been a minute since i’ve talked about carrienatural ……. ralph white is mary. haunting the narrative. dead before it begins. blamed. upheld. out wrestling with the devil. drinking at roadhouses. caused the curse of the family (according to those who survived. is that not enough?) margaret white is john. widow. religion as self harm self hatred as religion. knowing what needs to be done (kill the devil) and not being able to do it (kill your child)

thinking about ralph white / mary winchester and “walking the midnight streets, wrestling with the devil as jacob wrestled with the angel of the lord” and thinking about margaret white / john winchester “i waited for you to come so i could make my sacrifice... i took this knife in hand again when you were three, and i backslid again. so now the devil has come home”