Meh
Feeling a bit weird today, quite excited for Christmas still, but semi deflated as well.
Work was average, long day and Amanda (who I sit next to) seems to have flipped back to hating me. Sometimes she's fine and easy to get on with etc, other times she definitely hates me. I don't think she sees me as very competent - which is obviously through my own doing - but seems like other stuff too sometimes. Yesterday for example, I gave out my Christmas cards...turns out the one I gave to her was a birthday card somehow?!?! It was extremely Christmassy, festive colours, trimmed with gold foil, and some sort of merry scrolling writing on the front. But apparently it says Happy Birthday in a different language. So I assume that's why she's not my friend today, but perhaps it's something else. I can always tell because doesn't speak to me off her own back, I have to speak to her first, even then she doesn't always reply, and when she does she never makes eye contact with me :-( I guess you can't get on with everyone but it's annoying cause we work so closely, in terms of work and proximity!
Wow that was a bit of rant...actually that was the main source of my 'meh' mood! Though I didn't end up going to the pub tonight which was a massive let down too.
Roll on Friday... Actually roll on tomorrow eve! Jon, Ben and cider will get me back in the mood!
