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Vellsick. my love.  met him at a time i  hardly ccould keep myself in one place. met him at a time i was drowning. he held a hand out in patience for me so surely.  gave a place tto learn to settle and to be still and ..ok. and to feel ok and to be. wanted. and to learn. saw the thingsi  fought to do and gave me a pull up on solid ground to fight harder.  he always has wanted to see me my best..  and i always have admired him.

 his ssilly smirk has me smile every time i see it. his thin little hands. giddy just to watch him! the way he looks when he is collecting little parts of history in to the shelves or the library. caring for the gardens.  perfect hair. stupid jokes. every dumb joke i fall in love he is a menace .     his arms hold all of the dead while they rot aand life has a place to start in them again. a constant work. he. is a beautiful  force. he is a beatiful man.  balancing him self in who he is all of the time. 

seen eachother at such lows and highs. Chose eachother and knew it was right. .i cant wait to marry him..

Belle! she is sunlight like an open window. arms open to me from when we first met and it felt..easy. felt easy every single step. if we had not had our long talks? opening up and  opening up and holding each other accountable for our selves..

i dont think i would feel or quite ..be .who i am.  can be letting sourness eat me and shewill have the words to  disarm me  entirely haha..  fought hard for what we have .literally even. fought and dug our feet  in and knew there was no way around it we could choose.

so much warmth! so contagious. in one little woman! one little artist!  so  bright andhelping new life into the world all of the time. so easy to love.

#beautiful#I think i may be blushing

oh no!! blushing? is this so?