Nov 12, 2023
it is my birthday 🥳💖
a little lonely n sad but honestly I had a really really good day and I am so grateful for the people around me and these years I never thought I’d live to see
love you all 💖
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it is my birthday 🥳💖
a little lonely n sad but honestly I had a really really good day and I am so grateful for the people around me and these years I never thought I’d live to see
love you all 💖
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IM SO FUCKING DONE JESUS FUCKING CHRIST PLEASE SEEK A HIGHER POWER AND LEAVE ME ALONE
TO CLARIFY: I WANT. TO BE. A LITTLE PET. FOR. ONE OR MORE. ✨ D Y K E S ✨ I DO NOT WANT TO BE A LITTLE PET FOR YOU, NAMELESS AGELESS FACELESS ~DADDY DOM~ WHO LEAVES UNSOLICITED COMMENTS LIKE THESE ON RANDOM PEOPLE’S POSTS. FUCKING CASTRATE YOURSELF THANK YOU GOODBYE
*clutching the sides of the sink as I stare into my own sunken eyes in the mirror* you are not skinny like the girls on instagram and that’s ok. your job in life is not to be thin. you have suffered enough striving for thinness. tumblr lesbians think you’re hot. you love curvy/thick/fat/squishy/chubby girls and you must extend that love to yourself, or at least recognize the cognitive dissonance in finding these features attractive on other people but loathing them on yourself. there are lesbians who have explicitly told you that you are incredibly hot and they want to grab you and squeeze you and feel how soft you are. STOP FOLLOWING PEOPLE WHO MAKE YOU JEALOUS. STOP FOLLOWING PEOPLE WHO MAKE YOU WANT TO BE MEAN TO YOURSELF. also wash your hair you look like if clinical depression was a person. remember that weird art someone drew of personified versions of all the personality disorders? that was fucked up. pretty sure they were shipping them too. how weird is that? remember how the bpd one looked like you? is that ironic or just accurate? is it the ultimate irony that the song “ironic” is full of things that aren’t ironic? the 90s were so weird. anyway here’s wonderwall
moping!!!!!
I want to be loved again!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
but I don’t know if I will ever trust anyone to love me ever again!!!!!!!!!!!
because everyone gets tired of me, everyone decides I’m too much and they can’t deal anymore, no matter how much they insist they won’t!!!!!!!
and I know that this is self-sabotage and that’s partially why I’m not seeking another relationship rn!!!!!!
I’m just so lonely!!!!!!!!
I miss the love and affection and attention and time and happiness!!!!!!!!!!
I miss being someone’s!!!!!!!! I miss loving someone that way!!!!!!! I miss being in love!!!!!!!!!
maybe I should go back to therapy but that’s a lot of work!!!!!!!!!!!
I’m so tired!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
if you just followed me (or even if you’ve been following me)—
hiiiiiiiiiiiiiii :3 💖
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saw an ear nose & throat dr a couple weeks ago bc I can’t breathe through my nose very well and haven’t been able to for a long time
and apparently I have a deviated septum (my septum doesn’t go straight down but bends slightly making one side of my nose narrower) along with a total nasal blockage in my left sinus
and I’m having a small surgery to fix it in November
and I’m really excited mainly bc it’s hard to suck dick when you can barely breathe through your nose, so hopefully this will improve my head game 😎
don’t rly have anyone else I can share that with so y’all have to hear it 🥰
love yous 💖💖💖💖💖
I took a really good pic of my titties someone convince me to post it
had my rescheduled date from last weekend today! it was very nice, she was very nice, we clicked well, but we’re just looking for different things (I want a fully monogamous committed partnership, she wants a committed partnership where she has some room to have casual things). but it was good, she kissed me before I left and I just… I forgot how bad I need that physical contact 😭😭😭
but yeah now I’m just kinda bummin that we’re not rly wanting the same things cause I rly liked her 😭 I know it’s not me and it’s not a rejection of me, and it’s not any kind of bad reflection on her. I just wish I could just be/do these things that it seems like a lot of modern lesbians are looking for, especially open relationships/polyamory.
anyway y’all should tell me I’m rly cute and niceys and I’m a very big brave girl for doing this 🥺💖