Send ‘❁’ and my muse will offer yours a flower

The Doctorhad decided to spend a little time in his garden, to cause a little hand someof his flowers. Now every time he entered the large space with several plots offlowers with a large greenhouse a little further, he thought back to the gardenhe would create with Mel, and this made him more and giving joy. He had comehere to relax, aware that again, tonight, he couldn’t sleep. He had tried, hehad awfully tried, but the nightmares of his past were there. But the Doctor workingduring a normal night was so common that it is now reduced to this: ‘a little time’.

Histhoughts had been thinking about something else, far from his problems,focusing on the future in front of him, a future not imposed but created by him.He liked to be in that metaphorical cage in which he was gradually locked, evenif the ‘cage’ was only his freedom. He didn’t count the number of hours towater the flowers or doing other things like watching nature in curiously,having cracked the point out a magnifying glass to look at life act withoutintervention.

When it wastime to leave, he wouldn’t return without giving anything to Mel, but didn’tknow how to offer him something from his garden without appearing too stupid. Thenhe care a lot to his garden to pluck too many flowers, even if they wouldeventually wither but care about them too much for do an insensibly killing. Sothe Doctor sought a rare find in his flowers, which it unfortunately was theperfect example of his life: a beautiful flower, but who was sick, who wouldn’t have much to live, where it was better to give him death in this way thatthe suffering of fade quite dramatically. Life being unjust by nature, he hadobserved in several in each plot, even if their number varied. But the Doctordidn’t issue any judgment over his garden: it was a place where nature wasmaster, and letting live, really involved very little, he could observe, understandand grasp the concept in this generality. It became one of his reflexes toreact in this way, become very respectful while breaker rules in the extreme. Hehad to understand how to fight against the concepts to have power over them,having already placed himself among them.

Send “Don’t Cry.” to find my muse during a vulnerable moment and crying uncontrollably.

♥ Send a ship and I’ll give you who:

Five/Mel

Gives nose/forehead kisses : both, I can’t decide between them

Gets jealous the most : probably both, for very protective side

Picks the other up from the bar when they’re too drunk to drive: Mel

Takes care of on sick days: both

Drags the other person out into the water on beach day: Mel xD

Gives unprompted massages: Mel

Drives/rides shotgun: The Doctor

Brings the other lunch at work: Mel, but both could also works

Has the better parental relationship: I think The Doctor 

Tries to start role-playing in bed: Mel (because it”s impossible otherwise)

Embarrassingly drunk dancer: neither or both

Still cries watching Titanic: The Doctor (no comment)

Firmly believes in couples costumes: both

Breaks the expensive gift rule during Christmas: The Doctor

Makes the other eat breakfast: both (depends on who rises first) 

Remembers anniversaries: both, mostly Mel