Shower (Part 1)
Summary: Set directly after The Believer. Din has lost his child, his creed, so what else has he got to lose by finally giving into his feeling he's been keeping a secret from you for all this time?
Warnings: Smut and Din being adorable and shy as usual
Words: 2106
He comes up behind you in the shower and crosses his arms around you making you sob even more rubbing his arms up and down up your sides. You stay like this for a while until he moves his left arm and ever so gently moves your hair from your left shoulder and places his arms back where they were rubbing up and down soothingly. Then, feather light as ever, Din leans down and places a kiss on your shoulder, so gently that you werenât even sure you felt it. Then he does it again, moving higher so slightly and you instinctively move your head to your right, giving him access to your neck. He gets the hint and makes his way up, still being so careful. As soon as he reaches just below your ear he stops.
âCyarâika, weâll get him back. I swear itâ he says just above a whisper.
At this you turn instantly and hug him crying into his chest, his strong hands rub up and down your back and eventually you start to calm down, only slightly though. You position your head in the crook of his neck and keep your eyes focused to the side. Not looking at him. He looks down at you and realises this.
âY/N, itâs ok, you can look at meâ he says
âNoâ
A long pause.
âYou donât want to look at me? You didnât like what you saw?â As he says this he pulls away but you clutch onto him keeping him still
âDin of course I want to look at you, but I canât. Your creedâ
âMy creed is broken. Itâs okâ
You pause and he senses something else is up
âTalk to me Cyare, pleaseâ the last part comes out as a plea
âIt wasnât your decision. You donât want me to look at you because thatâs what you want, you want me to look at you because I can⌠on a technicality. I always wanted it to be on your terms that you allowed me to see youâ you fade off
âI want you to see me, to really look at me, Iâve wanted it for the longest time, I just havenât been able to ever voice it out loud because I know even if I asked you, you wouldnât do it because of my creedâ
You freeze.
âY/N, look at meâ
You slowly move your head up and let your eyes wander over his strong jawline, his pouty lips just begging to be kissed, his moustache, aquiline nose and beautiful chocolate brown eyes. Your eyes well up
âHi Dinâ
âHi Cyarâikaâ
He puts his hands on your face, thumbs running across your cheeks catching your tears and leans his forehead on yours.
âI love you, I always have and always willâ he whispers
âI love you tooâ you say almost too fast and he smiles. Wow, just seeing him smile is something you never though you could personally make happen.
He looks directly into your eyes and asks
âCan i kiss you?â
You nod and he leans in, so slowly. You can feel his breath across your face as his adjusts his angle to get it just right. You know Din is inexperienced, so you let him find his own pace and rhythm and Itâs magical. His lips move against yours so slowly and you canât help but let out a moan and this spurs Din on, he pushes his lips against you harder and you grab his hair, making him moan this time. As he does, you use this to your advantage and slip your tongue into his mouth, heâs hesitant at first, but then his tongue touches yours and Din grips you tighter. You feel every inch of him⌠every long⌠and thick part of him presses up into you. You pull back for air, and he pulls back worried
âWas that not ok? Was that too muchâ
âDin, it was amazing, I just need to breatheâ you say with a smile
âOh, rightâ he says slightly embarrassed
He continues âIâve never done this before, any of itâ
âDo you want too?â
âYes, I mean, yes but, maybe not all of it, not all the way, I want too, with you, but, maybe not right now?â
âDin, what do you want to do?â You press up against him again
âTell me exactly what you want to do and we can do exactly thatâ
He pauses all shy
âTell meâ
â..I want to touch youâ
âWhere?â You know you shouldnât be messing with him like this, but you canât help but smile at your big strong Mandalorian all shy like this
âEverywhereâ he whispers
âThen do itâ and you turn your back to him and lean against him and wait.
He moves your hair from your shoulder again and starts his path from your shoulder to your neck, kisses more pronounced this time and infinitely much better, this time he doesnât stop when he gets to your neck. Should you give him tips? Is that the right thing to do? Fuck it.
âOpen your mouth a bit and use your tongue, teeth tooâ and he moans and complies and then does the same thing on your other side
âWhat else do you want me to do? Tell meâ
Oh fuck, this is going to be good.
âUse your hands, touch me like you wantâ
He stops, and just when you think you went too far, he leans over you and grabs the soap and lathers up his hands. Smart man you think.
His hands go straight to your stomach and you wonder if heâs going to move them up or down, he just makes small consecutive circles as his tongue goes back to your neck, leaving marks no doubt.
âDin please, moveâ you whine
And he slowly moves his hands up and under your breasts, the first touch so electrifying that you feel it all over, he then moves his hands to the swell of your breasts and squeezes ever so gently
âHarder you moanâ and he complies. He moves his thumbs in concentric circles around your painfully hard nipples and you can feel it all the way to your clit. You moan. Which makes him moan and grind against you. He continues his ministrations until you speak up again.
âDin please, lowerâ you beg.
Obedient as ever, he lowers his hand to the juncture of your thighs, and you legs instantly part for him. He runs his fingers up and down your drenched folds missing where you want him the most. You huff out and he whispers in your ear
âLet me take my time with youâ while you appreciate the sentiment, all you want is for him to fuck you senseless. He takes on of his hands and brings it back up to your nipple and pinches lightly
âHarderâ you say and you hear him groan
âTell me what elseâ
âTouch my clit, please, I canât hold out anymoreâ
And he lowers his hand and then hesitates. Heâs waiting for you to give instructions. For a slight second you forgot that Din has never done any of this before, so of course heâs going to need guidance
You take his hand and lead him to where youâre aching for him
âRight here - ahhâ you let out. He starts moving his fingers but itâs not right
âDo it like this, slow and tiny circles with slight pressureâ and Din being Din catches on straight away.
You canât help all the noises youâre making, it feels so fucking good to finally have Din touch you the way youâve only dreamt about.
âYou like that Cyare? Hmm? You like when I touch you like this? You make the prettiest noises. You know I hear you when youâre in your bunk at night right?â
âYou do?â You somehow manage to get out
âYeah, do you know how many times Iâve wanted to come in and finish you off myself?â
âOh fuckâ you manage to get out, but what you really wanted to ask was why he didnât, but there was no way you were getting out a coherent sentence with him touching you like this.
âFasterâ you mumble, he speeds up and the noise you make isnât even human. The coil deep inside you finally releases, your head snaps back, legs turn to jelly and youâre pretty sure you blacked out for a few seconds. Heart rate increases, you canât see or think straight and itâs all bliss, and it just wonât stop, but neither are Dinâs fingers. You scream out Dinâs name as you hit your second climax, you didnât even know you could do that one after the other.
You shakily try to move Dinâs hands away and he does. But not before swiping his fingers through your folds once more and bringing them to his lips for a taste
âSo sweet and all for meâ you hum in acknowledgement and clutch onto him, knowing if you let go, youâd fall to the floor.
You stand like this for a while in comfortable silence as you try to get your breath back.
Eventually you untangle yourself from Din and turn in his arms to give him a proper kiss. As his hands go around you, he pulls you into him and you can feel his hard cock pushing against your abdomen. You pull back and look at him with a devilish grin
âYou donât have tooâ he says. How sweet, but youâre having none of it. While looking into his eyes you start to lower yourself to your knees and he inhales sharply.
âI know I donât have too, but what if I want too?â You say as you pull your hair to one side and lean in. Ever so slightly you let your lips run on the underside of his cock. He balls his hands into fists, you notice this and take one of his hands and start to kiss each knuckle slowly until he relaxes, you do the same with the other side.
âJust relax Din, Iâve got youâ
You repeat the same motion again with your lips and notice that his hands stay open but look awkward.
âTry thisâ you say and put his hands on your face. âYou can guide meâ
He still looks nervous âBaby, itâs ok if you want me to stopâ and you start to move back, but he grips you tighter, you look up at him âWhat is it?â
âAre you sure you want to do this?â
âYesâ
âAnd you donât think that Iâm demeaning or disrespecting you by letting you do this to me?â He says.
Din Djarin is THE most caring and sweet person you have ever met. A fucking scary bounty hunter, but you can tell how much he really and truly does care about you.
âNot at all, I want to do this, I want to make you feel good with my mouth, I want to make you cum with my mouth, I want to feel your cum slide down my throatâ he groans and you look down and see pre cum leaking out. Without breaking eye contact you slowly lick it up and he throws his head back and moans again.
âOk, but I wonât last longâ
You lean in and lick from base to tip slowly
âCyare..â He warns.. You donât need to be told twice
You relax your jaw and take him in until he hits the back of your throat, adjusting to his size, you bob up and down a few times. Just as youâre placing your hands on the base of his cock to touch the parts of him your throat canât reach he grips you tighter and thrusts into your mouth two times and cums instantly. And he keeps cumming and cumming all while chanting your name and how good you are for him and how heâs so lucky to have found you. And just like you said you would, you swallow everything he gives you sucking him completely dry.
He pulls you off him âfuckâ he exhales and pulls you up into a kiss tasting himself on you which you both moan at.
He pulls back and rests his forehead on yours âI told you I wouldnât last longâ he says
âItâs ok, Iâm sure youâll last longer next timeâ and he hums in response.
You stay like this for a while in the comfortable silence, under the warm mist of the shower
âI love you, and I promise weâll get him back, weâll have our family backâ














