#carseer

               clench of a fist,  she’s just trying to keep people safe,  can’t they see that?  can’t she?  this world is  EVIL  & toxic;  it only wants to swallow you whole.  it’s frustration & contempt that fills features,  sharp & rigid,  like the edge of a blade.  she turns,  quick,  eyes blazing as she stares within the others,   ❝  you don’t have to trust me,  i don’t care about that.  ❞   there is strength within her,  lost for a while,  but dug up from the dark depths of her soul,  drug out of the sludge & painful memories.  etched into the lines of her body,  skin worn from battles & hunts,  she gathers what  patience  she can.

            no rest for this  wicked  soul,  no solace for the  CHAOS  that dares to eat her whole,  there is no way out for a demon born of noble blood.  what heart she has is beating hard,  fast,  pounding;  as if it could run from its own flesh.  words cut,  break,  stab deep into skin & bone,  leaving an undeniable pain for what lies in wait.  the future     whatever time she had left     was  bleak,   none can deny what blood has decided,  what destiny has written.  papers are thrown down,  fingers pinching the bridge of her nose,  deep sigh leaves worn lungs.   ❝  you can’t,  carson.  there’s nothing you can fucking do.  ❞    green hues stare,  taking in the girl before her,   ❝  you can’t help me.  no one can.  ❞         

       it was a surprisingly clear night for the vicious rainy Monday they experienced. the rain put kayden in one of his infamous bad moods ( he wonders if there will be a time in his long life when rain doesn’t piss him off ) not to mention he has a big issue with Mondays just in general. so it took a lot of convincing and carson practically dragging him out by his collar to go look at the stars but here they were lying side by side, the world so quiet you’d think it was just them and the stars existing together. he’s silent for a moment taking in her comment. in all his years of being ‘human’, companionship was still a hard thing for him to grasp. sure, kayden had some friends throughout his long life, it would be incredibly lonely without them but they all made him feel like the outsider, a dragon who never could fit in. 

2. a song that describes them?

black sun // death cab for cutie

8. (answered) are they close to their family?

no. he hasn’t seen or heard from his family in one hundred and fifty years after they wanted him dead. banished by his dragon clan who all were considered are brothers and sisters, Kayden was left to be executed by his father the head of clan sore so he’d rather not see him or anyone else again.

14. (answered) greatest fear(s)?

8. are they close to their family?

                yes !!  jo is very close to her family.  at the very least,  she’s closest to her aunt & her younger twin brothers.  when her parents were alive,  she was extremely close to them.  there truly was nothing but love there.  as for extended family,  no.  the lambert’s are extremely harsh & cold people & the hiawatha’s have mostly disappeared.  her aunt is the only one she’s been able to connect with from her mom’s side of the family & she is the only one who really fought for jo & her siblings.  it’s a bit complicated,  but she loves the three of them very much.

12. biggest flaw?

1. go to karaoke song?

drunk in love !! it gets everyone going

7. celebrity crush?