You and Hayden can go fuck yourselves. I am so goddamn sick of being expected to just shut the fuck up about the shit other people did to me because it's inconvenient to them. Hayden was absolutely an accomplice to Worm. Yeah, they were a victim in their own right. That sucks. They were also a perpetrator of all this shit, and integral to Worm's ability to do these things to people. They deliberately fucked up every part of my life they were in contact with once I left the compound. They had a major hand in fucking up the lives of numerous people. I spent literal years trying to reach out to them, even after becoming aware of how they personally fucked me over, and they completely refused to take any amount of accountability. You don't get to do that and expect everybody to shut up about it just cuz you got some shit yourself.

There are at least two other people they roped into Worm's compound, and I was told there were two more who got their whole lives fucked up and ended up homeless for 6 months after Hayden tried to get them to move in.

Late 2019, they got their friend Mark to move in with Worm. Mark needed a place to stay, evidently away from family. After a while, Worm did the same shit to them as they did to me. Wouldn't directly communicate any problems to them. Just talked insane shit, probably made a bunch of shit up, did everything they could to just socially eradicate this person, calling them, essentially, a fat lazy slob who stole food and wouldn't do anything to help anyone at all. Hayden was integral to that. Hayden backed up everything, going as far as to say they "weren't even really friends" after the matter. All to just erase this person and make sure nobody talked to them, cuz Worm didn't like them. Again. Same routine they both did to me.

Hayden introduced me to Worm. Hayden talked me back into moving in when I had second thoughts because of Worm's behavior, seemingly lying to me about how worm doesn't act like that at all in person. I moved in with Worm in 2022. Hayden fed worm our private conversations after I caught Worm literally trying to gaslight me, after they knew how bad I was fucked up by getting gaslit in the past. Hayden and I talked every day for SIX MONTHS after the matter about Worm doing things like trying to steal from both of us, even shooting at both of us, lying about literally everything they told us about themself, manipulating us both about everything from the moment we met.

This all happened while worm was isolating me and not giving me promised accommodations that were seriously affecting my health. Hayden corroborated many the abuses I experienced. Then, when I left, Hayden went around sharing a fucking 14 page Google callout doc that Worm wrote about me. It was full of shit Hayden knew wasn't true. It denied shit we had talked to each other about experiencing. They still went around sharing it with all my friends, even people they hardly knew. Went around lying about me to corroborate all the bullshit Worm was saying about me despite straight up contradicting a lot of it in our messages; which I still have!

Hayden was the chief executor of Worm's harassment among my personal network of friends. Worm wasn't talking to any of those people anymore. Hayden was. Numerous friends told me they were sent that bullshit by Hayden, and Hayden tried saying I was "misrepresenting" things, trying to make me out as irrational and hysterical and shit. Hayden tried to make me a pariah, while I was already going through hell with my deteriorating health and getting fucked over by doctors, when they had already validated and corroborated most of the shit Worm was doing to me. They even said themself that I was getting it worse than them because I was more vulnerable. Then they just did a complete 180, and evidently went back to believing worm's stupid fucking tragic mercenary backstory.

Around the same time, they moved their partner back into the compound. They broke up, I'm told because of something Hayden did. Not my business. But Angel is still there. Angel is, as I'm told, essentially, trapped on the compound. A situation Hayden pulled them into.

I spent literal years trying to make excuses for Hayden, trying to believe that they're just all mixed up. I reached out to them repeatedly, particularly after I had heard they were kicked out and had a bunch of their shit stolen by Worm. I kept open communications with them the whole time, at risk to myself, on the basis of just being there for them when they needed it. I kept finding out they were saying shit about me. They kept ignoring me. They refused to take any accountability for their actions. I eventually realized; every single time I trusted Hayden, they fucked me over. Every chance they had. They never took any accountability. They have a repeated pattern of doing this to people. They did it to me. They did it to Mark. They did it to Angel, from what I've heard.

They are a victim of a lot of shit. That sucks. But they also caused a lot of harm to people who didn't deserve it, for no good reason at all. You don't get to just hide from that because you experienced shit yourself. I am so goddamn sick of this fucking "im just a little guy" teflon bullshit to try and dodge any accountability. Christ alive.

And by the way asshole, the harassment I've been getting for three years has repeatedly contained information that could ONLY come from Worm, like going after my partner's personal shit, taunting me about specific people leaving my discord server, straight up just saying shit Worm said to me all the time. People around Worm have told me it's obviously coming from Worm. They told me Worm would send them my fucking blog posts all the time. It often comes at the same time of day Worm would always wake up when I lived with them, and just before the time they would go to bed. It contains their mannerisms. They were my best friend for four years. I know how they think, I know how they type, I know it's them.

I feel like posting this as a matter of record. I'm certain this is Worm -- my former bestie/housemate and current harasser since I moved out in 2023 -- because of the number of specificities. Stuff about my faking my disease or otherwise not actually being disabled, and casting me as a "cult leader" targeting "15 year old trannies", (interesting projection coming from somebody who, to my eye, has attempted to groom teenagers, and is legit engaging in cult control behaviors) and the stuff about me living in their house for free and whatnot.

It's all things I got in the past during the height of my harassment, all the same sentiments and shit Same targets of attack. Apparently other people who lived with them also thought they were harassing me. They would evidently go around showing people the messages I was receiving (which I would often receive at the precise time of day they woke up when I lived with them, might I add) and allege I was sending them to myself.

This account got deleted quickly and then it popped back up. Another instance of the same blog went back up. Seemingly deleting and remaking so I can't just block them. I tried reporting it to @staff a second time and couldn't since the account was deleted by the time I submitted the request. I'd contacted them about the harassment before but was told they can't do anything about it.

The second blog also screenshotted a post from months and months and months prior with a tag saying its from one day ago, so they've absolutely been creeping on me for some time. This comes after the recent uptick in messages, like calling ky a "quirk chungus," as well as some stuff aimed towards me.

They're also going after Ky. Reblogged one of their selfies and said "His girlfriend who should also be investigated." Again, vitriol being pointed towards Ky. In the past, Ky received hate with information only known to Worm and a couple of Ky's best friends. Worm sexually harassed me about them, and had some kind of serious problem with them. Worm, who I believe is the one sending me this stuff, had some strange sexual possessiveness around me and the harassment began shortly after I entered my relationship with Ky.

My corner

six+ months of daily messages with Hayden talking about the situation where much of what I'm experiencing is being corroborated

numerous other people experiencing the same things as me in a repeating pattern

three years of near-constant harassment utilizing specific details only known to the individual in question

person who is evidently Hayden's partner who I have never interacted with ever coming out of nowhere to send me hate for something they didn't like in my personal post where I recount my life at 4 in the morning because I said Hayden's name

multiple people surrounding Worm telling me they believe Worm is harassing me and telling me they experienced the same things

a copy of the google callout document in question and numerous screenshots of Hayden sending it to my friends while telling them I'm being irrational/manipulative

Their corner

Nuh Uh

Shut Up

so here is the post that more or less set things off. This is all regarding the Worm saga. Basically I've been talking about the shit I experienced in the worm compound and been getting harassment for it. Hayden's apparent partner sent me some bullshit for just mentioning Hayden was involved.

I'm considering posting the callout post they claim I'm lying about because it's really funny and completely insane. Overall it was just accusing me of being a self-centered lazy asshole who was a piece of shit to everybody and didn't lift a finger to help anyone. Meanwhile I was having daily seizures and had something much like a stroke that prevented me from walking straight for months, which I still haven't fully recovered from, over three years later.

I haven't read the whole thing but I know it contains some bullshit about me destroying a target that a housemate was meticulously maintaining for years "to make a meme video." What they're referring to was me taking a 25 cent cardboard silhouette target that was left out in the rain for multiple days, which I stapled back together, and threw a big rock at. It also contains shit about Ky being an asshole for not paying for gas, when they straight up stopped Ky from paying for gas with their card in-hand and told them not to worry about it. It's all that kind of thing. Pure manipulation and fabrication.

Also, in now-deleted comments, this person was claiming I was just "making shit up" about Mark. But.

I have no reason to believe any of those details are true after Hayden started saying this kind of shit about me.

I'm reluctant to make this into some kind of open shooting war but at the same time i literally have screenshots of hayden talking about this shit I'm being accused of lying about. And I have had numerous people around Hayden and Worm telling me that Worm is harassing me. Like. People who lived with them. So.

Really love that this person couldn't figure out what I was saying and just got mad, fully believing that my account of Worm's Tragic Backstory had actually happened to Hayden.

News flash, dumbfuck: everything I've talked about Hayden experiencing has been our shared experience! You don't get to keep me from talking about shit I've been through! Drop dead!

The first two sentences of this are kind of funny cuz, like, it's my blog, asshole. If you don't like it, fuck off. But the last sentence here is the exact kind of shit I've been getting from my former housemate(s) for three years since I left the cult compound in Washington. Always makes this back-handed implication stated as a question, as if it's really tugging on the seams of my psyche, and often has a very strange obsession with my partner who, at times, has received the same harassment up to and including attempting to use personal information that was known only to Worm and a couple of Ky's dearest friends.

This ask also came 31 minutes after my previous post about how disturbing it is to see my harassers (Chiefly Gorps) face zero social consequence for their prolonged campaign of harassment against me after they personally validated much of the control and abuse I was experiencing on the compound. I receive messages like this frequently, sometimes concerning information that would only be known to the people in question. And there's this really consistent pattern where it'll be radio silence for a while, then they'll send me a couple weird hate messages very shortly after I make a post about them, or what I experienced. So. If anyone wants to read more about this, I've been tagging this stuff with the tags used here. It demonstrates pretty obvious examples of harassment, as well as the period of time where I wasn't naming them directly. You can probably see the progression of them fucking with me less and less the more explicit I am about what I experienced, and I've had numerous people reach out to me about it to talk about experiencing similar things and corroborating that Worm and the people around them have a very strange obsession with me.