#chiarambles

Guys, this trio does things to me 😚

- Finish the spagh's Ninjago next gen comic (coldsweat)

- Finish designing the next-gen characters XD

- Drawing in my style fav moments from the Ninjago 15th Anniversary music video

- Draw more of my three beloved Kai, Skylor, and Morro

- Get back to my Kailor roots, y'know 🤭❤️🧡

Here is the thing about me. I am Lifeline multishipper. I want her to be a WHORE. She’s the mattress and NOT in degrading way. She is just so beautiful and who can resist? Fuse and Seer definitely could not resist. Oh talk about sexual tension between Fuse and Lifeline. Their interactions are something else bro. like relax!!!!! 

Seer and Lifeline, omfg i just love the dynamic of seer and lifeline so much. Seer who came from a loving family x Lifeline who is from a family that hates her, man?! Imagine Seer brings her to dinner with the family? MY GOD? I always sob so hard thinking about them. Seer could provide or fill Lifeline’s needs...Seer is so gentle...

Lifeline and crypto came second after lifetane back then. IDK i even made a whole ass comics about them..i dont really feel anything about them anymore sorry old chia,,,

I actually liked Lifeline x Wraith too tbh but now I like wraith and bangalore more..

Oh yeh Lifeline x Bangalore was good. It is a good ship cuz bangalore was so hostile towards lifeline but then imagine she finally realize shits she done to her and ah yes

I already know about existence of apex but never really wanna play it cuz it was a battle royale game..i thought it just another u kno sweaty games (it still is)..then they added crypto to the game and i was like POGGG that was my first love. ye i love crypto before anyone that my friend said “maybe u just have east asian fetishization” and i was so phased by that but anyways, before i even play apex i already ship cryptage and stuff until i actually played the game...

I started playing apex on last day of season 6 cuz i saw season 7 battle pass octane skin going around and i was like omfg that skin is so cool!! then i install apex n played with an oomf and etcetc and next day it was season 7. so basically i started playing apex and learning shit on season 7. 

Crazy how looking back, season 7 was one of the poggiest season for lifetane shipper but at that time i was clueless cuz i just started..i barely know anyone except crypto, mirage, and wattson. i tell u i dropped cryptage for wattson x crypto..i really didn't give shit about lifeline and octane yet this season. But lemme tell you, now that i look back in season 7. I SWEAR lifetane shippers ATE. Lifeline stans ATE as well cuz dress reveal??!! oh my god. I witnessed the comics live but I WAS CLUELESS. I DIDNT KNOW SHIT. omfg i missed the dopamine rush. But also the loving lifeline starts to grow in me when i only play lifeline whole season 7 to learn the game. i just fucking love female medic/healer and lifeline is just 100% it. and she is so fucking cute too holy shit..thats where i start loving her first..

Fast forward to season 8, oh this is interesting. I don’t know how to explain this, but few cryptage artists i follow on twitter (JP/KR mostly) also happened to ship and retweeted lifetane contents. and when i tell u it was EYE OPENING. the fucking SPARK. Actually changed my life ever since. I started reading fics too and omfg...then i started making a second account on twitter where i mainly post arts and talk about apex. that’s where i started meeting new frens that are into same thing that im into.. <3 

like seriously i hope this is not just some mid hyperfixation. i hope i will be more active on tumblr now cuz me rambling on twitter kinda seems inappropriate. IDK!!! 

I LOVE seeing people talk about their own favorites and go insane brainrot about them. but when it is my turn, i get anxious as hell. i’m scared to be cringe eventho i am!!!!! plus i typed essays a lot so ima just go here. 

plus blogging is another form of journaling and i think when im aging, journaling kinda helps. but specifically only about my ship...im cringe..anyways...