#char-ms

i have this little feeling of hate when it's time to take a family potrait. i love perfection. where in the family, there is a mother, a father and the children. but when it comes to my family. dumbfoundead. not complete. i felt so pathetic. i felt like getting out from that situation. "oh i hate this time of the day can't you just skip this moment" once my aunties were taking the siblings' photo and one of my aunt burst into tears. "it's not the same. it's not complete. it feels weird" and all of them burst into tears. i stood there watching them. holding back my tears. acting stupidly strong.

- dont get jealous easily. - dont act up fast. wait and think again. - always think positively. - dont keep something to yourself. - always speak up.