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(Year: 1800 the industrial revolution)

Train boy!Felix who took the job just for the money, he didn't like how all the rich people in the train cars bossed him around to get him things but he put up with it.

Train boy!Felix who despises rich people, you were on a train to meet a suitor, accompanied by your aunt who was snotty as ever.

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"Will you stop gawking at the boy, he's doing his job." Your aunt whispered.

You were snapped out of your trance, looking at the boy who was honestly very good looking. his freckles matched those that were in the sky, his cupid bow lips aiming right at your heart... The way he smiled at you as you stepped up on the train and willing took your bags, his hand brushed up against your gloved covered hands yet you still felt the warmth.

"I wasn't gawking, I was admiring."

"Well stop what your doing, you look like a sickly- ghastly dog with your tongue sticking out. Act more lady like."

Her harsh words woke you up back to the reality of who you were, and where you were going.

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Train boy!Felix who couldn't help but noticed that you kept staring at him.

Train boy!Felix who thought you were judging him, so immediately put the label on you as the "Rude Rich passenger number 8" he would refer to you as that until he understood as to why you were staring at him.

Train boy!Felix who came to your seat when you started asking for help.

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The sun had set, your aunt who had preached about being more "Lady like" passed out next to you, not only that but snoring like a pig, you looked out the window past your aunt to see the beautiful scenery, the sun setting casting a beautiful glow on the ocean, the wild flowers going by in a blur of color.

You then had the urge to write, you wanted to be an independent author, but knowing that it's frowned upon you never mentioned it, you grabbed the notebook and a fountain pen that one of your fathers friends gave you, claiming it will be revolutionary. You had some trouble seeing so you started to look u til you caught eyes with the freckles face train boy. You gave him a small smile and he walked over.

"How may I help you ma'ma?"

You were shocked at his voice, not only his accent but the way he sounded, so deep, you didn't know your cheeks were flushed until he mentioned how red my face had gotten.

"Oh it's nothing! Uh I was hoping there may be a light- a-a lamp I mean."

He stood up straight and made his way to the back of the train, and came back with a gas lamp, placing it on the table.

"Thank you."

He bowed his head before walking away.

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•|A/N: ooooo shit yooo what up people 🤓 How long has it been since I posted anything SKZ related... A WHOLE YEAR!? How long has it been since I've updated my most popular series(this one)...? TWO YEARS!? And how long has this been sitting in my drafts?? TWO YEARS OMFG JUST QUIT ATP CHIBI 😹 Anyways this post is way over do.... I'll finish this series bc Felix is cute and any other I get recommended 🫰🏽 I'm so so so soooooo sorry abt my lengthy hiatus 🙈|•

I clearly didn't proof read it so sry ppl

Poor train boy Felix: who gets do nervous around you he forgets to eat

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Other than the sound of silver wear clicking and forks against plates once in a while the dining hall was silent. Felix was poking around his plate, not eating. It's not that the food didn't look good but that he was nervous, too nervous. Why?

He looked up and was met with you, he was sitting right across from you, you ate so elegantly, it was almost endearing. He enjoyed watching you eat. His face was flushed immediately after when you looked up from your food to meet his gaze, you both stare at each other before he looked away first, face red from getting caught.

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Poor train boy Felix: who gets flustered when questioned about his life

Poor train boy Felix: who has never married nor fell in love before

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"Felix, are you not hungry?"

Your father's deep voice pulled him out of his flustered state.

"Oh, sorry it's not that." He said looking down at his food and picking up his fork, "The food looks really good it's just that I seem to be... Distracted with something."

He poked at his food, before getting a small portion on the forks and bringing it to his mouth.

"Is it a girl? Your wife?"

Felix almost choked but he grabbed the glass of water and drank before setting it down, he bites his bottom lip, suddenly feeling like he was under a microscope. He was embarrassed...

"Uhm... It's a girl, but it's not my wife... Not like I have or had one anyways."

A small gasp came from the lead left side of the table, there sat her aunt. The same aut who snores like a pig, the same aunt who was rude to him the while ride on that train, she had her makeup caked on, her red lips round in shocked eyes wide, before she started laughing, eye wrinkling, "Obviously not! You're a disgrace to your family, you should've been married by now, what kind of man isn't married by now..." her laughter died down as she looked up her eyes resting on the man on the far right end of the table. She cleared her throat grabbing her utensils and continued to eat in silence.

Like a dark cloud, awkward silence fell over the whole dining room, yet again...

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Train boy!Felix who was surprised to have been sent an invitation from your father for a dinner.

Train boy! Felix who cautiously though about it then sent a letter back with his notice that he will be attending.

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"Dear Sir, Felix Lee, Dr. L/n would like to invite you to a dinner come next week at the l/n manor, we hope you you can attend.

"A... Dinner....?"

He sighed before sitting on the single bed, reading over the latter once, twice, before tossing it aside. He thought that your father would just forget about him like most do, but at the same time he remembered that your father isn't sane... Maybe.

"At first he welcomes me into his home to take care of my wounds... Now he's asking me to eat with his family..."

He grabbed the letter that was on his pillow before reading it again, then a blush created onto his cheeks at a though.

"She'll be there... Wouldn't she."

He leaned his head back on the wooden wall and looked out the window at the moon.

"Maybe I should go."

He stood up and walked to his desk to write a letter back.

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Train boy! Felix who wears his best, not to impress your father, but you

Train boy! Felix who even bought a bouquet for you.

Train boy! Felix who stood outside the manor for the longest time thinking weather or not he should go in, nerve now kicking in.

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He stood out side of the manor, looking up at the large house, the big doors that all he has to do is knock on and they'll open, the stairs he has to climb first, the stairs he's already climbed. He let out a sigh and looked down at the flowers and thought about how stupid he looked for a desperate attempt to fit in with your family, maybe, but maybe he thought that he could fit up to your standards.

Then the doors opened, he looked up before a blush casted over his cheeks, "H-hello...."

You stood there, wearing the dress you aunt said would look good for the dinner, no matter how uncomfortable it was, you wore it not wanting to hear a knat buzzing in your ear on why you weren't wearing the baby blue dress, "Oh, uh, hello Felix- Sir."

"U-uh... These are for... You." He walked up the stairs to you before holding out the bouquet full of lively flowers.

You stood there a smile on your face, before you took them, "They're beautiful."

"Like you."

"What?"

He let out an awkward laugh, "Uh... Nothing."

I was listening to No Diggity and the bigging of the song there's a part that's like "Giving 'em eargasms with my mellow accent." and I was like thinkggggggggggggggggggggg

Chan or Felix (Probably Chan) just imagine him rocking in and out of you at a steady, slow pace whispering praises in your ear with that fucking Australian accent of his????? Bringing you to the ut most thigh shaking, mind quaking orgasm.

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Train boy!Felix part 2

Train boy!Felix who lived alone, and woke up extra early just to walk to the station.

Train boy!Felix who has a gold heart but was born in the wrong era.

Train boy!Felix who ended up hurt, and in pain for someone else.

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He got up before the birds could sing just to walk through town, a few drunks who didn't make it home are on the corner, it's not a sight he's new to seeing... Or wants to see.

He would usually mind his own business but stopped when he saw a kid —maybe around 10 or 12 getting pushed around for his money by grown adults.

"Hey, what's going on over here?"

The men turned to look at him, the boy who was getting pushed around was scrapped up, mud and dirt on his face, fresh blood dripping from his nose, his clothes scruffed. ...Scared...

"It's non of your business pretty boy." The bigger man said, his voice gruff.

"Well I'm going to make it my business."

With that the two men looked at each other before back at Felix and started putting their attention on him.

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"M-mister?"

Felix woke up, he opened his eyes and tried to sit up but let out a groan in pain.

"Are you okay, Mister?"

Felix looked at the boy and recognized him as the kid, he smiled at him.

"I'm fine, just in a pit of pain."

"Let me take you to my father, he is a doctor."

Felix shook his head no and stood up on his own, wiping his hands off on his pants.

"I'm fine."

But the young one didn't listen and started dragging him through town, past from where he lived, to middle class, to upper class? He failed to notice the rich looking clothes he had on earlier, so there was a reason why those men were beating up a young kid, it's because he's rich.

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Train boy!Felix who felt eyes on him when he was seen in that part of town, he was used to the richer folk looking down at him as just a tool, a toy they can use and just throw out when done.

Train boy!Felix who didn't know at the time that he was being dragged non other to your house.

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"I'm so sorry for my son."

Felix, he was surprised, he had put a label that all rich people were snobbish, rude, and self centered. But your father, he didn't give him the look he's so used to seeing, he gave him a look that he hasn't seen in such a long time, it almost brought him to tears —to tears to see the man before him treating his bloodied nose and bruises.

"Oh, uh no sir I'm sorry for invading your space..."

The man let out a laugh, "No, no, I'm always happy to treat a patient."

Felix gave him a genuine smile, not the one he plastered on his face to the passengers.

"Father, we're back."

Felix turned his head and felt his soul leave his body, you were the passenger, the passenger that couldn't stop looking, staring...

"Oh hello my sweet daughter."

She smiled and then finally noticed me, and who I was, her smile faltered before she smiled again, a bit bigger.

"Your the train boy."

She said walking closer.

"Ah, uh yes miss."

Felix didn't dare to look up as you came closer, he kinda forgot that he was currently holding up his shirt so your father can look at the bruise that was formed on his rib.

"May I have a name?"

Your father voice snapped him out of his thoughts and looked up at him. His name? He never gave people his name, and if he did they would only call him "Boy" or "Poor boy" he was reluctant, but seeing your fathers kind face made him speak out.

"It's uh, Felix."

"Felix?"

He turned to look at you, the way you said his name, he probably had a goofy smile on his face. You smiled back at him and let out a giggle.

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❦mature language, mentions of suicide, emotional distress, time loops themes❦

Not proof read/edited

If you haven't read previous parts please do "A reality where I'm stuck in a time loop? Is this my life now, opening a door to see her standing there?" wrd count: 697 <<prev/next>> m.list to series

"You are the ghost…"

I look at her, there's no way she's standing right here, right in front of me…she's dead. This has to be some sort of mind game I'm playing on myself, but she looks so real, so real that if I just put my hand out to touch her, she wouldn't disappear. I let out a gasp as my hand laid on her cheek, her much alive and real cheek, she's not going anywhere.

"Min, what's wrong, you're crying…"

I didn't even realize that I was crying, my hand caressed her cheek.

"Min?"

I fell to my knees, and sobbed gripping onto her skirt, squeezing so tight I thought she'd go away, she probably would, If I let go of her, she'd slip through my fingers again, I can't let that happen, not again…her hand went to pet the back of my head, slow, deliberate, pets.

"I thought you were gone, I thought I'd never see you again…"

I let out a whimper and I looked up at her, her brows were furrowed, her eyes looked at him trying to put the pieces together, but nothing is clicking.

"What are you talking about, Min?"

I looked back down crying.

"I thought… I thought you'd died, I thought you killed yourself but you're alive, you're alive and well-"

It took me longer that I'd like to admit for me to feel that her pets had stopped, I looked up at her a hopeful smile on my face, but her face was frozen and grey, no everything is grey, like someone had sucked the color out of the world.

"Y/n?"

I say but she still has that look on her face, I stood up and looked around, my cat was mid step, and grey, the tv that was reporting the weather was frozen.

"What the hell is going on?"

I blinked then it all went back to normal, not all normal though. I went back in time, I was sitting in the chair, getting ready again, i stood up after the door was knocked on…"There's no way…" I walked to the door and opened it.

"Gosh, Min hurry up we're going to be late!"

This was starting to creep me out.

"Y/n?"

"What?"

I let out a laugh, I'm definitely going crazy.

"you're standing Infront of me…right?"

She raised her brows then her face rested, she rolled her eyes and placed her hands on her hips.

"No, you're imagining me…"

she said obviously in a sarcastic way, I reached out and cupped her face with my hands, she's real…

"Min?"

her hand went over my hands and squeezed them, she smiled softly, I felt something in my heart flutter. I knew I missed her but whatever is happening now is crazy.

"Min you're crying what's wrong?"

"I'm going crazy…"

she tilted her head, pulling my hands away from her cheek, "Min tell me what's wrong, you're acting weird…"

"Y/n… I'm going crazy…"

I laughed, she soon started to laugh, more like laughed along with me.

"I can tell…"

"No, no, you don't understand!"

I pulled my hands away shaking my head, I took a step back, my breathing began to pick up.

"Min?"

"Y/n you're fucking dead! You killed yourself! You jumped off a fucking bridge!"

and like last time, the whole world was shrouded in grey, everything was frozen in time, this wasn't a dream, it's too real to be a dream, this is reality. A reality where I'm stuck in a time loop? Is this my life now, opening a door to see her standing there? Each time without fail, a knock on the door, she's there, alive and well, I mention her death then I go back in time…I'm going crazy. It took me the tenth try to notice that…

"Gosh, Min we're going to be late! Oh, you look like you've seen a ghost…"

you are the ghost....

"Min, are you okay? You look like you're getting sick…"