Thank you for requesting and guys requests are still open!! Check out my masterlist! Hi my name is Y/n Sugg. I have been best friends with the buttercream squad for almost as long as my brother Joe Sugg. I always had a crush on Conor's younger brother Jack Maynard, but he was always a player so I never really did anything with him, that is until about 7 months ago. Around a year ago I noticed Jack wasn't even really hooking up with girls, they were still all over him it he never took them home. I never told anyone but I was happy he wasn't hooking up with girls left and right. This really only made my feelings for Jack stronger. Then almost 7 months ago to the day Jack told he had liked me for a long time. I remember it like it was yesterday. Flashback I was hanging out with Conor and Jack in their flat. Josh had left to go get some groceries earlier that day. We were watching a movie when Conor pulled me out of my thoughts. "Hey guys I'm gonna go catch a movie in town with a girl I know, you guys can stay here. I'll probably be back late tonight so don't wait up." I nodded my head understanding what he was getting at. But something made me curious, Conor whispered something in Jack's ear before he left. Jack looked over at me nervously then glared at Conor who just chuckled. I didn't know what was going on so I ignored it and watched the movie. Once the movie was over I was about to leave thinking I would bother Jack if i stayed to long but he stopped me. "Hey y/n," I looked at him waiting for him to continue. He rubbed the back of his neck but went on. "There's this girl I really like and have for awhile now and I want to tell her how I feel but I want to make sure she likes me first. Do you have any advice." This really broke my heart, but it was time to be a big girl so I gave him advice. "My advice would be to go up to her and almost kiss her, like so close your lips are almost touching, then look her in the eyes. If she leans up and kisses you, she likes you. If she doesn't she well doesn't. All of the sudden Jack started leaning closer. My breath hitched, he was talking about me. He did exactly what I said. Our lips were almost touching and we were staring into each other's eyes. I finally realized in my mind he was waiting for me to kiss him. I grabbed the back of his neck and pulled him the rest of the way to me. It was a soft gentle kiss that I would never forget. Flashback end* That's how I started dating Jack Maynard. We still haven't told Joe yet. I was afraid of how he would react because of Jacks history. I know of Jack's long history of being a player but he has changed. I love him and he loves me. I was hanging out with Jack at Joe and I's place. Joe was sitting next to me on one side with Jack on the other. I really wanted some alone time with Jack so I went to the bathroom. Then texted Joe and told him that I started my period and needed him to get me tampons. FROM JOE: Do I have to I'm right in the middle of the movie Y/n. TO JOE: Please Joe I only have one left do you really want me to bleed all over everything! FROM JOE: Fine but stay away from the hormone Jack. TO JOE: Come on he's not that bad he quit hooking up with girls like a year ago. Joe didn't answer but when I came out he was putting on his jacket and shoes. "Bye guys. Jack keep your hormonal hands off my sister." He said right before he shut the door. "I'm sorry about him I think he was dropped on his head as a baby. But I bought us half an hour to ourselves." I said to Jack as I cuddled up against him. "I like the sound of that." He replied. The movie finished and Jack and I started kissing which lead to a heated makeout session. I was on top of him straddling him in my lap. Our hands were in each other's hair and I'm sure we looked like we just had sex even though we didn't. Jack started to lay me down on the couch. He was on top of me but held himself up with his fire arms. He started kissing my neck and I moaned and felt him giving me a hickey. All the sudden I heard a scream "JACK!" Jack jumped off of me practically to the other side of the room. Joe was about to start punching him so I ran over and dragged Joe into the other room. "Really HIM why HIM HE'S a player!" Joe half shouted at me. "No JOE he was a player." I started getting mad. I was 20 I wasn't a kid anymore and he couldn't keep treating me like one. "How long?" Joe tried to say calmly but I could tell his blood was boiling and he was ready to burst. "7 months." I told him quietly. I know I should have told him and I didn't want to lie so knowing he really couldn't get any angrier than he already was I just told him. "YOU HAVE GOT ME BE KIDDING ME OVER HALF A YEAR AND HE DIDN'T TELL ME." Joe started to walk out of the room probably to Jack. I put my hand on his chest and pushed making him go back a couple of steps, since we both we very lean and didn't have a whole ton of muscle. "Joe stop it was my idea to not tell you because I knew you would react harshly, just like you are now. I should have told you sooner but can you really blame me you haven't approved of him the moment you met him. AND you never approve of anyone. I'm not a kid anymore Joe I can make my own decisions." I snapped at him. "I just don't want him to hurt you. You know he has a history with girls just as much as I do." He said loudly but not quite yelling. Now it was my turn to yell "EXACTLY JOE A HISTORY NOT NOW. HE QUITE HOOKING UP WOTH GIRLS THREE MONTHS BEFORE WE EVEN GOT TOGETHER. HE HAS CHANGED WHY CANT YOH SEE THAT?" "I can't see that because in a couple of months from now when he finally gets tired of you and thinks you aren't worth it even though you are, you're gonna be sobbing and I'll feel bad even though i told you what was going to happen." Joe said more calmly this time probably trying to calm me down. "But why does it have to end that way Joe why does it have to end bad. What if we get married and have kids. That's a possibility to you know. So if you can't see he's changed maybe I should just leave." I grabbed my coat and phone and walked out the door ignoring Jack yelling my name and Joe slamming the door. I walked out into the street before I realized what happened. By the time I noticed it was too late. JOE'S POV Why does she have to do this I'm not trying to be the bad guy here in trying to save her. Maybe I can give Jack a chance but if/when he hurts her I'm going to kill the man whore. I got a call from my sisters phone. That's weird it's been all of ten minutes. I answered it anyone but before I could say anything someone started talking. "Joe this is Jack just listen to me when y/n stormed out she got hit by a truck because she wasn't paying attention to where she was going she's in an ambulance on the way to the hospital but she's in a coma." Jack cried.