#chaoticwords

What if I told you

Exactly how I felt

All the ways you make me smile

All the ways you make me feel

What if I told you?

Would it matter?

Would you feel the same way?

Would you tell me what’s on your mind?

Or would you walk away?

What if I told you

My feelings for you are getting stronger

That no matter how hard I try,

My mind wanders back to you

What if I told you?

What if I told you

That’s it’s you I want at the end of the day

It’s you I want to see

when I open my eyes in the morning

What if I told you?

I lay here, eyes open

my dark room

You

You

You

It’s always you.

How I wish it were you I was hugging

instead of this pillow.

Your arms wrapped around me

my head on your chest

your breath on my neck.

How I wish it were you

lying next to me tonight.

Instead, I lay here

night after night

craving you-

your touch

your scent

your smile

everything about you.

How I wish you were here

lying next to me tonight.

I’m excited to share some stuff with all of you. I’ve never let anyone see what I’ve written, but I'm looking forward to this new chapter. I want to share because it can be lonely, and sometimes when you share what you feel, someone can relate to how you’re feeling and it doesn’t feel so lonely anymore. So, with that being said, please take it easy on me, I'm not a professional. I just write it from the heart, in the moment, when I’m feeling most vulnerable. If you like what I share, awesome, please let me know! 

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