moiraine and siuan were together in the BOOKS TOO??!! damn not reading the entire glossary to figure out what "pillow friends" meant really was a mistake. RJ is still homophobic bc he treated it as a immature relationship of teenagers that ended when they became full aes sedai/not a real sexuality and they both went on to marry men who we are supposed to believe are their "true loves" 🙄 but DAMN











