Thinking of deities in terms of like celebrities or folks such as politicians in positions of power, makes them feel more somehow personal and easy to accept, then the detached, generic idea of overwhelming presence and authority with blind belief in their ability.
It makes it more easy to find some resemblance than to ask me to just follow.
But even still, the skeptical side of me still is there, Iooking at you all who just jump in wholeheartedly without any doubts and questioning, at these deities who seem to call to you.
Don't get me wrong. I believe deities exist.
I just personally struggle with the worship of said deities.
I work with my deities instead.
I'm a devotee of Cernunnos. He is and was the main deity who got me grounded and kept me tied in to my craft.
I am working with Loki and I love the duality of everything he is both chaotic and patiently eager to teach, while also soothing and serious.
Both have very different feels and we have set boundaries. I love that.
I would be open to hearing if this triggers anyone's else's thoughts if you come across this post!
Mostly just wanted these out of my own for now.
