#cherry's rant

I sent my job application and i did not just one but two interviews and i know i did my best😔 but they haven't called me back 😭😭😭😭

Listening to mean on loop cause someone made me feel bad at work today

I never gonna see Taylor irl :(

Half of my old classmates are getting married and the other ones are financially stables and then it's me scrolling un tumblr and reading books :(

I feel like I'm just running out of time, i mean i just got my first jot at 25!?!? I still living in the family house and the worst part is i don't want to be this girl anymore :(

The other day I feel like I failed bc i was so kind that i forget to be clever and then I was thinking what if i lose my job bc I did something that seems correct but it wasn't? I was so scared

I got a pretty girlie pink phonecase back in december 🩷and now looks pretty bad, like dirty yk :( so now i just thought i could get another one, maybe purple this time? 💜

Im so shy so send her a message but it's valentines and i feel this kind of emptiness bc i felt at some point this day was special for our friendship but now we're just ghost :(