Vent time. I struggled with bullying a lot at my age and being a person with adhd is kinda hard but I know im not alone. It sucks for me.
I cry over almost everything that my brain registers as "sensitive" or "rude." I have complications with my bio mother and it's quite hard for me to talk to her. I try to fit in. I try to match others while also being my own person. Why is it so hard for people to like me? My bio dad doesn't talk to me anymore after I just got into contact with him after 14 FUCKING YEARS. And now I feel ghosted. But I must understand that hes going through something too. But it's been a couple months. I lost hope.
I hate having depression. I hate that I cant be myself. I hate everything. Thank you for those who took the time to read this and all my followers. I love you guys a lot. I had to let this off my chest.
