#chatiisms

She’d just been minding her own business. Doing homework. Or rather, trying to do her homework, she’d been fretting over a lot lately, only some of it involving Chat, while the rest was mostly just dealing with her family and schooling. She’d looked up when he came in, grumbling but still holding that strut of his. She smiled, “Welcome b-”  Lips found the corner of her mouth and she lit up like a stop light, the faintest of squeaks escaping and eyes wide as could be as she stared at him in shock, “... ack...?” 

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        “No, you don’t! Chat, please, just, for once, listen to me,” she was actually begging. There was no selfishness behind her motives this time, and her tone was actually riddled with fear as she gripped her hand onto his arm. It wasn’t hard enough for him to pull free of, and she knew he was conflicted about it, she knew, but she couldn’t. “I can’t just let you go, Chat. He only ever calls you when he’s going to do something drastic! He’s going to get you killed and I can’t...” She gripped his arm a little tighter, flashes of a dark night alone coming across her eyes. Waking up in a sweat. The morning after. The tremors she still had, that she still did and could be felt through her palms.       “I’m not saying you don’t know what you’re doing, but I AM going to say you don’t know what he’s capable of. He throws away his Akuma every time they do or don’t serve their purpose, what do you think he’ll do to you when he gets tired of it? You have something he wants, Chat, that’s it! I know how important being Chat is to you, and he does, too, and he’s using it against you so he can take it away! .. Just... Please,” her eyes were stinging, laced with frustrated tears of having been trying for so long, though she always kept her cool about it. Always tried to keep calm or say it as a joke, but for some reason, this time she was serious.

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     “You've been literally pacing around my room for the last two hours. If I didn’t know better, I’d say you were avoiding leaving,” though she was being a bit nosey for her own good, she found herself worried. Regardless of how much of her ‘pet’ Chat had become, he was still Hawkmoth’s ... Minion? Associate? She didn’t know, but she was terrified for him whenever he left her sight. She knew it was irrational, but ... She thought back to a previous night and shook her head, “I-I understand, hah, sorry, I guess - er, just.. Forget it, don’t worry about it,” she didn’t have it in her to simply tie him down and force him to stay. It was pushing and pulling that had forced him into this predicament, hadn’t it?

     “You’re a little shit, you know that?” she reached over and gave the feline a shove at his shoulder, rolling her eyes though accepting of the answer none the less. She wasn’t one to push for it, though she was still curious as to why he had become so fascinated with her in the first place. Especially considering the rocky history they now had. 

//This is how I show love to my friends.  Angsty threads. Whomever cries hardest wins.  I think I’m winning at the moment, we’ll see.