#cheesyness

Can I let you guys know something terrible? I'm going to say it anyways. The most awful feeling while you're in a relationship is when you're in bed alone knowing that you're significant other is just a walk away but you can't go there or have them come to you because it's dark and dangerous and you don't want anything to happen to you or especially them but you really need them in your bed or just with you because you're feeling down or you are in a cuddly mood. All you got with you is your childhood stuffy or a stuffy your loved one gave to you on a date but it still isnt satisfying your need of wanted to put your head on their chest or vise versa just to hear their heart beat. Then eventually you both fall asleep next to each other. Or in my case it'd be my girlfriend asleep first and her gentle sound of her breathing and feeling her heart beat would slowly put me asleep. That is what I need right now... I miss my girlfriend.... I love her so much