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Alison Kronstadt, Bred In Captivity

ʙᴏᴅɪᴇꜱ ᴏꜰ ᴛʜᴇ ꜰᴀɪᴛʜꜰᴜʟ

ꜱᴛᴀᴄᴋᴇᴅ ʙʏ ᴅᴏᴢᴇɴꜱ ʙʏ ᴛʜᴇ ʀᴏᴀᴅꜱɪᴅᴇꜱ,

ꜱᴛʀɪᴘᴘᴇᴅ ᴀɴᴅ ꜱᴄᴏᴜʀɢᴇᴅ

let her enter the lion's cage & find a field of lilacs

ruy and his friends are there and i'm the chillest i've ever been. I walk around in the last of the starlight. "i'm not even drunk i'm just a little tipsy," which is a beautiful and sweet lie all girls are allowed to tell.

i start puking.

someone wants to kiss me after i puke. he thinks it's so hot that i can't stop throwing up. it bothers me that he wants to kiss me because i don't want to be a messy girl. i want to be a girl that's a little bit more like a boy.

because when a boy pukes it's not sexy.

I lean back on the ridge grate and try to drink. I spit all of the fizzleberry wine back out on ruy’s shoes, but he's nice about it.

"Nothing's changed. You'll go home. You'll be bored. You'll be ignored. No one will listen to you, really listen to you. You're too clever and too quiet for them to understand. They don't even get your name right."

ᴅɪɴɴᴇʀ ᴀꜰᴛᴇʀ ᴇᴠᴇʀɢʟᴇɴ