#cestlaspoby

who are your closest friends on twitter/tumblr ?

ANA HEY ITS EMMA (sorry I've been a stranger! I miss you!) but I just wanted to let you know I'm finally doing that trip I was telling you about before where I go to NYC and go through Jersey and I thought of you haha :) ps how are you?

it's your birthday?! AH HAPPY BIRTHDAY AURELIE ILY

HAPPY BIRTHDAY!!!! :) hope you have the best one yet and get everything you've ever wanted and yeahhhh happy birthdayyy :))))

#you are the designated spoby defender im not even kidding cat like omfg what even#this post is sO TRUE#bless you#i am screen shotting this

#i have no life in me anymore#this is emotionally draining and i don't know how to describe myself rn other than a complete and total wreck#ugly sobbing forever#this is so raw#so real#so relatable#and i hate this but i am also in love with it#im crying so hard tho#and im shaking#and curled up in a ball on my bed#and i know people say that all the time but literally that is what im doing#i can't breathe#cat why would you do thisss#(except i do know why - you are a saddist)#but thats ok bc that's what we all love about you#and tbh i do like this pain sometimes...#i cant explain it but sometimes it just feels good to just cry?#like maybe not cry so much it feels like part of yourself is being ripped out of your chest buuuuuut#still#this is gorgeous and tragic and just ugh thank you for writing this