Is it the clumpy way he walks? Or the grumpy way he talks? Or the pear-shaped, square-shaped weirdness of his feet? Well, not exactly, but Nibs is still far from perfect. As a matter of fact, one might say heâs a bit of a fixer-upper.
the imperfections
Immature -- Lost Boys never truly grow up, so it probably comes as no surprise that Nibs is every bit as childish and mischievous as ever. He doesnât plan on acting his age anytime soon, and even if he did, how mature can an 18 year old even be?
Blunt -- Brutally honest to a fault, Nibs frequently puts his foot in his mouth. It sometimes seems like he doesnât even have a filter, often spouting the first thing to come to mind. Itâs gotten him in trouble more often than not.
Clingy -- For most of his childhood, Nibs never had a family to call his own. Because everyone seemed to come and go, he has a habit of clinging onto anyone stable in his life. In turn, anyone who leaves his life sends Nibs into a panic.
Spoiled -- Technically, Nibs came from nothing. Before he was adopted by the Jacksons at the tender age of twelve, he was used to living with just about nothing. Now that heâs part of a wealthy family? Letâs just say heâs used to getting his way.
Restless -- If thereâs one thing Nibs will refuse to do, itâs sit still. He has so much pent-up energy at the start of every day that he has to constantly stay active just to release it all. When heâs forced to stay in one spot, heâs prone to getting cranky.Â
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Hot Tempered - Stitch has always a short temper. Even the littlest and stupidest things can throw him off the edge. He would say that it runs in the family, but even talking about his birth family can drive him up the wall. If someone who doesnât know Stitch all too well could see that one of his out burst would be something of a concern. However over the years and with the help of Lilo, Stitch has learned to control his anger.Â
Destructive - There isnât anything Stitch touches and it doesnât break. Since he was a child, Stitch has never had a gentle touch. He has a record of punching holes in walls and ruining relationships. And the worst part that he gets enjoyment from breaking things. There are times when he doesnât mean to break things. He has been trying to fix some of the older thing. But now itâs just become something of a norm for him, itâs hard for Stitch stop.
Impulsive - Thinking before doing was never apart of Stitchâs life. He does whatever pops into his head without even thinking it over or what could happen in the process. If he wants to do something, he will do it. His impulsive actions has caused a lot of trouble for him and his friends in the past. He has no plans on changing this. Itâs these last second decision that make his life fun.
Lost - Stitch has never been on a path where he knows where he is going. Since he was taken from his birth father, Stitch never knew where his life was going. He was all on his own at such a young age, he didnât know where to start to get back on some sort of path. Even now with friends, going to college and finally having a family, Stitch still doesnât know who he truly is or where is headed.
Stubborn - You can lead a horse to water, but you canât make it drink. Once Stitch has made up his mind, there is very little to make him change it. In the past this has gotten him in trouble or even people getting anger at him for not wanting to change. Stitch can get so focused on one thing that nothing else will matter to him. He means well when this happens a lot of the times, it makes him look like an ass.Â
A Bit of a Fixer Upper: John Alexander Darlingâs Flaws
"I'd rather pretend I'm something better than these broken parts.
Pretend I'm something other than this mess that I am."
1. Indecisive
âI never meant to make it such a mess. I never meant for things to go this far.â
John has the tendency to either overthink every little decision he makes and constantly second guess himself, or react to things on impulse. This trait developed as a result of his strict upbringing. John has become incredibly dependent on his siblings over the years, as well as his over-bearing parents (mostly his father) that liked to make decisions for their children while they were growing up, rather than letting them make their own mistakes. As a result, John has a difficult time making decisions for himself and finds himself constantly consulting others to help him make these choices. Itâs something that heâs very aware of and is working to improve, with varying degrees of success. Sometimes he over-corrects this flaw and acts on instinct-- which can either work out in his favor or backfires horribly. Although John is making strides in being his own person and becoming more sure of himself, sometimes he finds himself regressing back to the comfort of his family-- where he lacks the independence to make his own choices, but is offered unconditional support.Â
This quality has stopped John from being able to grow as a person, as he is unable to move on from the carefree days of his childhood and from the influence of his family. It is something he is trying to improve and is well-aware of, but he canât stop the incessant doubts swirling around in his mind. This facet of his personality also comes from his issues with self-confidence and being sure of his decisions. He tends to over-analyze and second guess his instincts when making decisions on his own because he lacks the confidence to make choices with complete certainty.
2. Impressionable
âI guess I thought I could be part of this. I never had this kind of thing before.â
Naturally attracted to people with strong personalities, John tends to be swayed very easily by others that have command of themselves and speak with confidence. It started with his fascination with Wendyâs stories about Peter, and as the two boys became close friends over the years, John found that he responded well to the Lost Boyâs confident leadership. Although this makes him an incredibly loyal friend, John is often swayed by the influence of strong people in his life-- including some people that might not be such a great influence on the Darling boy. He isnât gullible by any means, but he is easily persuaded by people who are commanding and confident. This is something that is more subconscious that John isnât really aware of. He doesnât really question why he tends to give in so easily to these kinds of people or why he tends to make friends with them. The way John sees it, heâs always been the best at being a loyal sidekick, so he just tends to gravitate towards people that he would connect well with.
This trait also comes as a result of his issues with not having enough confidence in himself. Instead of stepping into the role of the leader, John is used to hanging back and being the loyal friend that can offer support, no matter what. That is why he tends to make friends with strong-willed people, rather than stepping up and being the leader. When he had the chance to step in and act as the leader of the Lost Boys during Peterâs absence, he got a taste of what that kind of power felt like. Although it was foreign to him at first, he liked the feeling of being in complete control and not at the mercy of others and a part of him would love to have that feeling again. But for the time being, he tends to stick to his role as the submissive sidekick.Â
3. Pompous
âThatâs not a worthy explanation, I know there is none. Nothing can make sense of all these things Iâve done.â
Used to being one of the smartest kids in his class, John doesnât do very well when he feel like heâs being talked down to or when someone is trying to make him feel dumb. On the contrary, John takes immense pride in being one of the smartest people in the room, which can give him severe tunnel vision when it comes to seeing the perspective of others. Although heâs generally good at being empathetic and sympathizing with the emotions of his friends and family, when it comes to facts and figures, heâs entirely certain that he is always right about most things and that his opinion shouldnât be questioned. This quality doesnât make him a great person to have friendly debates with, since he will brush off the opinions of others if they donât align with his.Â
Although he takes pride in his intelligence, his incessant need to be right tends to rub people the wrong way. One of his least likable qualities, this facet developed over the years as John was attempting to define himself as an individual in his family. While Wendy was well-known for her creativity and ability to make friends, and Michael had his athleticism and limitless talent, John could always rest assured in the fact that he was the cleverest Darling. As a result, he does not take it well when others try to undermine his intelligence, since it is the one defining quality that has always set him apart from his siblings and that has allowed him to pave the way to becoming his own person. John doesnât see anything wrong with this trait, he just thinks that other people get upset because theyâre wrong, not because he undermines their opinion.Â
4. Non-Confrontational
âIf I just believe, then I donât have to see whatâs really there.â
Whether itâs confronting the people in his life and being upfront with them about his desires for the future, to confronting the reality of growing up, John is terrible at facing the issues in his life head on. He tends to avoid confrontation at all cost in attempt to avoid unnecessary conflict, choosing instead to either fester in his thoughts or ignore them entirely. This unhealthy coping mechanism developed as a result of a lack of communication skills between John and his parents. Although he trusts his siblings with (nearly) everything and tends to frequently confide in his brother and sister, he never really had that kind of relationship with his parents. He is normally met with criticism from his father, and although he trusts his mother, she tends to take his fatherâs side rather than hearing him out. So as a result, John has learned to keep some things to himself, which ultimately stop him from being able to develop as a person, stunting his emotional and personal growth.Â
John also isnât the best at confronting the people in his life when he feels that he is being treated unfairly. Used to being the trusted number two, John tends to prefer passivity to facing his issues head on, which tends to hurt more than it helps, as it can breed resentment over time. He is also terrible at confronting his feelings, so he tends to brush them off rather than facing them with honesty. He is somewhat aware of his inability to express his feelings-- whether they are negative or positive-- but he hasnât done anything to improve this trait or work towards being more in-tune with his emotions. For now, he prefers the tried and true method of just shoving them down and hoping theyâll go eventually away, an avid fan of avoiding conflict at all costs.Â
5. Reckless
âWill I just keep on running away from whatâs true? All I ever do is run.â
In attempt to gain control of his life and break away from the hold that his parents have over him, John has become more and more reckless and irresponsible over the years that heâs spent adventuring with Peter and the Lost Boys. He used to be a very cautious and calculating child, but this quality developed as an attempt to over-correct the strict upbringing that he had in the Darling house. What started off gradually with spending time with the Lost Boys against his parentsâ wishes has slowly escalated into sneaking out through his window most nights to get into misadventures with his friends. Even his explorations and adventures became more and more mischievous over the years. What was once just an excuse to see the hidden parts of Carthay turned into trespassing into abandoned houses and indulging in his fair share of alcohol. When heâs feeling rebellious, the calculating part of his mind shuts down in favor of more impulsive decisions. Some of them he tends to regret when heâs had time to reflect, but overall, his private rebellions are satisfying to the Darling boy-- they offer him a way to break away from the expectations thrust upon him by his parents.
Although John is very aware of how he has changed over the years of being friends with the Lost Boys, this is a quality of himself that he has absolutely no desire to change. In his eyes, his reckless behavior has made him a more confident person, and although it has helped him gain some control over his life and helped him be more sure of himself, it is just another means of escapism that John is using to avoid his problems. Rather than facing his issues in a healthy way, being irresponsible has given him a means of running away from his problems and putting them off, rather than confronting them and finding a way to grow from them. Overall, this has done more to hurt John rather than help him: although he has gained more self-confidence, he has also started making destructive decisions and uses escapism as a means of side-stepping the conflicts in his life.
When it comes to Lilo Pelekai, her biggest flaw is that sheâs self-centered. This is something she has become aware of over the years and tries to avoid. She is a very caring person, every important decision she makes is after careful consideration of her friends and family, but she has a bad habit of focusing on her own life and her own problems over everyone elseâs --- no matter the subject. She spends more time venting to others than asking how they are. She takes every bad thing as a personal blow and every good thing as a personal achievement. As hard as she tries to not be this way, itâs like her mind always jumps to âbut what about my feelings?â first. I think she tends to forget that Nani lost their parents too. I think she tends to forget that a lot of people she loves know loss, and she isnât the only one with abandonment issues.
She is also a stubborn person. If she truly wants to be grumpy, sheâs going to be grumpy and no amount of ice cream, Elvis records or kind words can take her out of that slump. If she wants to do something, she is going to do it or die trying. Itâs hard to talk her out of bad ideas or a bad mood because once her mind is set, the only one that can change it is herself. Sheâs been this way ever since she could walk and talk, itâs something deeply embedded into her personality and I donât see it going away. While it isnât always a bad thing, Iâd say that itâs been more of a problem than a help in her life, so itâs going in the âflawsâ category.
Another obvious description of her would be moody. Her emotions, always intense, can change in the blink of an eye. It makes for some interesting interactions, but it can also be hard to know when she just might be set off or what will do it. Talking to Lilo is like walking through a minefield. Be careful, one wrong step and sheâll burst into tears or start screaming at you. Fortunately, she tends to calm down just as quickly.
It probably goes without saying (and is sort of hand-in-hand with the previous) that sheâs an over-dramatic person. Itâs not rare to find her flopping on her bed and declaring that the world is ending over something extremely minuscule that sheâll forget about ten minutes later. Though one of my favorite traits of hers, Iâm sure it would be annoying to deal with. I think this stems from wanting attention, maybe from a lack of it in her childhood since her parents were gone, her older sister had to step in as her guardian and she didnât have an easy time making friends.
This brings us to the last one. Her quirkiness is her most prominent trait of all but I donât see that as a bad thing, so weâre going to go with conservative. It may not be perfect, but itâs the closest word I can find. Lilo is quite resistant to change in her life. Sheâs happy to try new foods, new hobbies, but when it comes to taking big steps, she resorts to feeling like a frightened child. It terrifies her. Even the things that donât have to be negative, like graduating and going to college, she doesnât know how to handle life being different. After losing her parents, she knew what it was like to feel brokenhearted, completely devastated, and I think sheâd just rather everything stay the same because yeah, it could get better, but it could also get worse, and sheâs not sure how many bad things her heart is capable of handling anymore.
This was a fun and interesting study --- to sit down, think about this and write it out. All in all, I do feel like Lilo can outgrow most of the flaws Iâve listed as she ages and matures. She is still just a kid, sheâs still finding her way and even herself. But itâs hard for me to picture her without her flaws because to me, what draws me in and the most beautiful thing about Lilo Pelekai is how wonderfully imperfect she is.
Fred is, as everyone knows... dimwitted. He was not lucky when it comes to the brain department. Itâs not that heâs a complete idiot, but heâs not... not, either. He doesnât apply himself in the ways that he should, though even when he tries, there are some things he simply cannot understand. His mind is a little slower than some peopleâs are, and it can be a bit of an insecurity when he thinks about how smart his friends are. But now that heâs out of school, he doesnât beat himself up about it.
If it were to bother him more, no one would know, because Fred is also a repressed person. He has the tendency to shove his negative emotions down. Itâs not that he has walls up, itâs that he feels like he needs to be the strong one for the people he cares about. It seems like he shakes everything off, but that isnât always the case. Even if something genuinely upsets him, someone would have to pay very close attention to notice that. And if he were called out, heâd deny it.
He is immature. Heâll make (and laugh over) jokes at a middle school boy level. Some of this ties into his lack of smarts, but itâs mostly just childish, he loves life, he loves to laugh and he loves to have fun.
Unfortunately, he does not love to clean up after that fun. He is untidy. In every way, shape and form. His room is a mess at all times --- the staff at home have stopped bothering to straighten it up completely, because in ten minutes, itâll be destroyed again. He never makes his bed. He doesnât throw out old food containers. He doesnât wash his clothes regularly. He doesnât even wash his hair regularly. Himself and his living space are the bane of anyone who likes things clean and organized. (Sorry, Wasabi.)
Last but not least, Fred Miller is nonchalant. It can be a good thing, but it can also be obnoxious that he could break something of his friendsâ or mess up an important test and have a chill response about it. He thinks he can use his money to buy and replace things, and get out of sticky situations with pure luck like he always does. So far itâs been okay, but one day that is going to catch up with him, and then he wonât know what to do because for over twenty years, heâs been this person. And he couldnât -- and wouldnât -- change if faced with the option.
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There are so many memories burned profoundly into his mind that Thumper often wondered what it would be like to simply erase them. Moments like that had to of changed him, scarce points in his history that created a separate person than what he could have been had it not happened. He couldn't help but hate it, not because it was necessarily bad but because he'd never really know if he is who he's supposed to be without that pivoting moment transpiring.
Ttaelim stood in the rain. The pounding storm soaking him through, every drop a sharp sting as it collided with his bare chest and shoulders. His hair matted and got in his eyes, and yet he still looked up at the storm with a frustrated expression. 'What ifs' repeated like a damn song stuck in his head, the water caught along long eyelashes, paused on the pout of his bottom lip as it weighed together and dripped down. He blew out a burst of air, spraying the water wanting to slip easily past his closed mouth and drown him.
How can you stop the rain? How can you stop stupid memories from resurfacing and angrily making you want to throw things irrationally away? Thumper didn't hold grudges, he always forgave, and he would forever be someone anyone could come too-- but what if Bambi's mother hadn't died? What if he didn't have to hide how that one moment affected him because it wasn't his place to feel grief-- he had to be there for Bambi back then.
What will he do if he lost family? What if he lost Missy? What if his friends decided once he's graduated that he didn't share the same interests anymore and slowly stop seeing him? What if he has to move to follow his dreams? Are those passions even worth it? To leave home. To leave period?
He spits the water splashing on his lips, lowering his head, so the beads of rain collided with the crown of his head, slipping down gathered strands of hair and making their way to the muddied earth below. He stared at his toes buried in the mud, inhaling-- exhaling-- inhaling and growled with a closed fist at how he felt right now. He hated it. It was stupid. It didn't need to exist.
His mother used to say to him, "it's impossible to stop someone who wants to change." Those words were empowering to a child, proof that if there was something you desperately wanted and it required a change in you-- there was no restraint to stop you. So why was he feeling so angry? Why was he thinking about Bambi and almost blaming him for his mood when it wasn't his fault? What was the real reason he was standing in the damn rain alone?
Tae released his fists and turned around, walking through the fields just when a shiver raked through his shoulders in a chill. He'd always be overly critical of his emotions when they slipped into the opposite direction he strived to show to the world. It took a lot of work to appear happy all the time.Â
July would be over soon, another passing month-- another step closer to an end that threatened the normalcy he's grown to love. What can he do about it? Should he throw something away? Should he accept that change was coming and suffer through it? Should he go for it all-- wrap his hands around a dream he's always looked up at and never fully grasped?
Maybe. Maybe this coming school year would end up being another memory that changes him for the rest of his life. Maybe it won't end how he thinks it will.
Fred lives in a larger-than-average house, but most times he can be found lounging in his (also larger-than-average) room. When you walk inside, the bed is straight across from the doorway, mid of the room --- head of the bed against the wall, beside of his window and window seat.
Despite the cleaning staff, itâs a mess for the most part. Empty food containers, clothes that havenât been put away. His bed is rarely ever fixed but when it is, it looks like a bed that belongs to a five year old... despite being king sized. The sheets are super hero themed, of course.
From his bed, you can see the large flat screen TV on the wall.
Two bean bag chairs are planted in front of it, his PlayStation is usually the system hooked up but he switches them up from time to time. He has two large bookshelves filled with games and gaming systems, categorized by game type and consoles. Itâs the most organized thing in his room.
Youâll find all kinds of figurines around his room -- comic book character pop heads, Japanese monsters, you name it. If itâs Nerdy, he probably has it.
He also has one of the most extensive (self proclaimed, anyway) comic book collections in America. He has so many that itâs like a comic book shop, and some of them are spread throughout the house, on shelves in other rooms. But his favorite and most rare can be found on a smaller shelf similar to the one below.
There are a lot of posters on the wall. He has a walk-in closest, though there arenât many dressy clothes inside. Mostly graphic tees, sneakers, beanies and jeans. There are a few framed pictures around the room, of him and his friends as well as one of him and his parents from when he was much younger.
There is a large coffee table in the room, white and round at the center with the top being red. Similar to the one in the movie. He also has a few arcade games, like in the movie, and kiddish costumes on display like theyâre gold.
Imagine a little boyâs room... except bigger. Thatâs how Fred lives.
Quiet being their main trait, Pascal is not much of a rambler. I like the value they put into their words and the fact that while they arenât shy, they have to be comfortable around someone to have full-fledged conversations... but it makes it difficult to write for them, and I feel like Iâm not giving other people enough to reply to when thereâs not much dialogue. Itâs all inner monologue and description.
It is also safe to say Pascal isnât the biggest âpeople personâ in Carthay. They are suspicious of oneâs intentions until they decide they can be trusted --- and that could take awhile. Itâs either an initial feeling they get that someone is being genuine, or getting to know them over time. That doesnât mean they wonât be nice to them, or theyâll follow them around town to make sure theyâre not about to rob a bank, it just means they wonât trust them until they know they can. And once they do trust someone, their love for them automatically begins to build. And when they love someone...
Pascal can be overprotective, to the point that it could come off as overbearing and controlling. They donât try to run their friendsâ lives, but if someone has weaseled their way into their heart then their place there is permanent, and they want to make sure they are safe and happy at all times. If they think a person their friends are hanging around with is bad news, if they think they can sense heartbreak coming or their friends are doing something they deem dangerous, theyâre going to speak their mind on it, and just hope that it doesnât cause a ripple in their relationship with said person.
Somewhat related to that, they can be pushy. They would never try to make someone see things the way they do, but they insert their beliefs and values regularly. They consider themself a voice of reason, and they make sure their reason is heard when they want it to be. They are straightforward and honest, which (while admirable in my eyes) isnât always a good thing. Theyâll try to be kind to the best of their ability, they believe it is important to treat others with respect and not with ill will, but they do not believe in sugarcoating. Sometimes the truth hurts and there is no way around it. For Pascal, the truth is always the right way to go, no matter the hurt feelings it may cause.
To go along with that, they are stubborn. No one can alter their views. There are few people whose opinions they value enough to change for, and those people would not make them change --- one of the reasons why they value them so much. They know they have their flaws, but that doesnât mean theyâd try to fix them. Their flaws, just as everything else, is a part of who they are, and everyone can either take it or leave it. Doesnât make a difference to them.