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Sometimes I get lost in my own head. I used to drink until I passed out on my own bed. Going wherever the day would lead. I hungered for a love that I couldn’t feed. Drunken nights turned into sober regrets because what’s the point in having fun if in the morning I would forget?
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Things I wish I knew
I heard love was blind and I believed it. Not in the way that I should of. What I know is that the person you end up loving isn’t the person you think it would be. I was blinded by the way you were treating me and thought it was ok. You were so into my head and even deeper into my heart that I got used to the way you did things to me. I was somehow the problem and the solution. You made me hate everything, everything except you. I thought I was stronger than this. Stronger than to let you treat me how you did. I wish these were some of the things that I knew. I heard love was blind and found out that it is true.
Let's rewind...
A few years back I began to write. I can’t exactly pinpoint at what age or what day exactly but I know it was some time in my preteen years. Anywho, as I clean the clutter from my not so clutter less room I come across all my old poems, journal entries, and just crazy (sometimes intoxicated) blabbering. I’m tempted to throw it all away, cause who want to relive the past anyways? But there’s a part of me that just wants to put it out in the world just cause its a reminder of some of my happiest, saddest and most vulnerable moments. So here we are. If it wasn’t for these moments I wouldn’t be the person I am today. Here’s to getting over the past, enjoying the present and looking forward to the future.
