#carlo lazerna

" I made myself open to improvements then slowly i learn to love all the things i hate. " 

Last night I dreamt of him. It's not very usual that he comes up in my mind. Although I liked him too much before and I daydreamt of him it on my fangirling days. He's still cute and handsome in my eyes but its really diffrent now I guess it's because I realized a thing before. I can't forever be stucked on him. He got his life and I got mine too but even though I chose to go the other way, he'll be always special <3 cause he brightened up my life several times before :) Last night I dreamt of a guy riding on a tricycle wearing a sando, the car that Im riding passed beside it, I saw the face but Ive been hesitant to conclude that its him. A Carlo Lazerna wearing loose sando and rugged pants not in a fasionably way, he's quite filthy and I never thought of him like that. I watched him as I if there's no tomorrow, ( LOL nakasabit na ako dun sa car) then I realized that Its really him, I wore a half smile having the thought that for a long time I saw him again. Im still like hanging on the side of the door then he noticed me and waved his hands and he's wearing a big smile on his face. A smile that I surely miss. I waved too even I know that I might fell. I continuously waved at him and gave my warmest smile. then the tricycle went the other way and just like now we're on different ways. -recently i had a same dream about those separating ways, but I cant remember If there are people connected to that dream, it just came up that last night I slept with my lappy open -___- psh, then when i woke up I opened my tumblr acct and i have a message from a person connected to him (fangirl ne) then i remembered that i dreamt of him.  IM WONDERING IF ITS A CLEAR GOOD BYE! or A SIGN SAYING HEY I STILL DO EXIST IN YOUR LIFE 

JOHN CARLO B. LAZERNA :) - i surely like this pic!

1/2 of XLR8 with Anja Aguilar at PMPC Star Awards for Music

XLR8 with DTM. 

Carlo & Aki - DORM BOYS Mall Tour