#chanrin

author: chanrin

length: oneshot

word count: 11813

rating: PG

author’s summary:

in which min yoongi is a librarian and he happens to fall deeply in love with park jimin, the regular who's in love with literature just a little too much.

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"How can I start this… She’s more than just my girlfriend. She’s more than just a lover I’ll toss aside if we were to ever break up… Again. She’s one of my best friend. I knew I wouldn’t be able to beat who she held dear to even when we first started dating. Like her kids. Like that man. I also knew she wasn’t sure of my own feelings and I would agree. I had no idea of my true feelings when I first asked her to be mine. But I knew how much she meant to me when I let her go for her chance to find happiness.

For her to be able to smile and be honestly happy even if it wasn’t with or because of me… I had put her before myself.

I couldn’t deny that to myself and for days I tried to forget it. Tried to deny it. 'It was just for fun. It wasn't serious anyways.' I had told myself. Why would she be happy with someone like me anyways? A player and a flirt. But deep in my mind, it was all a lie. I couldn’t let her go.

I couldn’t watch her break herself.

I won’t anymore because I got her back and this time I won’t make the same mistake twice… I won’t let the glue melt. Even if she’s an idiot and it seems more like I’m taking care of a puppy rather than a female.

Because…

I love her…

The woman in front of me.”

Chanhee concludes, staring at the giant stuffed animal in front of him.

"Don’t look at me like that, I can’t say that to her," the redhead hid his face in shame. While on the outside of the bedroom Chaerin only smiled idiotically to herself.

Hyorin: You can pretend to save someone's life with it...

Chanhee: that'll be depressing since bread is on the line

Hyorin: .....It's more depressing to you because it's bread whose life is on the line

Chanhee: /nods

Hyorin: ......I can imagine it already "dont die on me bread!!!"

Chanhee: ....