#captain julius

say that you love me

pairing - captain!julius x reader

fic type - angst + fluff mix (fluff ending)

warnings - kissing, cuddling / sleeping next to julius

Your powerful captain, Julius Novachrono, has always seemed to have a soft spot for you. You had affections for your own captain, and you wondered if these feelings were right, and whether you should confess your feelings for him or not.

You yearned to show your love for him, but you were scared of him judging you for being in love with your leader, your comrade.

So, you pushed down your emotions, and your feelings, no matter how hard it was. You never knew how he truly felt about you. Until one fateful day.

You’re sitting on a bed, in your room. It was a day like any other day off you had. Then, you hear a light knock on your door.

“Come in,” you answer, and the door creaks open, revealing who was behind the door. It’s no other than Captain Julius, with a slightly concerned look on his face. He leaves the door shut behind him, and walks up to where you’re still sitting in bed. Julius slightly kneels down to your level.

“Y/N, you seem to be acting differently lately, is there anything you need to talk about?” he asks, and you’re surprised he noticed your change in emotions. You avoid looking back at him.

“I’m alright, captain, there’s nothing to worry about,” you frown. Julius begins to get more concerned for his comrade. He sits on the bed next to you, and tries to see your face, but you’re turned away from him.

“You can talk to me, Y/N, you don’t have to hide anything,” He gently places his hand on yours, causing you to immediately turn and look at him, blushing lightly.

“I… I’ve just been… tired lately,” you mumble, embarrassed at your reaction. Julius lightly squeezes your hand, causing your eyes to shift to his hand, and back to his face. He pulls you in and wraps his arm around you. You flush a deep shade of red and try to squirm out of his arms, making him wrap his other arm around you. You stop struggling because of how comfortable you feel in his embrace.

“Y/N… I'm here for you, you’re safe with me… it’ll be okay,” Julius reassures you. You start to lean on him more, burying your face in his robe. Julius leans back in bed, snuggling up to you. You’re so tired you don’t notice his movements and wrap your arms around him. You notice how nice he smells, and you feel comforted for the first time in a while. He wraps a blanket around the both of you. Once you finally drift off to sleep, Julius carefully gives you a kiss on the forehead.

“I love you, Y/N, more than you could ever know, you’re just so wonderful,” he murmurs, sweetly petting your hair. Julius then drifts off to sleep. A few hours later, he wakes up and looks down to see you’re still asleep, your face buried in his neck. Julius smiles, hugging you tighter. A few minutes later, you wake up. You meet Julius’s gaze and see his soft and tired smile. Immediately, you sit up from the bed, your face flushed.

“U-Um… I… I’m sorry for-” you start, but then Julius holds your hand sweetly.

“It’s alright, Y/N… I have to ask you something,” Julius hesitantly mumbles, looking down at your hand.

“...What is it…?” You ask, your mind racing, wondering what he’ll say next. You feel stupid for even considering the possibility that he actually loves you. At the same time, your mind fears the possibility that the cuddling was only as friends, that Julius only thinks of you as a comrade and nothing else.

“Will you be my partner? I know we’re comrades, but…” Julius’s sentence trails off, his face flushed. You’re frozen, completely surprised that Julius actually loves you. Tears well up in your eyes. Without thinking, you kiss him on the lips as tears stream down your cheeks. Julius softly gasps into your lips as you lean into him. He sweetly kisses you back and plays with your hair. He wipes the tears off your cheeks as you wrap your arms around him. The kiss continues for a few moments before you pull away and peck his lips and face as he softly laughs.

“I’m glad you love me, too,” Julius chuckles. You continue showing affection to him while touching his soft fluffy hair. You’re so overjoyed that he loves you that you can’t stop kissing and touching him.

“I love you too, captain,” you whisper in his ear. Julius sighs softly, pulling you back in bed. He remembers you have a day off and he doesn’t have to do anything right now. Julius presses his face into your neck.

“You smell so nice, you’re so sweet, Y/N,” he mumbles, making you more comfortable in his arms.

“I can’t wait to go exploring together,” Julius purrs, cupping your face in his hands. You feel so comforted that he loves you back that it almost feels too good to be true. The way Julius's love feels sobers you, makes this feel all real.

Thebe Palace, Tartosa, 12:07pm

about the same julius flashback!!!! such a pretty smile <3 <3

I Accept You

pairing: Marx x Julius (PLATONIC)

fic type: short story

warnings: panic attack mention, transphobia mention

notes: thank you for requesting :3 this is gonna be wholesome ofc also I understand Marx is def under 18 at the time he was in the grey deer so this is platonic ofc

Marx wakes up in the morning and gets up from bed. He gets ready and puts on his squad robe. He is in the grey deer magic knight squad and Julius is his captain. Marx cares about his captain, and he seems accepting, but Marx is always a bit nervous around Julius. (this is platonic dw) He had a secret that he was scared to tell anybody in his squad or anybody at all. Marx is a trans man. He always manages to hide it well, wearing a binder and making himself pass as a boy as much as he can. He also manages to hide his legal name, and his squadmates all call him by his preferred name. He also makes sure to make sure his voice passes as well. He always stresses about passing and making sure people won’t notice anything. Marx was always worried about transphobia if they found out he was trans. He can’t tell if they were supportive or not, and he’s afraid of asking them because they might suspect he’s trans. But today was the day Marx planned on coming out to captain Julius. He’s more nervous than ever today because of that. He was especially worried because he’s his captain and he has power over his squadmates. Marx timidly knocked on the door to Julius’s room.

“Come in,” Julius said calmly as Marx creaks open the door and walks into the room.

“Is there something you need, Marx?” Julius asks with a reassuring smile, still sitting at his desk. Marx almost was scared to speak, but Julius was patient with him.

“I… I have… something to tell you, sir…” He said, feeling like he’ll have a panic attack at any point now. He was fidgeting with his hands, and Julius could tell he seemed nervous about something.

“Yes, Marx?” Julius patiently asks, making sure he doesn’t get more panicky. He can tell Marx is scared to tell him.

“You can tell me anything, I won’t get mad…” he says, still having that comforting smile on his face. Marx still trembled before finally telling him.

“I-I’m trans,” Marx finally says, his face flushed. Julius’s eyes widened with surprise at the statement.

“I’ve been hiding the fact that I was born female this whole time… I’m sorry, captain, I’ll leave now…” Marx tears up, turning around and trying to walk out, scared of what Julius is going to say to him. All his life, he’s dealt with transphobia and awful people who won’t accept the fact that he’s a man. He was about to open the door and walk out when he feels a gentle but strong hand on his arm.

“Marx… you don’t have to apologize, I understand… I accept you for who you are, the fact your gender doesn’t fit your body doesn’t change the fact that you’re a part of the Grey Deer…” Julius sighs, taking his hand off of Marx’s arm.

“You dont have to be scared of me or this squad. We all accept you, and I want to protect you. I’ll get you anything you need to help you transition and be happy,” Julius said, placing his hand on Marx’s shoulder comfortingly. Marx tried to hold back his tears, but he was already going to cry. He was so happy his captain accepted him for who he is. Julius lightly chuckles as Marx begins to cry with happiness. Marx turns around to face Julius before reaching his arms out to him. He hugs Marx comfortingly and pats him on the back as he sobs.