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I HATE WRITING

good MORNING i have a REALLY EXCITING day planned im gonna do HOMEWORK and then later im gonna WATCH THE X-FILES and then maybe get REALLY WILD and do some WATERCOLOR PAINTING

augh listen im so frustrated because i ??? lost something i wrote ?? like i dont even know how it happened but i literally looked through all of my binders and notebooks and all my writing folders on my laptop and my onenote notebook and my google drive and even my rarely-used blogspot and im literally just?? mystified?? it’s just so weird because i know i didn’t throw it away or delete it because i don’t get rid of ANYTHING i write especially not a PLOT OUTLINE FOR A CURRENT PROJECT ??? akdjgs im just so mad because i KIND OF NEEDED THAT AUUUUUUUGH

AND BIRDB0Y!!! WHAT THE FUCK!!! IM SO MAD AT MYSELF FOR DELETING ALL MY SAVED URLS

ive been watching a.......ummmmmmmm.....................canadian tv show and it’s like you almost forget that they’re in canada until one of them opens their fucking mouth and says sorey always with the sorey why do they SAY it like that why can’t they just say sorry like a normal person what is with the constant SOREY i mean god!!!! damn!!!! it really ruins the immersion

UUUUUUUGHHHHHHHHHHHHH

i hate being closeted because my sister was trying to make me go to some event to “””support lgbt youth””” and i was like. um no i dont wanna do that and she was like “dont you want to support lgbt youth?” and i wanted to just be like !!!! I AM THE LGBT YOUTH DAMN IT SUPPORT ME BY NOT BOTHERING ME ABOUT THIS !!!! but of course i could not

anyway listen the whole "sex =/= gender" thing only exists as an excuse for cis people to misgender trans people and its fucking bullshit stop gendering bodies i am nonbinary so my sex is nonbinary and trans girls are not "really male" and trans boys are not "really female" and relatedly im tired of the fucking distinction between "female" and "girl/woman" or "male" and "boy/man" trans boys are male and trans girls are female there's no fucking difference theyre fucking SYNONYMS STOP MISGENDERING TRANS PEOPLE