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I know that I must not expect for it may lead to heartbreaks. But I'm sorry, I couldn't stop myself from expecting that you also like me. I am the one who will be hurt, so stop these nonsense and tell me if you like me or not. I am so eager to know. I am excited to know.

I look so stupid for telling this. But I still do love you. Pardon me for feeling this way. :|

As always. Quotes never lie to me. :P

Whaaaaat? Did the feelings came back? I didn't know, I don't know. :P

I don't know what to say here, really! But I think something life changing (????) happened lately. :P

Not that life changing actually. I just feel that I am important again. That feeling currently jumped out from my unconscious. :)

Thank you for making me feel love. Even if it's in a little way. Thank you for approaching me when you cannot do something. Even though they oppose us, thank you for standing strong. Thank you for helping me carry and get something. Thank you for talking to me even though they will say that something is going on.

Lastly, even though you tease me, thank you for missing me. :)

The exams ruined my day, even the results and then somebody will say that You will have a make-up class next week, Monday and Tuesday. Ah, it really ruined my day. I don't like it, my classes are supposed to end TOMORROW. I am really pissed off, because of that person, we need to extend our classes, because of his/her excuses, we need to extend our classes...

That is stupid, really! Because of his/her recklessness, we need to suffer the consequences. We didn't do anything wrong for us to receive this burden. We already have plans for the semestral break yet here s/he is, letting us suffer for something that we didn't do.

We did everything, we came to school early and then what we always found out. We don't have class. It almost become an everyday habit. To the point that, we are lazy to go to school so early.

Ugh! We don't have any choice but to attend. >.<

I thought about writing this. Because of one thing, that I would want to share to the world. I don't know how to start this, but I never really expected anything to happen in the past few day/s. I never attempted to say something nor attempted to do anything in order for that to happen. I didn't expected that such a thing like that would happen.

But it happened, really. I don't know how to start it but if I started saying about that, I think you'll have an idea on who is the person I am referring to. I don't want to say the name for it might put our friendship at sake, but I'll share what happened anyway.

I didn't thought that person will message me. I don't know how will I reply for I really wanted to see that person. I did everything to go to the place that we will meet, I even begged my mother to let me go, I even made so many excuses so that she'll allow me to leave. I traveled to our meeting place, while I am always thinking what time is it for I know that the person I'll meet is not patient enough to wait for me. I am praying and deeply praying to Him that He would let me see that person.

I waited for a long time before that day came. I didn't know that it could happen, that it could happen again. Yes again, it happened before. I suggested to see that person and that person agreed. We ate for lunch and we talk about things that are happening in our lives. Someone saw us together, and she thought of something else as I ponder. That is in the past, but I really can't forget it. Because it is one of the most important days in my life.

Then the second time came, I eagerly accepted your offer. Though I have the doubts on how to go there without my parents knowing. I accepted you offer instantly. Because I didn't think that it could happen again, so I did everything to go there in time. But sadly, I am late, I am so late. I didn't think that you have the effort to wait for me. Luckily, I was wrong, you waited for me, one of the things that I didn't expected because you are not that type of person who is fond of waiting for someone that you know has the possibility of not coming. It is because you trusted me so much, that you believed that I will keep my promise of going there.

I am sorry that I let you wait for too long. But you don't know what kind of journey I have been before I reach to my destination, to you. It's been hard, I gave too much sweat, I reached my boredom capacity while waiting for my ride to go to that place. I've been praying to God that He'll give you the urge to wait for me, because I missed you. I missed you so much that I am really eager to see you on that day.

I did everything, for me to be there . I even crossed the street in order to reach you, my destination. But still, I made you wait for more than an hour. Yet, it was worth it, every moment with you was worth it. It is because I missed you so much, I really do. I didn't saw you for months and then at that moment, all I want to do is hug you. But I couldn't do it, I don't have the guts to do it. I am shy, even though I know that we are close. What will I do? I want to hug you, but please let me. For I want to feel you more. I want to comfort you with all your heartaches by hugging you. Because you always do that to me, not physically but through inspiration. I know that you'll never leave me, you are always present in my life.

Thank you for letting me see you again. I know that I'll see you again in days. I missed you. Take care of yourself. I am always here. God Bless.

I love you,