I have been looking for place to unload my unhinged Changbin thirst, then I saw your post from earlier and I thought "She'll understand" 🙂↕️
I am at my wits end at this point because how does he keep getting thiccer and hotter and I know his hair is black all the time and we just had color, that I have been screaming about for forever, but now that it's black again all I can think is "damn why would I ever want anything else." But with Ultra, and now the new teaser images? I can't. I'm about to explode.
Every ounce of feminism leaves my body when it comes to this man.
One of my love languages is cooking for people and the way I want to make sure he eats the most delicious food all day everyday. The thought of him eating and praising my food, is this a kink? Cause I might have a very specific kink for feeding Seo Changbin healthy and delicious and healing food and hearing how much he enjoys it makes leak like a faucet.
The way I need him. Good lord forgive me for what I am about to type but I can't go on like this.
I want to be his pathetic little cumslut. I want to be waiting for him on my knees at the end of his day, begging for him to feed me his delicious coke can of a cock. I want him to fall asleep inside me after he's finished using me to drain his balls. I will be his perfect little doll, dress me up and play with me daddy, I am yours to destroy.
When he's away, I want him to ask the boys of new ways to demean and degrade me because he needs to take his frustration out on me, but he doesn't really know how because he's too much of a sweetheart to think of anything satisfying enough. Or think up perverse little fantasies to mold me to so I can be his make him feel worshiped and loved and every desire fulfilled.
He deserves to be treated like king and dammit if I'm not ready and willing to serve.
bestie I hope this was cathartic to send because it sounded like it was, and I fully support your agenda 🙂↕️🙂↕️
the urge to be a service!sub for a man as kind and loving as him is soooooo real, like I don't do this shit for men but he?? he'd deserve it