded. âIâve been thinking about your smile, your eyes and it feels like the only thing I want to do is listen to your voice.â Eli blushed at the admission. She hadnât been expecting that at all. âHey, Eli-senpaiâŚâ Honoka stopped and Eli did the same. âWould it be okay if I kiss you?â âItâs cold.â Eli pointed out. âSo Iâll warm you up.â Honoka took both of Eliâs hands and pushed them into her own pockets before her arms went around the blondeâs waist to hold her close. âSee?â Eli smiled bashfully. âYou sure are...touchy right now.â âHuh?â âYou were kind of distant to me throughout the day, I thought.â Eli confessed sheepishly. âI mean sure you reassured me but I didnât know for sure you wanted to be with me like...this. Iâm sorry, I guess Iâm just really new at this and...â âShh.â Honoka said softly, her doubts fading away. âSo am I. Iâm sorry, I was really nervous today too. I guess I let it get the better of me.â She leaned in, gently kissing Eli but quickly pulled back. âAh, you didnât answer.â âHonoka, just kiss me.â Eli ordered, drawing Honoka in closer. She closed her eyes as the second year leaned in and kissed her. Gripping the material of Honokaâs pockets she tugged her flush against her and kissed her back, deeply. Honoka whimpered slightly and parted her lips, granting Eli access without hesitation. Eliâs hands slid free from Honokaâs pockets and moved up to cup her face instead, holding her close to her. She pulled back after a moment, feeling Honoka shiver. âAre you cold? Letâs go back to your house, okay? We can cuddle, like you said.â Honoka nodded, unable to bring herself to tell Eli that it wasnât the cold that made her shiver. --- Eli was already tucked into Honokaâs bed by the time the girl returned from the bathroom in her pyjamas. Hearing Honoka sniffle, Eli pushed the blankets back and opened her arms to her. Clad in Honokaâs âhoâ sweatshirt, she had already warmed up. Honoka, in shorts and a pink shirt still seemed to be cold. âYouâre going to catch a cold.â Eli said as Honoka crawled into bed with her, pulling the blankets back over them. As Honoka settled down in her arms, she closed her eyes and sighed blissfully. âAre you sure itâs okay for me to stay over?â Honoka nodded. She was sure she wouldnât be switching with Chika the next day. âI want you to stay.â She mumbled, pressing closer to Eli. Smooth legs brushed against hers and she let out a gentle moan of approval as she realized Eli had neglected to put on pants or shorts. âDid you have fun?â Eli asked hopefully, pillowing her head on her right arm. Honoka nodded in response though she was distracted by the feeling of Eliâs leg hooking around her waist, pushing her shirt up a bit. âI did too.â Eli murmured, closing her eyes. âHey, Eli-senpaiâŚâ Honoka looked up at Eli, feeling a twinge of guilt at having to switch to a serious topic. âWhen did you know you had feelings for me? It didnât seem like you were interested until just recently. And it kind of came out of nowhere soâŚâ Eli opened her eyes. âI see. I didnât just realize it. Iâve known for a long time but I figured I should keep my distance and just be your friend. I guess the reason Iâve been more distant lately is because I didnât want to watch you with anyone else. With Maki. So I kind of avoided you when I could. I like you a lot, Honoka. Itâs not new to me.â Honoka was silent for a moment, mulling that over. âI want to be able to say that I like you back. But I donât know if I do. Iâm worried I might just be physically attracted to you like withâŚâ âMaki?â Eli guessed quietly. Honoka paused for a moment then shook her head. âThere was someone else. Someone you donât know.â She felt Eliâs hold on her tighten for a split second then relax. âI thought I might really like her but now I think maybe she just...woke certain feelings. Like...wanting to kiss her and touch her. That kind of thingâŚâ Eli swallowed hard at the thought. âThis is all so new to me. Iâve never liked anyone, even physically before her.â Honoka admitted quietly. She turned onto her other side so her back was pressed against Eliâs front. She sought out Eliâs hand and clutched it close to her chest. âI know you like me and I donât want to hurt you. So Iâll understand if you want to stop this.â Eli held her breath as Honoka pressed a light kiss to her knuckles. âI want to keep going. Youâre worth the risk.â âAnd you call me reckless.â Honoka squeezed the hand in her own. âYouâre...really something, Eli.â Eliâs eyes widened at the lack of honorific. So Honoka was really serious. âI canât help who I fall for.â She said, pressing her lips to the nape of Honokaâs neck. Honoka shuddered again. âCan IâŚ?â She didnât get time to finish the request as Eli crawled atop her and leaned down, kissing her deeply. She reached up, tangling her fingers into soft blonde locks to hold her close. Eliâs tongue demandingly parted her lips and Honoka whimpered as she felt the fabric of the blondeâs panties rubbing against her stomach. She felt the unfamiliar desire to feel every inch of Eliâs skin against her own but she controlled herself. She did push Eliâs sweater up her back though. She was surprised when she felt warm, bare skin rather than the bra strap sheâd expected to find. As Honokaâs hands drifted over her back, Eli moaned softly and rolled her hips against Honokaâs stomach. Honokaâs breath caught in her throat at the feeling. That was new. She shifted subtly beneath Eli and used her grip on the blonde to push her down against her, letting her repeat the action. Gasping for breath, Honoka tore her lips from Eliâs. She didnât waste a moment though, her lips trailing down Eliâs jaw to her neck. She closed her eyes, feeling every movement and twitch of Eliâs hips as she continued to grind against her. Honoka did nothing to stop it, her nails digging lightly into Eliâs back as she sucked and licked at the girlâs neck. Eli was whimpering and trembling atop her, the occasional moan passing her lips as she unconsciously tried to find friction. It seemed to be working, from her reaction. âEli-senpai, this isâŚâ Honoka gasped as Eliâs movements sped up and she really began to feel that Eliâs panties were damp at the front now. She cursed under her breath and planted her feet on the bed for stability as she kissed Eli again, deep and hungry this time. Her hips moved of their own accord to meet Eliâs movements and the blonde moaned loudly into Honokaâs mouth. Her grip on Honoka tightened and then she was moving quicker, desperately this time. As Eliâs lips parted from hers, Honoka wasnât sure what to expect. The blondeâs movements became rougher for a few moments before she stilled and tensed, shuddering as she squeezed her eyes shut. âFuck, HonokaâŚâ Honokaâs eyes widened at the cursing. It wasnât often she heard that from Eli. Eliâs strength seemed to leave her and she half collapsed on top of Honoka, tucking her face into her neck. âOh godâŚâ Her face and neck burned with shame. That was just embarrassing. Honokaâs grip on her back had turned to light comforting rubbing but it didnât really make her feel any better. âAh...Eli-senpai, did you justâŚ?â âShut up.â Eli mumbled, refusing to look up. âEli-senpaiâs kind of a perv.â Honoka mused jokingly. âShut up!â Eli whined helplessly. âAnd donât tell Nozomi!â âYouâre cute.â Honoka giggled to herself though she turned serious after a moment. âLook at me.â                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                         Eli hesitantly drew back and looked at Honoka, who leaned in, kissing her sweaty bangs. When Honoka pulled back, Eli didnât see any judgement in her eyes. Just warmth. âI liked it.â Honoka said softly. âI liked making you like this, Eli.â Eli felt her heart skip a beat. Again, Honoka hadnât used an honorific. She wasnât sure how she felt about that, not because she was angry about being addressed so informally but because she almost missed the familiarity. âI donât think we should go any further than this though.â Honoka continued, blushing a bit as well. âOur first times should be with someone weâre in love with, right? And someone whoâs in love with us. I really want toâŚâ She seemed to trail off, her eyes drifting over Eli. âWe should save it for someone like that even if we donât have them right now. We shouldnât rush.â âWhat if I already have them?â Eli asked quietly. âThen you should tell them.â Honoka said, a bit saddened by the comment. âRight.â Eli said with a small smile. She kissed Honokaâs cheek and moved off of her, lying down on her back. âLetâs get some rest, okay? Not that we have anything to do tomorrowâŚâ âI want to invite Umi-chan and Kotori-chan over.â Honoka said as she moved to Eli, resting her head on the blondeâs chest. âI donât want to seem like Iâm neglecting them. Especially Umi-chan, she hasnât been as happy lately. I think thatâs why Kotori-chan seems mad at me sometimes. You can stay if you want. Maybe invite Nozomi-chan over. Maybe Maki-chan and the others can come over too.â Eli gave a soft hum of agreement and closed her eyes, her arms going around Honoka to hold her close. TBC





