#carboner

To show just how stupid I really am..my username was supposed to be corner-addcition, not coner-addiction. What the Frick is a coner? I was laughing so hard at the wee hours of this morning when one of my brilliant best friend’s came up with what coner meant. Car Boner. I’m Car Boner addicted. That’s what username now means. coner-addiction.

Remember Angela? Yeah, she continues to try to ruin the relationship I am currently trying be to in. I’m in Love with him. And she just doesn’t like the fact that he makes me extremely happy! She crossed the line today. But my Love has proven to me that he will stay by my side through everything, that no one can break us apart. Now I’ve never been the type of person to let myself fall in love with a guy in a such a short amount of time, but I did. But the weird thing is, I didn’t noticed that I was falling in love with him at first. But I can’t get him out of my head. I wake up with him on my mind, I go to sleep with him on my mind, I even dream about him! I’ve had so many dreams about us getting married and having 2 kids. I want to marry him, grow old with him, build with him. And for the first time today...He told me that he Loved me! He.Loves.Me. And I love him too. I was waiting for him to say it. I’m the type of person who  doesn’t necessarily like making the first move, and I was afraid that if I said it he wouldn’t feel the same. Does anyone else worry about that?

I’m not really the type to just tell the world what my life has been like. I babysit all day everyday, sometimes my mom doesn't even come home for like 3 days. I basically am raising my younger siblings. I cook, clean, make them do some school work, and put them to bed. every day. And I’m only 15. All I want to do is get away.....

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Hi,

I need this, I'm in tears.