Pen yearning to rekindle with Eloise but understanding that it is not something she has a say over.

Eloise feeling for Pen when she had to write about herself for the sake of her cover but also making Pen acknowledge how terrible it is to be the target of LW.

Eloise being so mature by simply just not wanting her around yet not being able to hear anyone utter a negative word about Pen.

Eloise got so much shit for how she treated Pen after finding out who she was yet that woman is keeping her friend's secret despite having been her target and having been hurt not only by her gossips but also by the fact that Pen just lied countless times to her and kept a huge secret from her...