#cestzie

I went to do a massive amount of laundry with Cesar tonight. The first time at the laundromat together since the machines went out. I'm pooped. Xf

Talks of "us" as opposed to "me" can be scary but sharing thoughts on it eases the uncertainty.

What an eventful day. I'm glad I got a bit of my worries put to rest. I'm not completely out of the water but it's enough to let me breathe. I drank around 80 oz of coffee yesterday and perhaps it wasn't the wisest idea under these particular circumstances. What's done is done and it's only slightly regretted. I took my phone to the Genius Bar to get it checked before my AppleCare expired and I got a new iPhone. It was a hardware issue. I'm glad I was able to take advantage of it. Yesterday was a sneak peek of what the next four months will be like. I know it'll be tough at times but as long as we communicate, everything will be okay. I wish I would've stayed. It's gonna be a long night. I hope I don't have to move the beast tomorrow but if I do, it won't be too bad. Thank you for the gesture. I really wish I could've stayed. xf

I wish we could've stayed in bed all day. Waking up entangled with you is one of my favorite things.