Nonononono why isn't anybody talking about this WHY ISN'T ANYBODY TALKING ABOUT THIS

Lapis says "COME ON!" and it triggers something in Diamond and he doesn't know why. It gives him bad memories with no source and no familiarity, nothing to pull from or gain in their presence

He doesn't know why it makes him feel that way

And what he doesn't remember is the way Balance always said that, that was Balance's catchphrase, that was funny! It was a joke! It was supposed to be a good laugh for everyone something to recall--

But for Diamond, it was murdering Bedrock, the power of Origin, of GOD, surging through him in a firey rage. For Diamond it was the argument in front of the King's Auditorium, "Pain is a teacher, Diamond," for him it was Abe dying and then turning out to be never dead at all, only gone in betrayal, for Diamond it was Origin sculpting him like a statue and chipping away all of the undesirable memories and moments and forming him back into nothing over and over, erasing every lesson and every loss

For Diamond that WAS the loss

AND DIAMOND HAS THE CAPABILITY TO SENSE THAT??????? He has the ability to recognize familiarity in things?? He?? Origin allowed that to happen????

is Origin's manipulation falling out of maintenance? Could this relate to the theory that he's become Chaotic??? Why Is Nobody Talking About This This Is Huge