like it's so funny to realise how much power your emotions and perception of a situation affect you

i was going to get mad abt disorganised drawers but then i just went "no, cel, detach" and my brain was like "they are drawers with items in them, you can just organise them and it'll be done. you know the solution to this." and then i leave it be

i know that organising it all might not necessarily be easy but if i take away that feeling of uneasiness and just push through it as much as i can then it should be ok

just looking at things logically and basically helps

ok but unrelated

scratchy table noises suck

i need a new table maybe...... Idk

weeeeeooooo i love my life tho:)

life is cool life is good

• a love island hyperfixation

• playing ace attorney with my little sister

• spy x family

• reminiscing about my candy love and how it was so healing to me

• trying my best to do my best

there are moments in my life that truly do overwhelm me, things that affect my mind n body n soul.

but at the end of the day,

i am true to myself and doing my best. i love myself. i am always making time for learning.

despite all my deep deep feelings, i still make time for the good. and i always will.

forever grateful to the universe for guiding me to the right people and places to propel my growth as a human being. even if things aren't perfect, i am forever grateful to be born into love.

my sister, my partner, my friends. they light me up in more ways i can express. i'm deeply grateful to have such loving and likeminded people in my life.

never let embarrassment or cringe tell anything abt my life because i know i'm having so much fun at the end of the day.

being so far removed from high school, carving out my young adulthood. it's still a youthful adolescent feeling on its own. it's scary, it's exciting but it's me.

i get negative sometimes. so many things i am scared of. but i will hug that fearful part of me. and keep on keep on!

i love you all and i love tumblr very much.

i have been through many a thing and i still stand, successful and girly and proud.

we are the universe experiencing itself

i am doing my best but i am so sad

though i know that compassion is the answer

being in this limbo period of figuring out how to manage and treat my newly discovered ADHD is hard

but at least i get to understand my brain a bit better

right

😭😭😭🤪🤪🤪😝😝😝😝😟😟😟😘😘😘😘

recently i ascended into the start line of adulthood and while i know i am pretty young, it was a very daunting journey and still is! isn't that any kind of change though?

#celstopbeingoverdramatic

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