#cel's intentions

like it's so funny to realise how much power your emotions and perception of a situation affect you

i was going to get mad abt disorganised drawers but then i just went "no, cel, detach" and my brain was like "they are drawers with items in them, you can just organise them and it'll be done. you know the solution to this." and then i leave it be

i know that organising it all might not necessarily be easy but if i take away that feeling of uneasiness and just push through it as much as i can then it should be ok

just looking at things logically and basically helps

ok but unrelated

scratchy table noises suck

i need a new table maybe...... Idk

weeeeeooooo i love my life tho:)

life is cool life is good

• a love island hyperfixation

• playing ace attorney with my little sister

• spy x family

• reminiscing about my candy love and how it was so healing to me

• trying my best to do my best

there are moments in my life that truly do overwhelm me, things that affect my mind n body n soul.

but at the end of the day,

i am true to myself and doing my best. i love myself. i am always making time for learning.

despite all my deep deep feelings, i still make time for the good. and i always will.

forever grateful to the universe for guiding me to the right people and places to propel my growth as a human being. even if things aren't perfect, i am forever grateful to be born into love.

my sister, my partner, my friends. they light me up in more ways i can express. i'm deeply grateful to have such loving and likeminded people in my life.

never let embarrassment or cringe tell anything abt my life because i know i'm having so much fun at the end of the day.

being so far removed from high school, carving out my young adulthood. it's still a youthful adolescent feeling on its own. it's scary, it's exciting but it's me.

i get negative sometimes. so many things i am scared of. but i will hug that fearful part of me. and keep on keep on!

i love you all and i love tumblr very much.

i have been through many a thing and i still stand, successful and girly and proud.

we are the universe experiencing itself

for a life i would love

that i already do love

but yearning still

for myself to let the sunlight

purse on my apple

the tides to touch my navel

i have barely been making posts bc i have ppl who follow and perceive me now and it is scary

i forgeth this my blog

hi

my brain is all over the place

i'm gonna try and unfuck it

will reblog and add updates with what i decide to do

uni

packing

tform

YTHTFAINABBSCT

vol

replying

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oh it's not as bad as I thought ig