#chemsucks

dude i was just trying to make matcha for myself for tomorrow, but the powder wont mix well, i ran out of milk and things just turned ugly real quick

i have a chemistry test tomorrow but i mean its almost WEEKEND atleast. im just not ready for whatever the world is going to bring me tomorrow and now i cant sleep because i took a fucking nap before studying. I CANT FALL ASLEEP. i gave up on chemistry already i dont want to stay up all night just pleaseeeuhhh let me sleep.

i also havent finished my english project DUE TOMORROW. and oh my fucking days. Im speedrunning this so i can meet the deadlines atleast since my friend isnt responding but its okay they're tired too from chemistry studying lols

I hate this dumbass week. it has brought me so much sorrow and confusion. and this is such a long rant but i really need to get this thing off my chest because it SUCKS SO BAD. I just want this week to end quickly because i did not get the recommended amount of sleep for someone my age, and im just really exhausted from all the lessons and things i had to go through today and the days before.

AND ITS STILL TUESDAY. boy what a week huh? BUT NO. NOOOO. ITS TUESDAY!! im actually so pissed right now but im typing this down with a straight face im just too tired to do anything.

i keep complaining about being really tired but i keep pushing myself and besides, there are people way more tired than me so what rights do i have to put myself next to them. hope whoever they are they get a much needed rest tho (as if im not sleep deprived either and all whimsy has ran from my soul)

anyways i think thats all for my start of the week rant im just too tired to add anything else to this already ass weekend but i hope things take a turn for the better after this week my ass is sick to the core and my brain is overstimulated. (i picked up my calculator thinking it was my phone)